Just trying to live... - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm 21yrs old, i'm about 5'2 with medium length light brown hair and big brown eyes.........if you wanna talk to me my yahoo is raynewolf2000 or you can IM me on aim at WolfRayne41985.

My Interests

ummm...... i'm an animal person and i like NASCAR, i'm starting to watch football more. i spend alot of time working other then that i like hanging out with my friends. i'm really into music of all kinds, from oldies and classical to country and black metal. i try to be open minded even though it can get me into trouble sometimes. i'll try anything once, maybe twice to really make sure, that gets me into trouble too. i'm an outgoing person but i can be really shy.

I'd like to meet:

new people thats why i'm on here of course....i need to meet new people every now and again..well i live in a boring state and there isn't much to do around here and all so here i am...
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Music:

lets see music i love.... anything by: the black crows, pearljam, GUNS N' ROSES, AC/DC, Def Leppard, Led Zepplin, Lynard Skynard andother then that i like all music except most tekno and opra

Movies:

oaky first off i love horror movies but they don't seem to scare me...heres some movies i really like... Finding Nemo, Oliver in Company, any Morgan Freeman movies or any Julia Styles movie, the Rocky Horror Picture Show, A Cinderella Story, every Lord of the Rings Movie including the Hobbit and American Outlaws. My favorite movie is The Crow starring Brandon Lee, may he rest in peace...

Television:

I don't watch that much TV but i like southpark and the cartoon network...i like adult swim......Inuyasha is the shit! I used to watch Home Improvement, Viva La Bam, Beavis and Butthead. I do watch Charmed, Gilmore Girls, Smallville and Super Natural. I like the WB, can you tell? i don't really watch too much tv these days, unless you count the movies i watch every weekend and sometimes during the week. but there are alot of shows i like...drawn together, comedy hour, spongebob...i really like cartoons.

Books:

Basically I only read Steven King, Anne Rice and Janet Evanavich but i'm always willing to try something new ya'no. Interveiw with the Vampire, The Crow comics and the Sandman comics oh and don't laugh but i read Harry Potter...hey it's somefunny shit sometimes...

Heroes:

i don't really have any heroes but if i did they would be my Grandma and Grandaddy....i miss them...
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My Blog

Grr....Monkey Surgery...

Okay Guys Monkey's surgery will be on the 15th of febuary. So if you didn't know when know you do. It'll be at Georgetown Hospital...well thats all and ttylz ya'll, peace.
Posted by Just trying to live... on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:17:00 PST

You been watching the news today?

I'm sure you all heard about what happend in DC this morning, about the guy the supossedly killed himself in an elevator shaft. Well he was the son of one of my mom's close friends. So of course my ma...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:51:00 PST

Total Distruction

mann...i feel like such a failure and monkey is right there telling me i am wtf kinda shit is that. your sposta support your family aren't you?? i mean thats what i was taught how the fuck didn't...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 08:35:00 PST

Dead New Years...

okay this new years was the worst ever that i've had. i was stone sober and didn't wanna drink, yes i'm a stoner but i was sober. i wasn't even high lastnight and wtf it sucked and it's not like i did...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 11:08:00 PST

Thunder and Lightning....

Sometimes I wish that I could be one of those people that shows all they're feelings but I'm not. I find it interesting how kids and teenagers seem to think they are the only ones that have problems m...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:34:00 PST

Guess what I did...

lol ya'll ain't gonna believe what i did lastnight...i'm so accident prone it ain't even funny. i burned myself on the inside of the oven, i was taking the lid off of the lasagna and my hand slip...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 08:06:00 PST

for those of you that worry...

i'm okay, i'm just taking my life day by day again. i was like this before and hey i liked myself better when i was like this so it can stay. i wanna get drunk and high and work. i'll just live my lif...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:26:00 PST

So unwanted

So unwanted I feel all the time, so un-needed I am. My life is misery, every breathe wishes for death. So unloved I feel, pain corses through my blood. All these pills around...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 07:45:00 PST

follow up here...

as some of you know the 3rd was the annavirsary of my Grandma's death. and christmas was her fave holiday, because all the family was together. well naturally it's the hardest holiday for us now and n...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 07:28:00 PST

death becomes me...

i find it hard to have any emotions right now. my whole sight on life is changing, all that matters to me is my friends and family now. so you guys should know i love you but i don't know what is goin...
Posted by Just trying to live... on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 06:56:00 PST