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the Ideal Realist.

my vagina is not an instrument for perversion. it is a spokesperson for peace.

About Me

in the blink of an eye i am gone. then i'll wake up to a morning of hope and breathe in the better day. then i'll roll over and press snooze because you know what?i got all day to be somebody, make great change, and perhaps love the world back when it's ready for me.

My Interests

hate cliches because anyone should be able to make their own revelations. creating cartoon caricatures. GUAM is paradise. the year 2005. daydreaming in the shower. being yelled at by my bullies. 1960s movies and its men. 1970s and its feminists. visiting tiny coffee shops. & blogging!

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet the outcast. since everyone else forgot about you.

Music:

anything epiphany worthy. kiss my ears with the melodies of genius.

Movies:


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Television:

don't tell me vision or sell me one either. authentic entertainment, please. reality television is fake. pop culture pollution.

Books:

indie comics. *minx. *suppli. my senior yearbook. osamu tezuka. chuck palahnuik. revisionist history books.

Heroes:

to the person who wrote this postsecret, i think you are absolutely brillant in so many ways of the heart and the brain. i don't usually copy and paste because i am an advocate for analysis, but you pretty much summed up the essense of peace.if only this wasn't so hard, i think that the world would move from millimeters to inches.that would be enough for me.

My Blog

breaking up with my best friend.

coy munson and jean marie pilario have finally broken up for good. the feeling was mutal until the fighting got uglier. two people in love but a whole lot of growing to do. we cried and yelled but ult...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 12:08:00 PST

"jean, you can't make other people care."-coy

Those were his words of comfort in my state of disillusionment at being a young activist. Tonight's announcement of community service falls on to these blank individuals in the dim lighted classroom. ...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 10:00:00 PST

school of rock.

old photos and smiles are plastered all over every academy girl's photobucket, facebook, and myspace. it's a mystery how a quick second of trying to be photogenic can make for a better memory of hap...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 01:52:00 PST

i want to be in a place where i can rock with buddha and jesus.

i want to be in a place where i can rock with buddha and jesus. i want to be in a place where i can tackle love and the world's greatest mysteries. where is the sanctity of peace and a truth that does...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 12:38:00 PST

my red car.

so last night i got rear ended by a mini cooper right outside the airport tunnel. it took about 2 hours to get through the night because the highway patrol was uber slow. i wasn't even an asshole to t...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 08:48:00 PST

for the better day.

.... i was browsing/hacking into my friend's photobucket and i stole this picture. i thought it fit best the theme of the day. when i look at this picture and i think of us now, we are the same tireso...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 11:49:00 PST

my little rant about dead writers.

i blame you for that beloved page turner. i blame you for that missing sequel just to be surrounded by your literary brillance. i lose track of how many times you made me feel like a better person not...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 02:28:00 PST

being an activist feminist pacifist.

why are the most rewarding moments in life so painful? the birthing pains of success contain hours and hours of labor.and sometimes i think my heart shaped vagina can no longer take this agony, truth ...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 02:24:00 PST

the letter i want to read to you when i am 60.

Dearest Love, Addressing you as my lover is so corny but I know I can't deny how much you own that title. I think about the past few days with you and laugh so hard because I can't let you see the tea...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 12:17:00 PST

milestone.

i sat in the chair quiet. i sat in the chair talking. i sat in that chair close to tears. i saw myself transform from a strong girl to a fragile creature. i never detected this news. i wish i co...
Posted by the Ideal Realist. on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 01:44:00 PST