He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark

About Me

So what should I say here? Hmmm? What would anyone want to know? I'm in my 30s. I live alone. I mean really what can I say? Isnt that what all the other info on the left of the screen is suppose to tell you?
Well what it can not tell you is that I'm a very, should we say charismatic person? I'm emotional, caring, but I can be an asshole. I dont belive one book gives all the answers and the most important thing in life you need to belive in is YOURSELF!!!
I've wondered this world for many years. I dont think I know everything there is to know. But I definately think I see the world alot clearer than most. Especially those who walk the world with blinders.
I'm very comfortable in the kind of person I am for the most part. I dont think I'm in the shape physically that I should be. And I still need to work harder on pushing myself physically and mentally. Being such the procrastinator I am, its a constant battle to try to better myself. But yet it's something I must do to survive.
Most my close friends would define me as very loyal and caring. Who can be quite the asshole sometimes, but I'm honest. I care for my friends, family, and some people I dont even know. Why? Because people deserved to be cared about. Ever do something nice for someone you dont know for no reason but just because? It's a great feeling. Try it. Well there is a lil insight on me. And here are a few things I may or may not have mentioned:
Im a poet, a philosopher, a dreamer, a singer, an artist, a loyal friend, an emotional lover, a hard critic.

My Interests

Basketballl Soccer Racing at Northgate Speedway Racing,Designing cars and paint schemes for Dirt Track Racing 2 City of Heroes and City of Villians Xbox and PS2 Hiking Karoke Movies MUSICE SEE BELOW

I'd like to meet:

Richard Petty.. My real father..who I knew all my life but never met as my father. Papa Smurf to ask his views on Communism, and if smurfette is really the lil hooch I think she is. Myself, just to see if Im really the asshole I think I am.Join the Cockstar Army Today!

Music:

Music Music Music.. what can I say. My mind needs constant music input.Its a wide range of styes and decades.

38 Special

Eagles

Molly Hatchet

Blackfoot

Styx

Def Lepard

The Cure

The Cult

BOC

Bach

Concrete Blonde

Sound Garden

Alice in Chains

Dogs Eye View

Toad the Wet Sprocket

CoC

Caroline Spine

Guano Apes

Breaking Benjamins

Kazzer

System of a Down

Steriogram

Slipknot

Type O Negative

Charlie Daniels Band

None of these bands are in any particular order, and this is just a short quick list.
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Movies:

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Television:

Heroes, Lost, and any kind of dirt racing I can find on speed channel. Oh and keep your eyes open for a show featuring the REAL bike builders from Orange County, New York. featuring the Eastside Custom Chopper guys including their bar just north of Newburgh,NY, the Eastside Barn & Grill. http://www.eastsidecustomchoppers.com

Books:

I have a few I need to read, a few autobiographies, Bill Clinton's and Greg Luganis's

Heroes:

MY MOM.. the strongest person I know.

My Blog

my look on relationships

Why do we always chase? We think the otherside is always playing games when they dont want what we want. Bet yet when there is someone right there who seems to have those great qualities, something te...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 07:11:00 PST

does feeling nothing hurt more than feeling at all?

Does feeling nothing at all, hurt more than feeling anything at all? I mean, you ever meet someone who you just cant stop thinking about, but realize they really dont feel anything at all for you? &n...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 05:40:00 PST

A day is a day

A day is the same as any other day, except when that day is differnt from any other day. That day is a special day, but only like most other special days. Except this day happened on that day that som...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 09:10:00 PST

Northgate Speedway Winter Series Champion!!!!

Consistancy paid off as I beat the runner up by only 15pts. Runner up ended up winning 6 of the 12 race series, but my consistancy paid off as I never finished lower than 3rd all season. Where he had ...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 08:29:00 PST

Murphy Takes Christmas Victory

After setting 2nd fast time and finishing 2nd in both Heats. I was able to sit on the pole as the two winners of the heats both had lower finishes. I led for about 20 laps before the 94 car(who ...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 08:29:00 PST

Christmas is a time for family, especially with those you never knew you had....till now..

This was an amazing week, finally got a good steady job, that I really enjoy. But the second thing was finally being able to sit down and get some answers about who was my real father, and discuss it ...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 06:19:00 PST

pathetic is as pathetic does

Friday night and here I am sitting in front of a computer bored out of my fucking god damn mind. The more I think about where I am in my life the more pathetic I see myself. This is stupid. When you ...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 06:51:00 PST

from the Pent House to the Out House ...

Well last week I had the car to beat, dominated qualifying.. And for 50 of the 60 lap feature I was untouchable till I over worked my right front. Tonight I went from being the car to beat last week,...
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 07:51:00 PST

hell is where you hang yourself

Its a hectic time here... If I dont find a job and a place to live soon, Im gonna just move to florida and live on the beach out of my car.
Posted by He who follows shadows, gets lost in the dark on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 06:08:00 PST