--- kiro.

--- i deny my own mind as much as possible.---i prefer to be alone or in company of watchers.--- i like to play roles that could help me out to destroyand recreate something about myself.die and reborn.
--- i'm not a pain seeker, but pain is necessary to reachthe real thing. and that's important. but isn't.
--- my motivation to study something is curiosity... believe and also non-believe. i need to swallow questions, doubts, answers, beliefs... and drain the magic of symbols inside myself...[before i forget the whole thing].
--- i need ritual. and then stop thinking about my acts. concepts are meaningless against truth. reality can be controlled... like presence and love. choicesand chances.
--- i have nothing to say about faith.--- i admire and respect a lot of people but there is only one object of my worship: god himself. nothing else is permitted according to his own word.
--- sometimes... i read tarot and tell a lot of lies that go well together. tarot for me is the conjunction of two unconscious sharing energy and also the need of find and give answers. the talent [little overrated] is present or not. in my case: absolutely not. ;P
--- my natal chart: lol.
--- if u are a reader, you might understand my lol. the moon in aquarious is the most interesting aspect. and aslo the worst one. im too good and too bad for anyone.
[i recommend: the keys of astrology].
--- unknown.
one day i met a weird part of |the unknown|. something very well explained in folktales... one is never accustomed to those things. then you try to take control of your own mind: sublimating and explaining facts.--- in my personal point of view, dark is fine, but light's real value in existence is too often neglected./check out the blue light.
[i recomend: the king of the witches/margaret murray. KICK ASS! but out of print./ also i recommend: the folk tale of Pan, the greek god who watches over shepherds and their flocks]. ;)
--- then.
suddenly you wake up of a weird dream: you were an assassin enlightened by purity and love.--- evil thing is evil thought.---we are good people. we are watchers. [please. read Krishnamurti before you die]. ;)
---however, not everything could be that easy in the path of god's perfection i am walking through. i feel confused many times.but clarity appears when i let go. [1]
[1] song: faith and the muse/ shattered in aspect.
--- i'm ok with all my experiences. maybe not very proud of all i've done, but i accept consequences of my acts. no more hit and run. and no time to feel tons of guilt or depression. weakness is for women and children. just kidding. im a woman. and a kid. and a cerdo.
---i don't believe in [nobility of/rofl] suicide --- i've considered suicide fantasy many times in my life, just like everybody else, but i prefer borderline expressions... there's so many ways to keep yourself alive].--- stability is my friend. i'm not that psycho. but eventually hell arise. you know.
--- about stuff.
|never trust a junkie| trrrrrrrr.i've tried a few.it's done.
--- dealing.
sometimes i need a break of my own life and then i quit for a few months. i must be honest: i can become a very unkind and negative human being when i need to go and i just can't for any reason.
i never give much explanations about my acts or feelings. "throw yourself to the lion" ;).
--- mad.
i dont like energy worms.
--- what i'm not.
im a god but not a savior one. please don't bother me. too much desperate affection is a sin. i am a free animal [beware the dog].
--- name.
dot anastasia kira mers elyria cleopatra kiro alejandro bryan de jesus de la vega iturbide gregoria de la concha nacar III./also known as ana.--- many names. many ways.

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
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You Are a Super Diva
Some may complain about your diva ways, but you brush them off.
You simply demand the best - and there's nothing wrong with that.
Don't stomp on the little people too much though!
You still need them to get to the top. Are You a Diva?