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tara

maxleng

About Me


of course life's a joke,
and i ain't no fool.
i am the best kind of hypocrite. i lost my soul as a child, and my heart is a tad bit difficult to find. the windowless yellow room i live in feeds into the angry person that i am. my bed is always made. i excel moreso at pumping caffiene than sleep. i'm seriously sarcastic. that's as honest as it gets. i live my life uncensored, perhaps this doesn't always work in my favor. i draw blanks at what i want out of anything or anyone. i'm thinking this has something to do with people generally having nothing worthwhile to offer.
read about my daily life via livejournal: phantomstats

My Interests

fashion.
sewing.
watercolors.
reading.
caffiene.
aspartame.
green tea.

I'd like to meet:

a walrus.
a stepford wife.
a real marcus flutie.
matthew gray gubler.

Music:

arctic monkeys, be your own pet, clash, cold war kids, crystal castles, death cab, dfa1979, does it offend you, yeah?, emily haines, jenny lewis, justice, msi, modern life is war, mstrkrft, of montreal, rilo kiley, sebastian grainger, sleater-kinney, tegan and sara, the libertines, the shins, the smiths, the streets, the strokes, tokyo police club, uk subs.

Movies:

factory girl.
ghost world.
in the land of women.
juno.
pretty persuasion.
dirty dancing.
garbage pail kids.
united states of leland.

Television:

criminal minds
intervention.
masters of horror.
degrassi.
90210.
special victims unit.

Books:

wasted.
books by chuck palahniuk or ellen hopkins.

Heroes:

are you being saved?

My Blog

oh, but it isnt insane on paper

wow, i feel that my life is becoming one huge quote (likely accompained by a dramatic photo featured as somebody’s dp).it’s like i’m trying to find words or lines to relate to.someth...
Posted by tara on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 06:18:00 PST

hell is for hereos

so like, i'm sitting here, drinking my filtered water with a fucking black floaty it.and i'm wondering why i eat fortune cookies everyday.seriously, i have a bag full of them in my cupboard.needs assu...
Posted by tara on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 02:14:00 PST

hospital death scent

this week i've lost.lost a someone.losing a someone.lost myself.i use to convince myself that i was invincible.now i'm trying to come to the realization,there's always something new to hate, and ...
Posted by tara on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:09:00 PST

okay i guess

I can't really describe my current mood...uhh I guess I'm just out of it today. I'm trying to figure out what I did for 12 hours, obviously some serious procrastinating.Anyway, I w...
Posted by tara on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 09:33:00 PST

your time is running out

romantisizing,stripped of everything.reavealing,brittle bones,strong minds.anyalzing,controller of all valves.saviors lost,weak souls,full of fatigue,this selfishness of yours is contagious,how about ...
Posted by tara on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 05:24:00 PST

likes vs. dislikes

if you feel that you don't know an adequate amount about me, i wrote some shat down that basically defines my whole life...or comes close. they're listed in no particular order. enjoy! Dislikes - the ...
Posted by tara on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:24:00 PST

oh shit it's one of those.

bandwagons don't really exist hahaha.post your name and i'll tell you what i think of you.i think it's only fair if you do the same.
Posted by tara on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 04:50:00 PST