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tamar

eternally confused child

About Me

So.... This is where I try to sum myself up within a couple of paragraphs. I go through life with a smile on my face and the thing i enjoy most is making other people smile. Life's too short to get hung-up on what could have been or what might be so I'm all for making the best of what i actually have. glitter glitter glitter Friends are the most important thing in the world. I couldnt live without the friends that I have. I feel incredibly lucky to have so many people I care about. So many special people have been there for me when I've had my sad moments and they've enjoyed all the very best moments with me too. I have no great ambitions to become the best at anything in life, I'm too laid back to plan out my life but I hope that at the end of it all I can look back and smile knowing that i made a difference to some people. what matters more than a smile? I'm a hopeless romantic. I cant help but imagine there was someone there with me to share things with. Log fires, amazing views, sad songs, soppy films, scarey situations....they all do it. But unfortunately i always fall for the people that'll hurt me the most I'm 19yrs old and I dont seem to be able to stay in a relationship for more than a few weeks without screwing it up somehow. Thought thats what 12yrs old are like....maybe i just never grew up. Hopefully one day i'll meet someone that can love me for who I am. Faults and all.

Music is the love of my life. Cliche huh? But truth is I'm rarely happier than when i'm listening to what is the current soundtrack of my life.

FACT
when i grow up i want to be a toffee angel
they look like this:

they are AMAZING
(picture courtesy of andy the artist)
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My Interests

I love:

Music,
Baked Beans,
Colourful things,
Guinea Pigs,
Being toasty warm,
Sparkles,
Egg fried rice,
My friends,
Pirates,
kisses on my forehead,
Pink Mittens,
Pimped Converse,
Green,
Jeans,
Polka dots,
Winter,
Huggles,
Robots
holding hands
playing in the sun
feeding the ducks

I hate:


Holes in my converse ,
Some guys ,
groupies ,
dishonesty ,
Snow down my back ,
CATS (especially max) ,
Bicyles ,
Being cold ,
My friends living far away ,
Ninjas
feeling alonefalling for people that will never fall for me

I'd like to meet:


Mighty Boosh Met Howard, Vince, Naboo and Bob so far... Come on Dixon Bainbridge
Adam Duritz Smart, funny, talented and with a heart wrenching voice

But in general someone who'll
write me letters with stickers and pictures
hold my hand and skip through the park
get as excited about picnics as i do
surprise me with unexpected txts
cuddle me till i fall asleep...

nice people really =]

Music:

Aerosmith
Alanis Morisette
Arctic Monkeys
Biffy Clyro
Blink-182
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Britney Spears
Chikinki
Cocteau Twins
The Cooper Temple Clause
Counting Crows
Death Cab For Cutie
DELAYS
Easyworld
Finch
the Futureheads
the GLITTERATI
Goo Goo Dolls
Guns N' Roses
HAL
Hanson
incubus
Interpol
Jimmy Eat World
Kaiser Chiefs
the Killers
Linkin Park
Man Versus Nature
McFly
Modey Lemon
Muse
My Chemical Romance
My Red Cell
Nils Lofgren
Nirvana
Pixies
Protocol
Razorlight
S Club 7
Scissor Sisters
The Shins
Snow Patrol
Spice Girls
Starsailor
Steps
Story of the year
Trashlight Vision
Travis
the Used
Weezer

Movies:

Zoolander,
E.T,
LOTR,
The Crow,
Princess Bride,
Labyrinth,
Donnie Darko,
Nightmare before christmas,
Edward Scissorhands

Books:

The curious incident of the dog in the night time - amazing book.
Anything by David Gemmell.
Terry pratchett sometimes.
Harry Potter books.
LOTR.
The Princess Bride.
Little, Big - John Crowley

Heroes:

The LEGEND of timmy G

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My Blog

2005...a great yr for new people

In 2005 I had several random adventures. Went to variety of great gigs. Made a fool of myself with drunken antics. Got messed about by some stupid guys. Partied the night away with my mates....
Posted by tamar on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 04:49:00 PST

The best thursday night ever??

On thursday 6th september i headed down south to the merry city of fair London. Little did i know how much fun i was going to have....    To begin with i was a very lucky young lady bec...
Posted by tamar on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 02:56:00 PST

I heart.......

  Forget 'Raindrops on roses and Whiskers and kittens...' (although i'd still agree with the bit about mittens). THESE are a few of my favourite things. Currently it includes (in n...
Posted by tamar on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 03:15:00 PST

Aberystwyth - The Adventure

  Not so long ago a small band of intrepid explorers set out on a mighty adventure to camp in the harsh countryside of Aberystwyth (wales). These noble young folk go by the names of Kayleigh (the...
Posted by tamar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

D.I.Y - The Tamar Way

STEP ONE The first step when decorating a room is to sort through your belongings. Deciding which you want to keep and which you wish to dispose of. This part can be good fun as unexpected items ...
Posted by tamar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Balloon Animals - what an incentive

When me and my friends set off on our voting adventure today we expected it to be a typical trip into our rubbish town...Little did we know.I thought i'd seen a man in crazy trousers and a top hat ...
Posted by tamar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Tim Burton - I WISH!!

As i was particularly bored today i decided to try and draw pictures so i whiled away an hour or so drawing pics from 'The melancholy death of oyster boy' which is AMAZING Sadly, i'll never be Tim...
Posted by tamar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

And I actually got to meet him!....

Well, i can actually say I've crossed off one person on my 'Whom i'd like to meet' list! A proud accomplishment i think . On saturday I met up with my partner in crime, occasionally known as the S...
Posted by tamar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST