To the Female who wrote the email below.... I could say alot... Like; How a Bout You Go Fuck Yourself..
""MYSPACE"" is definitely that!!! "MY SPACE"!! to do and say what I want to.. As I warned frank r tidwell before I put the story on it... I could also say my opinion is (and that I AM ENTITLED TO)... You sound like 1 of those; Lonely, Pathetic, Naive type of women who: sit around waiting on a man(any man) to Cum for a "FUCKING VISIT" (& I mean that literally) hundreds of miles from where he lives for a few days (when he already picks from a sea of pussy in PLFD NJ). He Cums all that way and he has his way with you while he tells you all the things he knows you want to hear, telling you lies like: "luv u(meaningless, next 2 I LOVE YOU BABY)"... "yeah I couldn't wait to get to see you,it's been a long time since I had any or just you" depending on how honest he is with you.. "Oh no honey, I'm not seeing anyone there in NJ, just you here in Michigan"! ;-)
Sad: YOU are sad. Scary: you are scary for all of us "STRONG NO TOLERANCE" Black Women. If he "valued his reputation and/or his career/City Hall; as I told him: he would not be WHORING and doing women wrong so close to his job and home... Stalker: here's his Quote on that: "Good morning, It appears even though you have change your myspace there seems to still be away of seeing the old story. I know you are not a stalker, I wouldn't be that lucky. I hope you can nip this at its root before someone in city hall gets wind of it. Thanks. Frank Tidwell"! And he IS right: HE WOULDN'T/COULDN'T BE THAT LUCKY! Once I'm Done with a person and them mistreating me They Could b the last DICK on the planet, and I would then purchase some toys... So far so good, 1 mans loss is another mans TREASURE!! Y would I want someone who doesn't want me and who obviously can't wipe his ass from his nose.. Too damn confused... Tacky: yeah a little, but not tackier or more disgusting than what he did to me.... You didn't even get the whole story.. Did he already know: of course he did,I am honest and I told him BEFORE I posted it.. Informed: For peats sake... He's 54 yrs old acting like he's 15... Careful, From who.... I'm done... but he is Careful, he makes sure he pull a condom from the never ending supply located in his beside draw of his wall bed... Bizarre and Crazy: Humph, Y don't you ask Frankin if I'm either of those things. If he's honest, and we know he has an honesty problem, he'll be man enuff to tell you all the things he's been telling me... And sister, he will never mention those 2 in describing either: how I made him happy or the pleasure I gave to him...LOL... I am glad you are his "true friend" and glad to hear also, that "it does not affect your and his frienship" cuz God knows he needs all the friends he can get and this "Playa, Pick 1 & Stick 1" mentality of his has DRAINED & DIMINISHED Any & Everything I had for him... But "Gwon Gurl, you be a True Friend". Take what he gives, even his LIES!!! And I'm sure you'll get that: VISIT ova in Michigan; Cuz, Papa 'is' a rolling stone, when he lays his hat in your place, that 'will' be his home for that instant! But I am a stranger to you, and what I have just given yo dumb ass is PRICELESS!!! But Do You Gurl... Cuz I'm Gon Do ME too!! But do me a favor and Don't Eva Judge me again You are not GOD... For every action, there is another 1, and.. "Wh'ittle Fwankie" is 'OLD' enuff to know this.... Lastly, Love him I did, or at least I loved the Man I thought the Boy was... But I am just no Longer "IN" Love with the person; I Thought He was and/or had the potential to Become. So to you; Enjoy and Ba'bye now U; R the weakest link... and I've given you enough of my time... Now with U too... I'm Done.... Don't get it twisted: all I have said here are just my opinions... I could be wrong... But usually.... I'm not!!! Damn..Some people are STUPID because they CHOOSE to b, and then there are those who were BORN With an "S" on their chest!! S for "STUPID"!!!! You's a ROCK aint you, Gurl?!? Email me, you aint 2 stupid to know where to get my email from, or R U? Hate on me HATERZ, Now or Later, Cuz I'm gonna do me, You'll be MAD BABY. Go head and hate on me haterz, I'm not afraid of, what I got I "Paid" 4!!(in more ways than 1) so YOU can HATE on ME!!!! Thanx Jill Scott
