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Of Questionable Consistency

If you cannot convince them, confuse them.

About Me

I choose to define myself through the quotes of others who get across how I feel in their writing that shows how they feel. This will have to do until I feel confident and wise enough to come up with my own definition of myself.

Here I am trying to live, or rather, I am trying to teach the death within me how to live. -Jean Cocteau

How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light. -Barry Lopez

Those who restrain desire, do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained. -William Blake

Empty your mind, be formless. Shapeless, like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle and it becomes the bottle. You put it in a teapot it becomes the teapot. Now, water can flow or it can crash. Be water my friend.- Bruce Lee

Life is a fuckin' ocean; you have to drown in it to feel it's intensity. -George Jung

That is all for now, I shall add more as i see fit.

My Interests

Anatomy and physiology, health & nutrition, metaphysics, hypnosis, photo hunt, video games, animals, nursing stuff, discovering, science, interesting people, unique movies, bowling, pool, free samples, juice, and learning as much as I possibly can about everything I find interesting

I'd like to meet:

people, framed art, a subjective market, maxillofacial surgery, the gang, our staff, results, comunity minded dentists, murdered victims families, pirates, a boy or a girl in DC, a funding deadline, a rectangular conference table, one mudcatter, the experts, the team, the governor of virginia, student guests, apple raceberry jam, doll artists, the one stop resource for christians, the DJs, the Penn State Womens Health Team, your favorite celebrity look-alike, the playtesters, the bridger generation, our ancestors, the superbug, the poet, old shipmates, illusions of permanence, where the mountains meet the plains, an orthomolecular nutritionist, a professional dancer, the Math Options People, the Embassy of Ireland, our providers, and some guy with no hands.

Music:

Elliot Smith, Belle&Sebastian, Radiohead, System of a Down, Paul Simon, Pink Floyd, Tupac, Biggie, Interpol, Broken Social Scene, Fiona Apple, Elvis Costello, Atreyu, Alkaline Trio, The Misfits, Coldplay, Eminem, D12, Greenday, HIM, Metallica, Nas, Tom Rush, Outkast, Ozzy, Rolling Stones, Rufus Wainwright, The Smiths, Tom Petty, The Beatles, The White Stripes, Joy Division, Modest Mouse, AFI, Built To Spill, The Deftones, Zwan, Nirvana, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Badly Drawn Boy, Bright Eyes, The Shins, Jeff Buckley, Mazzy Star, Weezer, Yo La Tengo, Aphex Twin, Air, Rage Against the Machine, Denali, Deathcab For Cutie, The Postal Service, Le Tigre, The Roots, Snow Patrol, Bjork, Memphis Bleek, The Doors, Ben Kweller, Anna Christie Sadler, Funeral for a Friend, The Elected, Ladytron, Motion City Soundtrack, Ben Harper, Azure Ray, The Talking Heads, The Velvet Underground, Steve Brodsky, Muse

Movies:

Fight Club, Pi, Requiem for a Dream, Confessions of a Dangerous Mind, Adaptation, Freddy vs. Jason, Cemetary Man, Evil Dead& Army of Darkness, Bottle Rocket, Tremors, Terminator 2, 200 Cigarettes, Good Fellas, Amelie, The Virgin Suicides, Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey, Dawn of the Dead, Groundhog Day, Spiderman, Spiderman 2, Clockwork Orange, Ghost World, Sixteen Candles, Its My Party, Benny and Joon, Dead Man, The Ice Storm, Tommy, Lost in Translation,Rushmore, Little Monsters, Princess Bride, Clerks, The Royal Tennenbaums, Magnolia, Reefer Madness, Beetlejuice, Good Will Hunting, Shaun of the Dead, I Heart Huckabees, Suicide Kings, Spun, Cabin Fever, Farenheit 911, Clue, Saw, Three Amigos, The Mask, Dumb and Dumber, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou.

Television:

Famlily Guy, Simpsons, Sealab 2021, Animal Planet (mainly Jeff Corwin, Austin Stevens and of course Steve Irwin), America's Funniest Home Videos, Home Movies, Tom Goes to the Mayor, Anything Adult Swim really except for Mission Hill and Super Milk Chan, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, Aqua Team Hunger Force, Chapelle's Show, South Park, Most Extreme Elimination Challenge, Discovery Channel, Lingo, The Oblongs, Stand Up on Comedy Central(especially Dane Cook), Match Game PM, Space Ghost C2C. And I very much hate, to the core of my being, MTV and all Reality shows.

Books:

The Giver, A Brief History of Time and Space, Clockwork Orange, Trout Fishing in America, and this really old book on how to learn French

Heroes:

Hero, to me, is a relative term. I list among my heroes those that i admire for one reason or another. All of the following people/characters have affected my life in some way, in various aspects as well. Ultimately, they have all enriched me and I am grateful to them, some much more than others. My heroes are just multifarious persons I admire for who they are and how they handle the thing known as life.

They Are:
Space Ghost/George Lowe, Colleen, Heather, Bill Murray, Leon de Greiff, Alex Delarge, Friedrich Nietzsche, Luke and Owen Wilson, Wes Anderson, Bob Marley, The Dude, Salvador Dali, Mark Twain, William Blake, Che Guevara, Pidgeon, Noam Chomsky, Hunter S. Thompson, George Jung, George Bernard Shaw, and Elliott Smith.

My Blog

Hey i just remembered i have a myspace

time has passed, in no small way. i reside in an apartment with three gents in the town of west chester PA, awaiting the semester to begin. i have a job at a coffee shop called sprazzo, at least until...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i hate this. and this could be me.

i hate this. i hate the way things are and each and every feeling associated with it. i feel so alone and so lost and i hate it. i hope she doesnt read this and feel bad. i hope she doesnt read this a...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Fingers...

smell absolutely deliscious. if only there were something i could do about it...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Never Ending Pursuit of Wonder and the Carousel of Emotion

i havent done one of these in awhile. plus i deleted my most recent two because they were mean and unecessary and i have since come to terms with the problems i was facing in them. of course there ...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Count em, Three (Days of Crazy Halloween Happenings) OR i cant process information as well.

this journal got all crazy and shit. did you hear that shit? i slap-a dat shit. so theres a girl that i might try something with. if not whatever. i dont worry too much about girls right now if i dont...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The European way...

what is the f'in deal with european spelling? I hope we are allowed to use it because from now on, im spelling shit the European way. fuck color, it shall be colour from whence on. to me, it is mor...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

McDonalds is bad for you, and so is not having the right hat

Supersize Me is a very well done documentary. i went to McDonalds after it and inquired about the prescence of nutrition information. they had none. so i got a McChicken and a Double Cheeseburger and...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The thing they call journal

So this is the first time i've updated this journal (any journal for that matter) in several months. and that is because i don't want anyone to know my thoughts but me. and perhaps a select few people...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the ramblings of a mind not tainted by tired at 4:20 am

i oft wonder how many people actually care. who do you think actually thinks about you during the day? who do you think about, and do you think about them thinking about you while you them? im sure...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mix cd, drug overdoses, girl, and pot

i will soon have a mix cd. and it will be awesome. because it could be the start of something good. dare i say i almost have butterflies? had a nice long talk with someone. and i must say im excited...
Posted by Of Questionable Consistency on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST