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if i had one wish we'de run away

PARTY BOY ALA KING

About Me

Let me tell you a little about me. I loved to party and well I'm 19 my birthday is march 7 1988 I’m a Pieces. I guess I’m single um not really looking for someone, just want to make friends. Love to talk to unique people. I'm a writer I love poetry. I write my own hoping to make a book some day. I love the color green. I have a baby that I love chingos the mother well let’s say we went our separate ways. i'm a really kind person love animals, love talking about the weirdest things, some people say that I’m a good listener I know that they tell me there secrets. I love to give, I love to make people smile, and I would do anything to make someone happy. I now some people don’t appreciate anything. in life and take advantage of what they have in the moment.

My Interests

..When you wait for days, hours, sec, it could feel like forever. When you love someone so much and they are never there what could you do? Some people make them self hurt thinking that the person that they love so much will come knocking on there door or be standing on there door steps. Some people wait by the phone wondering if he/she will be calling some stay up all night hoping and dreaming about the person they love. Some people hope that god could send a message to them to let them know that there thinking about them. There someone that I meet that always told me that life is a privilege and death is a sin I’ve always asked my self why cant I be the one to be happy why couldn’t I be the one who was the one that she would run back too. Some one told me that the person that you love the most is the one that you will have the most pain the one who puts you through hell. He told me that he tried so hard to be with her that everything that he did was wrong but when he tried to make it better he never new if he was making it better or just worst. But he finally realized it when she was gone and he had nothing but a whole in his chest he told me that he never had what he always wanted that he always tried to make things work that when he tried the hardest is when he went to far know he’s stuck with nothing but loneliness and unforgiving pain. He wanted to help so much to make his relationship work that he lost it faster then your heart can beat. He told me that if he could do anything to get her back that he would that he would go over a mountain, swim the Atlantic, just to have one more chance with the person that he loved the most to tell her that he loved her and he was sorry for all the mistakes he has ever maid. But then he tried and told me sometimes when they say its over its actually over when they say they don’t want nothing no more it’s what they mean he doesn’t know what to do he just wanted to leave her alone or just to try I told him if shed loved you the same way that you loved her then shell come back to you.
Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice: Katana
Your Favorite Target: Prostitutes
Your Kill Count: 600,289,776
Your Battle Cry: "Who put the bomp in the bomp-a-bomp-a-bomp?"
Years You Spend in Jail: 26
How Much Money In Damages You Cause: $108,542,513,130,446
Your Homocidal Insanity Level: ..span style="color: #666;"86% ..tr

I'd like to meet:

i am looking for someone special that dosnt critisiz wht i do and wht i want to do in life ive been in different relationships and everyone i've learned somthing at the end of each one lol we all can learn from our own mistakes i want someone that knw what they want and who they want to be with i'm looking for someone thats always smiling and if ur not then ill make u smile lol im looking for someone who is ready to have a relationship if not i want someone to be my best friend someone i can hold and share secrets with im looking for someone who is done with school and knw what she wants in life i want someone who can come to me no matter wht cause i think that having trust and being honest and being secure with the person u want to be is really important cause if u cant then nothing with ever work.. im not dr. phill but i knw wht i want and i knw what i dnt want i knw what i need to do and i knw wht i have to do.... well thats wht who id like to meet dosnt have to have everything im asking for but i see it more as what im intrested in lolmy favorite quote is:i believe that everything happens for a reason people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you apprieciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.......-m.m.