From:LDH To: TIDWELL Sent: 1/7/2008 11:35:07 P.M. Eastern Standard Time Subj: Information you should know Frank, I don't know if you know this or not but do you know a woman by the name of Camellia has posted personal information about you and her dealings with you on the Internet? I discovered this earlier today and I pondered whether or not I should say anything to you but then I thought to myself if it were me I would want to know if I did not know. I also called you. So as a friend I am cautioning you to examine who is really around you. She is out to embarrass you and destroy your reputation. How someone could do this to anyone they even half care about is beyond me. Even if she is a woman scorned. I know how hard it is and how hard you have worked to maintain you status and reputation with your career, community and with your sons. Who knows who knows about this too?because it is very easy to find. I came across it innocently after I received a chain email talking about how google is posting the names , addresses and directions to the addresses of anyone that has a phone in their name. If you put the name and the city and state in the google box search engine all the information appears. I put my name and southfield michigan and all my info appeared. I opted to have it deleted permanently. I did my name with Detroit,Michigan and my office info appeared wihich is okay. I started putting in other peoples names and all of their info appeared too! When I put in your name as Frank R Tidwell Plainfield New Jersey a myspace website address for Camellia 101 appeared and underneath it says something about "how could a 54 year old firefighter Frank R Tidwell of Plainfield NJ, married for 22 years...." If you click on the word cache underneath the last sentence to the address it goes to a web page posted in December (she has an updated one for Jan. on the main address) If you scroll down the December posting she has written an "Ode to Frank R Tidwell" she gives personal details about you so there is no mistake who she talking about. It is sad and scary, she makes degrading remarks about you and gives details about having sex with you. I know how you value your reputation and who knows who else has seen this? It's not hard to find. I certainly have not shared this with anyone else and don't plan to but I thought you should know. The two picture slide shows on the site are tacky and scary. The whole site is bizarre and crazy to me. She definitely has stalker potential. Maybe you already know but I thought you should know as a friend. It certainly was more information than I cared to know about you and opened my eyes. Be informed, be careful, take it one day at a time. I am your true friend first and for me this does not affect my friendship with you. we can continue to email and talk so don't hide from me I am more concerned rather than bothered by it. I will continue to look forward, not backward and "we will make it happen" (a visit):-)LDJ.
In the word of Ms. Jill Scott: Volumne 3 Song#5 Crown Royal!
Chorus:
Your hands on my hips pull me right back to you, I Catch that thrust give it right back to you, you're in so deep I'm breathing for you, you Grab my braids arch my back high for you, your Diesel engine,I'm squirting mad oil ah Down on the floor til my speaker starts to boil,
I flip s**t, Quick slip, Hip dip, And I'm twisted
In your hands, and your lips, and your tongue tricks
and you're so thick and you're so thick! and you're so
Crown Royal on ice Crown Royal on ice (On Ice) Crown Royal on ice Crown Royal on ice (On Ice)
Your hands on my hips pull me right back to you, I Catch that thrust give it right back to you, you're in so deep I'm breathing for you, you Grab my braids arch my back high for you, your Diesel engine,I'm squirting mad oil ah Down on the floor til my speaker starts to boil,
I flip s**t, Quick slip, Hip dip, And I'm twisted
In your hands, and your lips, and your tongue tricks
and you're so thick and you're so thick! and you're so
Crown Royal on ice Crown Royal on ice (On Ice) Crown Royal on ice Crown Royal on ice (On Ice)
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GOD, for xmas please bring a GROWN/MATURE man that's not afraid 2 tell me he loves me (or at least show me) Every Single Day. One that Respects, Admires & Considers my Femininity & Opinion. He must have my back & support me Physically & Emotionally half as good as U do.
Now that this trifling ass year is over I think that my Jersey-equilibrium was off. I pray 2008 will be better.. I AM SURE IT WILL BE!!!! Starting with possibly purchasing my aunties house (with a Jacuzzi in the backyard ;-) on a quiet side of Plainfield. Then with she & I starting a business & my 18 & 19 year olds going off 2 college in MD. God willing all of this will happen in 2008...
I have started my year Properly by; Sincerely apologizing 2 all those I needed 2 for 2008, whether they accept or not is their problem, not mine. "I was the better man." I have a whole lot of new friends or associates rather, at the karaoke club & I wish all my friends & those they love a Happy New Year. My 'close', Is the beginning of my 'closure' & my healing process. May 2008 find U all & all U love; safe, wealthy & healthy & bring U; all U desire & need, 2 fulfill Ur wildest dreams & complete Ur life! Be Well All. I wish for all of us who lack them; 2 be blessed with the 1 person that 'God' has made just for us! & NOT his 2nd choice!
Lastly, Be CONSISTENT & PERSISTENT IN 'UR' PURSUIT OF WHAT &/or 'WHO' MAKES U TRULY HAPPY, let absolutely nothing.. NOTHING stop U. Whether Ur HAPPINESS is Love, Life &/or Career!!!
Sincerely & 1Luv
C2
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I.... am a straight forward person. Trust you will get; 'Face Value' with me. A few things I can't relate to are: Liars, Users, Abuser. And People who PROCRASTINATE the Inevitable.
Love me or Leave me alone. Don't drag me along in your procrastination. For I am a free spirit.
My Scorpion Qualities are:
Complex -That must be the Artiste in me!
Clever -I was not raised to be a Dumb ASS, Play dumb...Sometimes if the mood warrants it..then I let you have it...Pure intelligence... careful it's lethal!
Brave -I don't back away from a fight, even if I know I can't win..I'm not afraid of Commitment!
LOYAL -I think this is Self Explanatory!...Till Death...or YOU do us part!
Protective -of my Life, Privacy, Children and my (Baby) Significant Other... Don't cross any on the list!
RESOURCEFUL -Get me in your corner and there's nothing I won't help you accomplish!
PASSIONATE -Another one that's Self Explanatory.. Meet me in the bedroom and tell me what you want....I WILL give it to you and more!
Self-Reliant -If I need to be!
Good Memory -Don't say something you want me to forget.. I won't!
SOCIAL -I can work any Crowd, make you proud..I can be by your side through any and every engagement. You will be envied by your peers because of the couple WE are!
Investigative -If you can't find it or figure it out..... I can... Just Ask!
DETERMINED!!! -Again.... Self Explanatory!
All the traits & qualities of a Good Woman, Friend, Lover, & Wife. And until I find the same, I guess there will be NO ONE by my side.
CAMELLIA:
“I...Am She!!, I...Am Face Value!!, I...Am Open!!, I...Am Private!!, I...Am REAL!!, I...Am A LADY where I need to be and definitely: A FREAK where HE needs me to be!!, I...Am ME!!, I...Am You!!, I...Think I'm In Luv!!, With YOU,ME,US..WE!!!!!! Wouldn't You Be!!?!! by Camelliaâ€
3 Years Ago; C2 and I made a PACT: If ever you hurt her heart, make her cry, or are not considerate with her feelings as a Human Being 1st & A WOMAN 2nd: Could Be 2 days, 2 weeks, 2 months or 2 decades or more..Never the less, You will be cut from the Play of her life... No Questions and No forgiveness...... Trust!!
Now you ask 'Who is C2????....."I....AM...She!!
I was Dumb enough to think You Deserved My Love.. If and When you had it.... But forgiveness Must Be EARNED!!!!..
With the blink of an eye, the turn of a Season... I Will Be Gone.. Without a trace that "WE" Ever Existed!!!
Boundaries and Limitations!
A Person; Man or Woman, without them can be LETHAL!
Camellia2..."I...Am She!"
As we grow up we learn that the one person that was supposed to never let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and its harder every time.
As Well, you'll break hearts too, SO REMEMBER HOW IT FELT WHEN YOURS WAS BROKEN!
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose somone you love.
So take too many pictures..
Laugh too much..
Love like you've never been hurt..
& "TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME DAMN IT.."
**Because every 60 seconds you spend upset at someone you TRULY Care about or Love; is a minute of happiness(& LOVE MAKING! ;) you'll never get back**!!!!!!
So enjoy life and enjoy the people in your life because one day you will look back and realize that the smiles people gave you, or the hug you got from a "friend" when you really needed it, or the crazy times you had with the Someone you love; are what you will remember and it is indeed what "TRULY LIVING" is all about.
Just think about it.
***NOTE TO ALL***
(Who have Crashed and Burned; U. R. the Weakest Link... Ba Bye Now & those that are trying continuosly to step up to the PLATE; Step Wisely!)
PLEASE Understand..If I treat you like a KING... Then TRUST I will NOT Accept anything less than being treated as the QUEEN I AM, for; I... AM SHE!!
Don't Ever think that I will Accept, Understand or RESPECT what is !NOT! BEING SAID!! Would You?
!Just because I don't say much does not mean I don't know.
DO I LOOK YOUNG, STUPID and/or NAIVE?
!Don't EVER Take My Kindness for a WEAKNESS!
My Standards are: SIMPLY Put, THE ABSOLUTE BEST and KNOW/NO I will Accept NOTHING LESS!!!
***NOTE TO SELF***
Some Things are just NOT worth the Energy or Time!!!! Too Bad We Can't See This Ahead of Time!!!! Oh Well, Moving On... Thankfully, not too much Energy or Time was WASTED!! NEXT!!
I have to remember: not everyone is worthy of being taken for FACE VALUE, as I am!!
To All.......Know this......Camellia's Top 8 Reserve: FAMILY ONLY YALL!!! Sorry!!
1 Love. RESPECT.
Camellia2, "I... Am SHE!!
NJ or Bust
I'm Taking No PrisonerZ!!!!!!
Recognize!!!
I'm: SINGLE, back on the block and Lovin it!!
By Choice I believe that there are still some 'GOOD Brothers' out there. However, I am Still Waiting and Searching to see if I'm Right.... No Luck YET!
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Camellia
Birthday: November 22, 19NunYaDamBizNes! ThanxGiving this Year '07' Yall
Birthplace: Plainfield ,NJ
Current Location: West Orange, NJ
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown/Black whichever I'm feel'n
Height: 5'5 3/4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: AA
The Shoes You Wore Today: Slippers
Your Weakness: When he will look at me at say: "baby I'm Sorry" and I'll say: "I'm sorry too"
Your Fears: Not Giving Second Chances to the RIGHT people only the WRONG assholes
Your Perfect Pizza: Philly cheese steak. No Pork..
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Seeing 1 or more of my 3 Chldrn and 2 Stp Chldrn Accomplish their Dreamz.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: WhtEvr
Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm Blessed! God only blesses those that deserve it. My life has come 'Full Circle' and it is because I walk with God
Your Best Physical Feature: !!Legs!! & Some say my Smile.
Your Bedtime: When HE says "Baby Come to Bed"
Your Most Missed Memory: 'True Love' & 'Unconditional Love'
Pepsi or Coke: Iced Tea
MacDonalds or Burger King: 2 all beef patties special sauce lettuce cheese pickels onions on a sesame seed bun!!
