why? |
why is it that in the most amazing and promising time in my life i don't know how to enjoy it..why am i so scared that i don't have the capasity to be truely happy..hy is it that in the back of my hea...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:07:00 PST |
thoughts... |
Hmm, i not even sure to begin the last two weeks have been a bit of a roller coaster ride to say the least..I quit my job cause the were crewing my checks and went to denver..my sister went missing an...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:26:00 PST |
love lost in a hail of gunfire |
I hate that i can never fall asleep when i am upset..the one escape from it i have and it doesn't work anymore..
you know today was amazing but there were so many elements missing that it kills me..i ...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:43:00 PST |
more then e for effort |
ha its weird to be able to just sit on here its been a while since i have had the option..
I have managed to fill three cameras with pictures which means i have four roles of film to develope. but it ...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 11:25:00 PST |
forever came today |
I forget how much old school music calms me..
I guess it cause it reminds me of mom and being little dancing around with incense in the dark just to watch the little red burning light streak across th...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 04:42:00 PST |
bored poetry/lyrics |
i don't know how to think anymoremy world escapes mei dont know how to breath anymorethe skys caving in on metheres a thousand words screamingall at once and each one breaks meyou were a lovely dream ...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 02:27:00 PST |
abbi |
i am so lucky to be able to claim this girl as i friend..i miss her everyday i don't see her
and thats been a while..i am saving money to go see her..
cause its been almost a year since i have an...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 03:41:00 PST |
fooling myself in attempts for more |
i listen to you and say nothing as i watch your eyes stare at the door
you won't leave but you want to and it hurts all the more
you play me so sweetly you make me believe whan everything
in me tell m...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 01:01:00 PST |
still tearing me apart |
today i still can't sit alone and see a picture of you without crying
cause i know i will never get to see more then a picture ever again and i'm
try so hard to be strong and hold on but i can'...
Posted by Ahnahkah on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 03:44:00 PST |
