%D%A%D%A"I start to feel like I can't maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don't know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?.. I don't know the answer, I know only that I can't. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty one and I am already exhausted. That why I really stick to my boyfriend. Cos hes' is my everyting to me. Hes my inspiration n stuff. I'm such a cool person and naive.uitm student.like to hangout with my gebam's. papas' independent daugther & SirLanJaviers' independent girlfriend.%D%A%D%A %D%A .. %D%A%D%A
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