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Allen

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

Layout made by †Flamedren† -.-.-.-.-.-.I've been so alone for so long Forgotten by the world Forgotten to myself Your effervescent eyes have awakened me And brushed the dust away But I knew you'd never staySo I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside youI miss God I miss Waking up beside youAt night I cling to you, I'm so afraid Afraid the day will come And I'll wake and find you gone But you promised that you'd not abandon me And kissed my fears away But I woke up to that dayBut I had memorized the way our eyes would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair I miss God I miss Waking up beside youI've been so alone for so long I forgot how much it hurts To wake up so aloneBut I memorized how warm your body felt as you lay half asleep beside me And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room and played upon your bodyI miss God I miss Waking up beside you I miss God I miss Waking up beside you.

My Interests


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A Prayer for the U...CURRENT MOON about the moon/a

Books:

Neil Gaiman , Stephen King , Anne Rice , Clive Barker

Heroes:

Torment,Family,Death

My Blog

Absolute

I would swim across oceansJust to talk with youI would climb a tall mountainJust to look at youI'd give my soul to the devilIf you asked me toI would walk out of heavenJust to be with youThis is absol...
Posted by Allen on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 05:12:00 PST

Heartbreaking

If fate holds a purpose you feel fate will lend a handit saves face deserts you it deals grace from underhandand every time the past's awakenedevery time your soul starts breakingyou can't stand the d...
Posted by Allen on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 09:31:00 PST

Mother You Should Have Killed Me In The Womb

Sitting here waiting for faith to come and maybe save mylife still nothing but silence I see nothing good that will come from this yet I have made up my mind Everything about this life has been a...
Posted by Allen on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 04:12:00 PST

Beautiful Demon

Do you realize what you have done when you turned your back on someone who was only guilty for caring to much A mess of a life you a blonde haired demon in diskies Two sides of a beauti...
Posted by Allen on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 08:07:00 PST

Gutting Me

I would love to see you suffer Have the flesh ripped from the bone Eating thee insides of what once was me Do you enjoy the taste of my agony because I can smell it on your breath   Your gutting ...
Posted by Allen on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 08:39:00 PST

Cant We

There are so many words that I want to say but I don"t think she cares anyway thats just fine, Thats just fine I guess ill just keep them to myself Everytime I think things will be different...
Posted by Allen on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 10:01:00 PST

Blood

Laying in a blood filled tub Voices all around and inside me Looking for a light at thee end of a tunnel Feeling the warmth of the red water that surrounds me As I feel myself start to go under B...
Posted by Allen on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 08:02:00 PST

No Matter

My whole world is spinning out of control My love for this life slowly fades away I would crawl threw Hell just to bring you home But still I hear a wisper that tells  me you will fall again...
Posted by Allen on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 09:39:00 PST

Look Away

When I looked in this mirror today I can't really see who I should be, what I should be Lost in this empty place this empty reality Why can't I break free from these fires that burn me They ...
Posted by Allen on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 05:27:00 PST

I Sacrifice

Fall fires burning neath black twisted boughsSacrifice to aboveSmoke swirling quickly towards misting cloudsOffering of this bloodInto the flames and without shameConsumed with howls and screamsPumpki...
Posted by Allen on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 10:07:00 PST