Michelle RenÃ©e - ProfilesArchive

About Me

My name is Michelle... uh.... I want to travel the world.... hm.. and I want to learn 6 languages, i want to learn as much as i possibly can about everyone i know, and everything in the world, and i want to try everything atleast TWICE, cause first impressions aren't always correct. I want to be happy and I want to find someone who will give me that. Contentment. Someone who doesn't lie to me about important things, and someone who actually wants me for me, not just cause i'm a trophy to show off to your friends. i don't know where I'm at right now and I think i'm semi- okay with that. For now. But I can't wait to find out what i really want in life, and what will happen. I don't want to make any plans cause that doesn't leave any room for spontaneity. Sometimes I'm an open book, even though I try not to be.. it's so hard for me to keep things inside when I have intense feelings. Which is often. Which is why I'm writing this. I'm not a difficult person to please... I like watermelon-flavored candy and I always want the one thing in the world that I can't have. I feel ashamed when I disappoint someone, even if it's someone I don't like. I hate letting people down. I also hate embarassing myself, and even if I haven't, I always feel like I've done something stupid and beat myself up for it. I'm a deep thinker, though I hide that fact sometimes. I can be a real bitch if you did something to hurt me or someone I love... But I can be so nice if you'd let me. I have my guard up almost all the time, and I also have bad luck. So... when i let the guard down, I get hurt. It happens quite often so I've decided to be a hard-hearted bitch most of the time. Emotionless. To most people. Except the ones that count. But they don't appreciate it. I dont know. Anyway. This is me. My self esteem level fluctuates from minute to minute, and I'm stubborn as fuck. I love you but I hate everyone else. That's who I am.
Fuckin great, I would write a song like this.
Ur So Gay
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My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 6/12/2006
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Influences: lol who's my influence?? YOU! hah ... ALL NIGHT LONG! ;)

Sounds Like:

Type of Label: None

My Blog

right now..

I am so phenominally disappointed.. I don't even know what to say...It sucks when something is SO wrong and there is absolutely nothing I can do to sway that. Fuck..
Posted by Michelle Renée on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 11:15:00 PST

A life without a soundtrack

... Is a sad one. In fact, I could hardly call that a life at all. I'm dyingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggg...
Posted by Michelle Renée on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 12:32:00 PST

llllllllllllllll

dude. shit sucks mayne. everything's passing me up! what, the fuck! lame. plus i'm really irritated right now cause my brother is being a little jerk and thinks he can tell me what to do. i hate child...
Posted by Michelle Renée on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 04:13:00 PST

homeless people

i know homeless people did it to themselves most of the time, but like everytime i'm sitting at a stop light and i see some pathetic looking dude all skinny and standing in the rain or when it's reall...
Posted by Michelle Renée on Wed, 14 May 2008 02:30:00 PST

Fake people....

....really piss me off. i can't stand bitches who do everything just to try to impress someone and put all their energy into making themselves look good and not really caring about the people close to...
Posted by Michelle Renée on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 10:58:00 PST

New

It's wonderful to delete blogs. It's like deleting memories. Now that everything has been cleared out of my bloggish memory bank, I feel better. I don't want to remember all the shit that ...
Posted by Michelle Renée on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 11:07:00 PST

This is fuckin gay

I hate that shit. I hate when people contact me about music and they say they are 100% serious about collaborating with me, and then they dont fucking answer my messages or calls and turn out to be co...
Posted by Michelle Renée on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 05:39:00 PST

covers & requests

Well...Finally got around to recording "This Way". Ughhhh but I hate the way it turned out, so i'm not posting it. you have to ask me specifically if you want to hear it. andddd... I don't think I'll ...
Posted by Michelle Renée on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 06:12:00 PST