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Nerial

pleasure and pain are only separated by perception.

About Me


Eccentric on the outside, paradoxal inside. I have already given up on almost everything, so I tend to distance myself from physical world and prefer to live in the realm of ideas. I understand everything and do nothing. I do not speak much, but I use a great amount of cynism and sarcasm. Absurd fascinates me. When I was younger I wanted to take over the world but later somehow lost interest. Now I try to study archaeology and am romantically attached to everything dead and forgotten. My hobbies include aimless wandering, playing with fire and driving people insane. Wicked by nature.

My Interests

archaeology, ancient weapons, history, philosophy, aesthetics, religion, paranormal and beer.

CURRENT MOON lunar phases

I'd like to meet:


Some dead people, preferrably older than 500 years.
Otherwise nobody special, because you are pretty much all the same.

Ex ore tuo te iudico.

Some likeable creatures:

Femina Mea

My Pet ;)

Antonius Putanus

Miss Kakav

Mordax

Baraba

As Ugly As It Gets

Agnes

Cl*oud

trina*

érésipèle

weedling

D-Y-Z WARDANCE

Dawn Patrol

Shamrock Ljubljana

Zlatorog

More likeable creatures

Music:

thrash, heavy, folk, sometimes death and black metal, hard rock, traditional Irish music, celtic punk, psychedelic, gothic, industrial

Movies:

that absurd non-profitable stuff that nobody else understands.

Television:

I like staring at my reflection in the blank TV screen.

Books:

proper novels, philosophy, fantasy, modern poetry, avantgarde

Heroes:

Nietzsche's übermensch

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Nerial's Details

Status: Widowed
Orientation: Necrophile
Hometown: No place to call home.
Religion: Agnostic
Sign: Aries
Smoke / Drink: Yes / Yes
Education: In college
Occupation: Drunken Philosopher..

My Blog

Half-life Paranoid

My phone rings. When I hear that sound, I instictively shiver. I have never connected it with something nice, oh no, only with annoying people, being unable to live in peace so they are trying to ruin...
Posted by Nerial on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 03:24:00 PST

A Confession.

I love you. And no, I don't know it yet. I'll realize it at the moment I'll lose you. Better said, when I'll push you away by all the wicked means a woman could imagine. Why? Only to shatter my heart ...
Posted by Nerial on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 04:47:00 PST

Marjan is dead

I killed Marjan and I raped his rotting corpse. ...
Posted by Nerial on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 04:33:00 PST

Monologues, part 3 - Falling

She sat on the floor, neither able to stand up, nor that she wanted to. Tears were running down her pale face while she was throwing up her insides, vomiting everything, including her own soul. It's a...
Posted by Nerial on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 04:19:00 PST

Monologues, part 2 - Exodus

I'm going round in vicious circle. Whatever is happening to me, nothing really happens. If I like it or not, I always find myself stuck in the same old mess; only time, place and people are different....
Posted by Nerial on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:42:00 PST

Monologues, part 1 - Genesis

I wonder if anyone reads this... but anyway... As many humble people are stripping their souls in the world wide web, I decided to do it too. Rather than "speaking about myself" I'd call it "role-play...
Posted by Nerial on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 05:25:00 PST

The Nightwalker’s Ballad

It's 2 o'clock in the morning and I'm not drunk enough, streetlights are shining brightly, I'm on my way to the pub. It's 2 o'clock in the morning and everything is closed; while walking through tho...
Posted by Nerial on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:16:00 PST

Underwater Squirrel

  UNDERWATER SQUIRREL (lat. Sciurus submaris) is one of my favourite animal species. This extraordinary creatures live deep down in the Adriatic Sea. Every summer, flocks of them trav...
Posted by Nerial on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 01:23:00 PST

Nore gobe

jz sm en tak mali hipi (nore gobe, nore gobe) kupu sm si rasta kapo (nore gobe, nore gobe) skozi okno mecem kredo (nore gobe, nore gobe) strigalica v preparatu (nore gobe, nore gobe)   ...
Posted by Nerial on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 08:04:00 PST