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Well, the hardest thing on these damned pages is where to start. I guess I'll just begin at the beginning, and when I get to the end.......Stop(Lewis Carroll is the man). Enough of all that, on to the man behind the mirror. I consider myself an intellectual, even a nerd at times, though I am not one of the Dungeons & Dragons shmoes that are in their late 30's and still living with their mom and qouting lines from Star Wars and Lord Of The Rings. I try to read at least three books a week, either online or on paper, just to keep my mind sharp. When it comes to my appearance, I'm really not that proud of it. I take care of myself, don't get me wrong, but you will never see my mug gracing the cover of a magazine anytime in the near future. If you want a better understanding of that, listen to "Scars" by StoneSour and you'll get the picture. My past has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride, a lot of which should not be wished on anyone. When it comes to my personal beliefs, that's where things get strange. I do believe in God, but I do not consider myself a Christian...More like an Agnostic Pagan, if that makes a tad bit of sense. I'm a very emotional person, but not in the traditional weepy-weepy sense. When I am close to someone I can feel how they feel. If they are happy, I'm happy, if they're sad, I'm sad. The one driving force behind my spirit is to try to help whomever I can, which sometimes gets me into trouble, either physically or mentally, like having people use your good motives and intentions. I am so grateful that I have a small core of friends that hold me up when I need a hand, and that there are two people in particular that just astounded me with a few small words of kindness, which matter more than ANYTHING else(I love you Jess, and THANK YOU Mary!!!). When it comes to people, especially relationships, the one thing I look for is inner beauty. You can be drop-dead gorgeous, but if you choose to be cold, and subsist off of just your looks, then that is all you will have and you can only go so far on looks alone. I want to meet people with honest, caring hearts, and minds that they enjoy using, rather than destroying. As far as a deeper description of me goes, I have fit into nearly every subculture besides cowboys and athletes. I love the Goth lifestyle, especially the music, and have been called a Punk before....Even had the mohawk and a few moshing scars to prove it!!! So, in short, that is the man behind the mirror. It may sound pretty open, but that is who I am, and what I was. If you want to know more, ask me or add me and fire away. To my family, thank you for trying. To my true friends, thank you for being there for me, in whatever way, shape, or form; I will never be able to repay that kindness. And to all of the ones that I lost, one day we will all meet again, and all will be forgotten.....Peace,/____Chaotic____.... So, hey, hey, hey, I'm back in Mo, and it's been another ride from Hell. When there's more time, I'll revamp the whole page and let you freaks know my adventures.... ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________
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