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My mommy says I'm special

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About Me

a tit bit about me
well, i am still after all this time trying to figure myself out. i have had a rough life so far and whenever i think i kno wat is going on, i get thrown into a loop that i can't seem to find my way out of for quite some time. i have this idea of "perfection" with myself. i am constantly trying to improve myself, and am always realizing more things to improve. i would love to be that wise old man on the mountain - well, without the sex change at least. i am a bit of a realist, and like socrates, its hard to be a realist without getting depressed - the real world sux, but wisdom is bliss - go figure that one out. i can be, as you can tell, a walking contradiction, so i can be hard to understand, and while some have come close, even i haven't figured this riddle out. i try to stay focused neither on my mind nor my heart, but rather where the two meet, and beleive me the coming together of the mind and emotions is not an easy task, altho i still try to perfect it. i'm a hopeless romantic, i have been told, and seek that perfect fairy tale ending. i may just have found my prince so if you are a dude lookin to get laid on a lonely saturday night from myspace, look somewhere else, maybe even try going out instead of just looking at your porn jerking off. some dance to remember - some dance to forget - i do both. i am a bluntly honest person, usually a little too honest (which also gets me into trouble) and offend people easily because of it. i don't mean to offend, so if i do, just let me know. since i am honest, i expect the same in return and do not tolerate lying at all. if you want to kno something - just ask - it is that simple with me - if i don't want to tell you, i will tell you that i don't wanna tell ya.

.."right" The unexamined life is not worth living ....

My Interests

wat i like
psychology, philosophy, photography, parties (you would probably call them "raves"), being a sarcastic wiseass til people get annoyed with me, reading, and anything else that'll keep me from rocking back and forth going "I love myself, I love myself, I love myself" until my head spins all the way around like the exorcist. i am still figuring out what can hold my interest for more than an hour, as well.....

I'd like to meet:

who i'd like to meet
Having lunch and tea with Charles Manson would be cool. Oh, I guess this meant for me to talk about something more realistic and not so weird, not that I am weird or anything - that's not me, oh no it's not. It is probably you, you probably see pink everywhere too, don't you? But I want to meet the shiny happy people, the people are all giggly and smiley all the time (probably because they are too ignorant to see the real world) and I want to meet drama queens and dumb japs and stuck up pieces of shit and people that seem to have had their heads up their asses for way too long. Actually, no, I don't like those people, I want to put a gun to their head and pull the trigger, nevermind.
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Music:


.."white"damn - i have very varied taste and I like a bit of everything. basics are I guess - Pantera, Sevendust, E-Town Concrete, Canderia, 2Pac, Method Man, Mozart, NIN, Nirvana, AK 1200, Rob Gee, Neophyte, Goldie, NOFX, Bad Religion, Pennywise, Offspring, Eric Clapton, Bochelli, B.B. King, Nina Simone, Ella Fitzgerald, (gotta have the classics), The Doors, Jimi Hendrix, Led Zep, aight, well, I'm not wasting all of my life sitting here listing every fuckin band I listen to, so hopefully you get the idea by now.
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Movies:

movies
clockwork orange, the crow, resevoir dogs, lock stock and two smoking barrels, spirited away, fight club, labyrinth, akira, lilo and stitch, the professional, full metal jacket, 28 days later, the butterfly effect, big fish, blow, jay and silent bob strike back, balto,jet lei and bruce lee flix, gataca, dead poet's society, american history X, saw (and movies with a lot of kill 'em up action - not just fighting - i wanna see blood and guts damn it!)....

Television:


all in the family, simpsons, johnny bravo, south park, family guy - pretty much, a shit load of cartoons. but generally i don't watch all that much tv. .. ..

Books:

boox
Mainly philosophy like Aristotle, Ayn Rand, Socrates and all the great ones. Aside from that, I like the classics (you know, the crap they made you read in school and you refused to) like Aldous Huxley, Kurt Vonnegut, Poe, Shakespeare and shit like that. I also like reading psychology books, biographies - in other words, mostly non-fiction. ....

Heroes:


socrates - you have to repect a man that is willing to die for his own pride, not arrogance, but pride; scorcia - one love one life, may his angel wings fly over me forever; all of my friends, there is something to look up to in each one

My Blog

o yeah - that's rite

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Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 11:34:00 PST

o baby - don't ya know it

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Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Thu, 04 May 2006 01:35:00 PST

batman villians

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Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 08:02:00 PST

damn - i guess i really am agnostic

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Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

cute but psycho - yep, that's me

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Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I'm just o so good...

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Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I'm cursed, like I didn't know this and needed a quiz to tell me I am

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Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

buh bye

One more month and then I am outta here! Damn, I have no idea what is going to happen but it is a chance that I am willing to take. I need to get to the next chapter in my life, need to turn the pag...
Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

times they are changing

you ever realize just how much your life can change from one year to the next? a few years ago i was a little shit kid getting high all the time and causing trouble wherever i went. now, my life is at...
Posted by My mommy says I'm special on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST