I have always dedicated my myspace page to silly crap... But for once I have decided to dedicate my page to two very special people in my life!! These past few years have been a real battle for me...This year has been one of my hardest years of them all... January 25th,2006 at 3:13AM I lost my father to cancer... For those of you that truely know me, no that my father was my hero, my life, my everything. He was one of the coolest parents one could have and many of my friends would say the same thing. I miss him more then anything and wish I had more time with him. I was always "daddy's little girl" and miss hearing him call me that.... I now miss all the little things that I disliked before... There are some days that I wake up and feel so guilty to be alive... I feel that I shouldn't be laughing and joking and enjoying a "good day", without my dad. I thank god everyday that I got to spend the last of my fathers day, right by his side, holding his hand and feeding him. God, this sucks....
Dad...so many images come to mind
whenever I speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.What happened to those lazy days
when I was just a child;
When my life was consumed in you
in your love, and in your smile.What happened to all those times
when I always looked to you;
No matter what happened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.Dad, some days I hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning...it seems
the sound has been erased.Dad, who will I turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.Today, Jesus, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.My Dad is my hero RIP 1/25/06Almost 4 years ago on Febuary 20,2003 I lost someone who ment a whole lot to me, her name was Tammy Mattera-House. She was the most beautiful woman that I have ever met. She could brighten an entire room with her pretty smile. Tammy had this thing for calling me every day at the same time, as she was walking on her Treadmill....Tammy was one of the 100 victims that passed away in, "The Station Nightclub" fire....Like many other that perished that night, Tammy left behind two amazing little boys. When I heard that Tammy had passed it seemed like life had been put on pause for a long period of time, I didn't think it was real and as the days turned into weeks and I didn't get a phone call from Tammy.... I knew she was really gone... For three years I always went to the Station to visit Tammy... This year a friend of mines helped me locate her grave stone and I seem to go there often to spend time with my friend.... I miss her so much and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of Tammy or my dad....
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