RYLEEFACE!!

things in life confuse the hell out of me, i overanalyze and dramatize the hell out of them. i curse more than a person of my standard should. what have i broughten to this world to speak with power. school isn't an option for me, i try to be on time, but igenerally fail at that. i've attended school for ten and a half years - it hasn't gotten any better. excellence is something i strive for - let's rephrase, something i tell myself to strive for. i'm unlike most girls in my grade, on the inside that is. i think things over before i do them, i watch my mouth around certain people for fear of rejection, that doesn't work well for me always. i'm a loner, but not in the sense that i have no friends, i speak to most people and have a level of respect with most people, but not one bestfriend who i hang out with always. i have friends who i have mutual friends with and - i have a problem with rambling and talking myself in circles. i'm at the tender age of 16. i'm not influenced like most people in my grade to drink, do drugs, drive, drink/do drugs & drive. i find these qualities in a person unnatractive and irresponsible. i'm not saying i'm against teenage drinking, i'm against teenage stupidity, you know, when your life is planned around alcohol and you don't think it's embarassing to pass out on the can with puke in your hair. ya those times. i've fallen in love already, that's scary as hell, oh ya, it didn't work out in my favor. he tells me it wasn't love, couldn't have been love, but it was. when i find myself thinking hello, i need you. that's when i know something in my heart wants attention. i'm emotional and cry over any good song. music, it's not my life, i don't breathe it, but if i could i would in a nanosecond. nano, like my ipod tex. he's lime green and has a twin named rex. ya man, i'm cool.