Vaness

THE ARTIST
okok, heres the deal with me, i'm an art student that hardly ever posts up any work. i have a lot of literature but no pictures on my page. go figure. but my goal here isnt to expand my art fans-yet-...
i'm facinated with the odd, ugly, wierd, and whatever else strikes my fancy. My art reflects this infatuation in some way.
I draw from my imagenation, a double edged blade so to speak, because on one hand it fules my art and its always giving me new insight on how i might be able to portray my emotions. on the other hand, the down side, i can scare mysef to death sometimes. this is why i'm not usually able to go see scary movies. i can take gore, just not ghosts, zombies, and the likes of that. its odd because i love thoes movies, but then i'll be scared for weeks to months afterwards.
its often that i hear a person tell me " i wouldnt expect work like this to come out of such a sweet and happy girl like you"
one of my biggest fears is that i would lose the ability to do art via amputation of my right apendage, or carpel tunnel, or some other horrid event that would possibly end my art career. the thought of not being able to do art is quite distressful.
haha i'll write more on this section later. moving on..
THE PERSON
oh, how things have changed.
some were good, some were bad,
others i didnt really care about, and some i'm still getting used to.
people have come and gone, some i miss, some i still talk to from time to time,
and others i know i'll never really see again, but i still think about all of them from time to time.
I have changed, i'm not as trusting but i still give people a chance,
I have loved and lost love, but i still believe in it.
I stand by my friends, even if i havent seen them for years; but if they wrong me or someone i care about, i have no problem letting go
I can be the best friend you ever had/have.
I laugh all the time, and i'm not consirned with being "cool".
I love to hang out and go out, but i can also be bum and not want to do anything.
annnnd bsically I can never correctly describe myself because my moods change and i have a multifaceted personality, but i promise, i'll nevr be fake, and i'm a good person.
My family means everything to me.
My sisters are my best friends.
I'm bad at calling people, but i'm working on it
I misspell, but i have a large vocabulary
i can movie quote forever with my lil sister.
WARNING: I WILL FOREVER LOATH ANY ONE WHO HURTS THE ONES I LOVE (THIS INCLUDES, BUT NOT LIMITED TO: FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND PETS). THIS WILL RESULT WITH HARM TO OFFENDERS: BODY, POSSESIONS, KARMA, OR OTHER ASPECTS OF SAID PERSONS BELONGINGS OR BEING. THANK YOU.

i love lenny bruce
THE POET
Pop goes the weasel
Weasel goes pop
Pop pop pop
Why did weasel pop?
Was it because weasel couldnt poop?
Did weasel get caught up in being perfect?
She became such a tight ass
That she couldnt poop even if she wanted to?
Was it because poor weasel became so full of shit
That one day while playing with monkey
Weasel just couldnt hold it in any more and popped?
Sometimes I wish I didnt poop
Its embarrassing, god forbid youre in a public bathroom
While youre constipated, or worse, having diarrhea
But the thought of having my intestines
Become so engorged with shit trying
To seem perfect to others
That I pop
Makes me
Want to drink
Laxatives
Cause in the end,
We all have our own
Shit to deal with.
one of the keys to happines is to be able to frogive
forgive, sounds good.
forget, i dont think i could
i'll get back,
i'll get back, if u ask me
i'll be your summer time girl.