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About Me

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I Am----
an Existentialist.
a Lover.
a Dreamer.
a Mama's Boy
in a constant state of Change.
an Altruist
an Idealist.
Trusting.
a Hopeful Romantic.
an Optimist.
an Introvert.
Contemplative.
Loyal.
Messy.
Rarely Worried.
Rarely Irritated.
Resilient.
Self Reliant.
Sarcastic.
A Force of Nature.
My greatest drive in life is the persuit of knowledge, I live to experience everything I can. Music ART = life. I am very opinionated. . I love to hear other people's ideas. I wish everyday were Halloween. I am not religious, quite spiritual though. I have undeniable urges to take late night drives. My favourite word is "why" i will never stop questioning myself and my world.
"You are Always exactly where you are meant to be."

My Interests

Music
drawing
painting
photography
DIY clothing!
ceramics
sculpture
writing poems, then throwing them away
walking
hiking
fires!
nature!
being introverted.
art history
contemporary history
ancient history
playing hide and seek
Dance Dance Revolution!!!
mad libs
my friends
sleep deprivation
hair styles
tattoos
piercings
scarification/branding
other body modification
vampires
wings
anything shinny!

I'd like to meet:

friends: people interested in music, people who make music. people who make art, people who think. people who are well educated. it really drives me nuts when people are always negative. i mean..why are you here, living, if you cant enjoy it? just take a deep breath and live in the moment!.. but really, id love to meet just about anybody. i love people. i love new experiences.

P.S. There Is ALOT more to me than a pretty face.

::::AIM ME::::

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Music:

Metal
Trance
Techno
Ambient Trance
Happy Hardcore
Gabber
Punk
SKA
Acid Rock
Dashboard Confessionals
Acid Bath
Nirvana
Placebo
Nine Inch Nails
Garbage
The Doors
Slipknot
Marilyn Manson
0rgy
Eve6
The Killers
Delerium
Moby
No Doubt(circa Tragic Kingdom)
Johnny Cash
Kotton Mouth Kings
Jack Off Jill
Otep
The Darkness
Deadsy
30 Seconds To Mars
Tool
Perfect Circle
Cibo Matto
Nerf Herder
Queen
Madonna
HIM
Kill Hannah
GODhead
Mindless Self Indulgence
Bauhaus
Our Lady Peace
Kittie
Bush
Institute
Dj Tiesto
Theivery Corporation
KMFDM
Fischerspooner
Fear Factory
Type O Negative
Stone Sour
Mudvayne
Stone Temple Pilots ...
ALWAYS looking for new music

Movies:

Legend
The Craft
Interview With The Vampire
Donnie Darko
Gia
Fight Club
The Forgotten
A Clockwork Orange
Lawn Dogs
28 Days Later
Whatever Happened To Baby Jane
Saw
Saw II
Peter Pan (2003)
Kill Bill Vol. 1
Kill Bill Vol. 2
Pirates of the Carribean
Moulin Rouge
Romeo and Juliet(Baz Luhrman)
Nightmare Before Christmas
The Crow
The Crow:City of Angels
Sorority Boys
Sin City
Mean Girls
Freaky Friday
Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
Clueless
Broken Hearts Club
Cursed
some Nightmare on Elm Street's
Get Real
My Own Private Idaho
Beautiful Thing
Foxfire
Mortal Kombat
Reality Bites
Batman Begins
Brokeback Mountain
Amelie
Power Rangers: The Movie
Memoirs of a Geisha
X-Men
X2
Havoc
Dirty Love
Mysterious Skin

Television:

Books:

Interview With The Vampire
The Vampire Lestat
Queen of The Damned
Tale of the Body Theif
Memnoch The Devil
Pandora
The Vampire Armand
Blood and Gold
The Vampire Vittorio
Blackwood Farm
Blood Canticle
Servant of the Bones
Kurt Cobain Journals
Jurrasic Park
The Lost World
Through The Looking Glass
Brokeback Mountain

My Blog

::more than i am::

i am more than i am, more than i have been lately. maybe i forgot to pack the rest of me when i moved, for i feel like i'm missing part of myself since i left. maybe its emily that i need. miss that k...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 04:15:00 PST

this is me now.

you can buy my friendship with coffee and marachino cherriesi say the words "awesome" and "rock" too oftenwith the exception of the above mentioned statment, i like a variety in my vocabulary /style o...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

:::an akward growth:::

gah! growing up is tough :-/ they say that your pubescent years and mid teens are supposed to be your most akward. i think they lie. the last few years(as fucking beautiful as they've been) have be...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 01:34:00 PST

::all snowed in::

NO WORK! I LOVE SNOW! it looks like narnia outside. where's my cute goat boy? (thats right i totally have a crush on Tumnus)today seems like its going to be a great day. i think once a week it should ...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 10:46:00 PST

:: as we wear our pretentious masks::

i'm growing up. i don't know which is scarier, knowing that i'm growing and maturing..watching myself do so. or that i dont know what "growing up" entails. i like to think that im going to make a very...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 08:56:00 PST

::when soul meets body::

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Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 10:37:00 PST

Bella's Better, yet, still I Blog.

never have i seen the world the way i have been able to see it lately. ive never had so many emotions at once. fuck ive barely ever had one emotion at a time. maybe thats not quite true, i'd have lead...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 11:53:00 PST

::: your eyes shine bright, like a jesus night-light :::

We walked down the star-lit path, the three of us. They aren't anyone who mattered. Didnt even know their names. just two guys, not like it'd matter much longer anyhow. I knew we weren't alone...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 08:52:00 PST

:: what? no ::

i thin im still drunk....ive slept for like...4 hours almost....im alergic to something cuz i keep waking up and my nose is all itchy stupidlike. i need a backrub. i miss my boyfriend alot, hes coming...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 04:58:00 PST

Caravaggio

The Conversion of Saul - Caravaggio David with the Head of Goliath - Caravaggio ...
Posted by Instant Zombie Food [just add terror] on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 02:33:00 PST