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About Me

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I'm 32 years old, 2 amazing children, am a workaholic and freakishly particular...those of you who know me-know this!
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Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
You're Brigitte Bardot!
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You're Totally Sarcastic
You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.
Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.
And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?

I'm a Porsche 911!

You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it.
Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

My Interests

Wake me only when the wound has healed... Wake me only when the emptiness is lifted... when it doesn't hurt to breathe... when saying your name doesn't make me wince or draw a tear.Wake me when your love is real... when you can't bare to be without me... knock gently and with care- I'll do my best to answer... S Rains 10/25/07

I'd like to meet:

my footh tairy... if he exists! Who knows maybe I have and just don't know it yet...************************************************* If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then fuck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. DON'T SETTLE. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. ************************************************Isn't this ironic... those of you who know me know my opinion or outlook on Love and relationships... yet all the quizzes say things like the below...
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
You Are a Coy Flirt
You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. What Kind of Flirt Are You?So, I guess this is true...

Music:

I like a little of everything, Rock, pop, hip hop, R & B but especially 80-90's music- Freestyle and old Metal (Def Leppard, Motley Crue, Guns n Roses, Bon Jovi...

Movies:

I like Romantic Comedies, Comedies and suspense type movies. Not really much for Horror Flicks- too much of a realist!
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Television:

I love to watch General Hospital, Sopranos, Big Love, Gilmore Girls, Bedford Diaries... you get the idea.

Books:

Love to read but not much time for reading. Have a hard enough time finding time to get thru my US weekly! Would like to read more poetry...Elizabeth Barrett Browning- Sonnet 43 "How do I love Thee"How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace... I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death."Robert Browning Rabbi Ben EzraGrow old along with me! The best is yet to be, The last of life, for which the first was made: Our times are in His hand Who saith, 'A whole I planned, Youth shows but half; trust God: see all, nor be afraid!'...

Heroes:

Strong, Independent and Self Sufficient women the world over! We do exist! People who speak their mind, and are mindful of- but not afraid of the consequences!
You Are Apple Green
You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.
And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.
You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.
Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know what you want out of life. What Color Green Are You?

My Blog

Medical update

For those of you who know what's been going on... Since October they've been testing, and poking, and x-raying and blood drawing... well lets just say they've gone CRAZY trying to figure out what's go...
Posted by Sam on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 07:51:00 PST

Do you Ever?

Do you ever? Do you ever just close your eyes and wish it all away? All the pain, and the memories& all the broken trust, and broken hearts& All the history and sometimes even the people involved& Al...
Posted by Sam on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:52:00 PST

Clarity, Then the release...

With more information, comes a clarity I've been yearning for, for nearly 3 years& Like a puzzle when the pieces are together& Like a period at the end of a sentence.- we all need clarity, we all DES...
Posted by Sam on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 11:13:00 PST

Clearly the walk down memory lane has left me spent...

Everytime I turn around (at least lately) there is some reminder of the past. And I'm guessing by now with all the reading you're tracking pretty well with how unsuccessful my previous experienc...
Posted by Sam on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 11:36:00 PST

Another blast from the past... Come Back...

Come Back& Danielle Steele Funny That they all Come back They always Do. Back They come With a change Of heart, Long after They had gone. Back They come with all The words I wanted Once To h...
Posted by Sam on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 11:23:00 PST

Walls...

Walls Walls, walls self made walls Built all around me Walls totally surround me So many years hard spent building the walls So tall, so wide, so high- but within their foundations is a lie I built a...
Posted by Sam on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 11:17:00 PST

Back in the day... Dont Let Him...

Funny how life repeats itself... the details change, but the core is the same...what a situation to have found myself in... I wrote this when I was 16... whoever said "life theoretica...
Posted by Sam on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 11:08:00 PST

Insanity...

The true definition of insanity& I believe it to be- continuing in the same or similar course of action repeatedly, expecting results that vary substantially from those previously obtained. This word...
Posted by Sam on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:57:00 PST

15 years ago yesterday...

15 years ago yesterday I had just completed my 14th day as a Senior- it was a Tuesday. I was with my friend Wendy- just got to her house after school. I was wearing my Dark Burgundy silk Shirt, black...
Posted by Sam on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:26:00 PST

I figured it out...

I believe I'm truly an idealist masquerading as a pessimist/realist who is really a romantic optimist& make sense? J Ideals/Idealistic- a conception of something in its absolute perfection& an honor...
Posted by Sam on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:22:00 PST