Kaytee

Procede with caution... I am normal, the most normal person in the world....in reality though i am the least normal person you will ever meet. I will come off first as quite the introvert, which sometimes i really enjoy being; but eventually i will morph before your eyes into a crazy person. this may frighten you, and i apologize, but im giving you fair warning rightnow. so please no complaints.i am enjoying being a student, it is definatley where i am supposed to be right now and i love, absolutely love thinking about the future. i have no idea where i am going or what i am doing (right now im enrolled in intercultural studies, but who knows how long that will last. God loves changing my plans on me) But i know that things will work out if i keep going on this path.I have lived in many different places, had many different experiences and am right now anxious to get the heck outta here. i love it don't get me wrong, but i am sooo ready to travel and take off. take some chances and see new things.I really value community and getting to know new people. i think that sometimes we forget to look at a person, i mean really look at them, and listen to them. We all pass each other by with that Hey how Are ya? question, and the answer seems to always be good, how are you? do we really care? are we too busy to even stop and listen?? there needs to be a change in peoples attitude towards each other. with the way everything is right now, (in the world i mean) the most important thing we can have is a relationship with someone we love.i believe that we need to slow down and breath once in awhile, things get too busy. ake a drive or a walk, just find quite time by yourself. we need to be able to evaluate our lives and look to God to take control of things when they're bad and when they're good.our "calling" (i use that term loosely) is not going to fall in our lap, we must seek it out. i know this has been said a thousand times but i think as Christians we get very lazy and we start to expect that God will just say *poof there is the path for your life. Have fun! we need to take control in a way and show him we're serious. This is why i love being in the school im in, most of us are seeking this out. it is so encouraging to be surrounded by people who can look to their purpose in God even though we are all feeling like crap and are stressed out most of the time.well hmmn thats pretty much it for now. i havent actually updated my myspace since i got it, so i thought it was time. This is the first night i've been home before 10:30 in about 3 months. and ive spent it on myspace... im such a looser........