Single or Group Dates: group 2 or more couples unless I'm feeling freaky then; Single just me and my man. Dinner, a movie and Dessert, and I aint talking Pie Al a Mode;-)!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Oh God Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Yuk!! Tea, Tazo Passion with honey/Lemon
Do you Smoke: Hell No, Not a day in my life!!
Do you Swear: Out of respect for myself, I'm trying so damn hard to stop...oopps my bad:)
Do you Sing: Oh God Yes, and beautifully I've been told:)
Do you Shower Daily: If I feel like it.
Have you Been in Love: Oh God Yes, Once! My 1st born is 'definatly' a LOVE CHILD
Do you want to go to College: Work in progress.
Do you want to get Married: With Gods Blessing; the 3rd time WILL be the Last! I plan to; "Grow old with him til God calls me Home!" I'll be in for the long haul, til we both demise. I have learned that with Unconditional Love,(contrary to an Idiots belief: "Love is not Earning, it's Deserving), ALL things are possible and without it; marriage just doesn't work! This will be the last marriage. Until I feel that, I won't get married. Never wanted to be married more than once. But I've learned and grown alot since I was 20!! We were both just TOO young...
Do you believe in yourself: Hell Yes. If I don't, who will?
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes, I did on my Carnival Fascination Cruise from Miami to the Bahamas 6/29-7/2 and 9/10-9/14 to Mexico. Thank God I brought some Dramamaine
Do you think you are Attractive: With the "!UTMOST!" Confidence! If I don't, who will!
Are you a Health Freak: Health nope. Freak..Yup
Do you get along with your Parents: I Love my DADDY!!
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, with candles, the right person and some oldies...What Thunderstorm?
Do you play an Instrument: Use to play a flute and some piano.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on drugs: Hell no, opps my bad!;)
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes, I love the Spanish Tavern and Don Pepe's
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: my limit is 5 cookies
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Oh God No!YUK!
In the past month have you been on Stage: No & I miss it, Tremendously!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Is it Dumping if it's a MUTUAL decision? I don't think so.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: INEBRIATED..Not recently and never again
Ever been called a Tease: Yes..?That's a good thing right?:)
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Nope, I'm a good gurl(;-)
How do you want to Die: Before my children and Before the one I love and in his arms for comfort if I am in pain.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Loved Completely and Whole Heartedly
What city would you most like to Visit: Brazil & Amsterdam
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Color is not important. How deep will he allow MINE to penetrate his?
Favourite Hair Color: No Preference just Short and Neat
Short or Long Hair: Short and Neat
Height: No Preference, but I usually wear 3+ inch heals!! Can He HANDLE that is the question
Weight: Appx 175 to 225 all MAN
Best Clothing Style: Suave for Him & Elegant for Me
Number of Drugs I have taken: (: NONE :) I'm an Angel!
Number of CDs I own: Can't Count them.
Number of Piercings: Ears Only!!!!!!!!!
Number of Tattoos: Not Brave enough yet.
What I Regret: Recently.. Allowing myself to be in an irresistable situation so sex starved that I didn't/couldn't uphold the "3 MONTH RULE"... Good Luck New Guy. The Last one F***ed it up for YOU!!!
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M Magical
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L Lovely
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About You
Name?: Camellia
Nickname (s) ?: Diamond
Gender?: You See It!! All Woman!!!!
Pets?: Cat
Hair Color?: Brown
What's Your Favorite...
Icecream Flavor?: Chocolate Almond
Drink?: White Peach Grape Juice. Alcohol: Carninval "FunShip"
Food?: Shrimp.. Chicken I make a mean Shrimp/Chicken Alfredo
Fast Food Restaurant?: 2 all beef patties special sauce lettuce cheese pickels onions on a sesame seed bun!!
Animal?: Pit Bull
Girl Name?: Camellia
Guy Name?: Wouldn't you like to know.
Which do you like better?
Chicken or Beef?: Filet Mignon
The WB or abc?: WB
Ford or Chevy?: Come On U C it!! Ford Explorer Baby!
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