Music:


Movies:

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Television:

And she whispersThere are many days when I am just thinking about what can I do? So many miles away and still I can feel where u kissed me goodbye know I’m on a long journey to no mans land just to forget the past that almost killed me; I’m far, far away in a place where my long search of forgiveness will be redeemed to me o how I’m fainting in a hole that has no ending and she whispers your not ready to do this; your not ready to have this; your scared to handle what I have to give you. . .This is life it’s created and know there’s a fire that is burning in side me that wont go out it’s a fire in side me that wont burn me you turn out the lights and told me to go asleep again know I’m falling and there’s more to life then to be fighting and lies o how I’m far away and I’m still missing you where have u gone where have u gone why are u so far away from me never had the chance to tell u that I miss you so much that being away from u never felt so disastrous.And she whispers you’re not ready to do this; you’re not ready to have this; you’re scared to handle what I have to give you. Far away in no mans land never had to chance to carry on this way how I miss you and never had the chance to tell u that I love you how days go on and still I’m missing something in my life I always new that this was never right but still had to take the chance and see how far my journey would take me a long walk to ruminate on what I have done to disserve this.

Books:


You Will Die at Age 58
Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle
It’s been so long since I walked this road. No one really knows how far I go, know its time to put the past away. When really I thought I saw my life go away. My heart starts to sink farther through my vain, as much pain flows through my titanic heart only one way down since the start. I must part from the prospect to face another god only he could tell me, how much I’ve futile in his eyes, only he could see agony beyond salvation how much I need forgiveness in my heart. How much can someone travel before they get to there destination? before your time is up and no salvage.So much trying so less giving when you think that all has been forgotten the heart keeps ticking. Night is weeping my life is drifting into a trance of unforgiving I cant see the road that’s unforgotten for its suicide death I cant see my name that’s been written from the start only he who wish for this may counsel there true nature know that the time has come only faith is favored, hope, & prayer is left for those who choose this maybe come of pleaser

Heroes:

He's my super Hero!
What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
Your band name is: Dark Eyes
You sound like: Glasseater
You will be signed to: Equal Vision Records
Your emo lyrics are: "Your tomorrows have become fading yesterdays"
Name:

My Blog

Broken Romance

So many lies So many fights Too many late nights Now that he's alone he reminisces about what he had. He waits by the phone to hear from that sweet love that never grew old. He can recall the last ...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 04:55:00 PST

Life is real & shes so unpredictable

Life is real & she's so unpredictable   Life was so unreal and you were so predictable calling me your love bug saying I was your first love. I played along when you wanted to role play mak...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 04:37:00 PST

IM JUST WAITING FOR MY PRINCESS

im 20 yrs old about 5’2 i weigh about 155lb im build and well just looking for my princess to be treated like a queen yes i know what ur thinking yea right just another ass hole but no im not ho...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:38:00 PST

MY SON

My son Miles away and I miss your face. I miss you're smile, I miss your frown, I miss the way you cry and I miss when you woke me up at night. So many days go by and yet I haven't herd you yet. My ...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 04:25:00 PST

words of mind

Words of mind We pick our self's up when we fall. We've lost love before it starts. How can we win a battle when its already lost. It takes a golden heart to save it all. Everything ends before it s...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 06:49:00 PST

only but a smile of gold

Only but a smile of gold Untwine these chains forever that wrap around my heart with a silver lock. What time am I to drown? Forgive these roses of anger that died on sight for they left a frown. Not...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:09:00 PST

the bled

The bled Bleed for me, so I can move on Bleed for me, so my revenge can smile Bleed for me, so I can get through these days Bleed for me, as I loved you Bleed is what they told me to do once I ne...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 09:37:00 PST

I NEVER WANTED

I never wanted Leaving me was your pass it was your key to my gate of relieve. From the deepest dept of my heart to the screaming pain that shattered every bit of anguish; before you leave I want to ...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 09:13:00 PST

Forget this illusion

Forget this illusion Forget, surrender, and replay beautiful illusions. Dying through new eyes and suicide beloved there violence, sorrow begging these hands, the rain never ends. If only beautiful p...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:42:00 PST

Cause Im a jigsaw puzzle

Cause I'm a jigsaw puzzle I'm broken. Don't fix me. Please don't use me. Falling apart with every blow you give me. Please don't fix me stop cant you read the sign caution will fall apart with sarc...
Posted by if i had one wish we'de run away on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 01:52:00 PST