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Suffocating Truth

The eyes whisper secrets that only my heart can hear.

About Me

Ok, I'm kinda uninteresting most of the time, but I can be pretty crazy once I go out in public. It's more fun that way. Actually, I can be pretty crazy in the house, too. Just realized that. I like hangin' out with friends, listening to music, playing billiards, killing myself with thoughts of emptiness, and playing WoW (Cause I'm a loser like that). I've got a one track mind, and the path of it seems to be littered with mindless destruction. I've lived in the same place pretty much all of my life. I never got into a relationship until the end of my sophomore year. And ever since then, things have gone kinda shitty. My life used to be simple, then I started dating, listening to music, and hanging out with people. Now, things are anything but simple.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||||||| 36%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||| 23%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||| 30%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I am interested in life and living it. I'm going to be a psychologist. You'll see, watch me be one. Then I'll be psycho-analyzing your asses.

I'd like to meet:

Nina. I'd also like to meet some people that I can just sit down and talk with and have it not be awkward. I want to meet some people that will come up to me and initiate conversation, because I'm shy at first and I dread doing such things. I want to meet a girl, one that will love me with all of her heart. And I, too, will love her for all eternity. It will be a pure relationship, based solely on the fact that we NEED eachother. It will last until the end of time and even after time has ended...At least, that's what I dream of...

Music:

30 Seconds To Mars, The Academy is..., AFI, Aiden, Angels and Airwaves, Apocalyptica, Armor For Sleep, Atreyu, The Bravery, Chiodos, Circa Survive, Cute Is What We Aim For, Death Cab For Cutie, Fall Out Boy, Franz Ferdinand, From First To Last, Funeral For A Friend, Hawthorn Heights, HIM, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers, Lost Prophets, Matchbook Romance, Modest Mouse, My Chemical Romance, OK Go, Panic! At The Disco (Fucking amazing, love em to death), Pink Floyd, Plain White T's, Queen, Ray Charles (He was the fucking man, don't try to tell me differently), The Raconteurs, The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus, Reggie and The Full Effect, Rise Against, Say Anything, Senses Fail, Silverstein, So They Say, Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, Thursday, The Used. And the entire Cowboy Bebop soundtrack (for the movie and series) cause it's just amazing.

Movies:

Holy shit, a lot. I'm not even going to try to name them all. I'll name a few genres and some specific ones to emphasize how badass they are. I like kung-Fu movies, dunno why, but they're amazing. Old ones and new ones. I like comedies. That's about it. Some favorites are: The Boondock Saints, Ong-Bak: Thai Warrior, House Of Flying Daggers, Hero, Drunken Master, All the "Once Upon A Time In China" movies, all of "The Legend" movies, Final Fantasy: Advent Children.

Television:

I don't watch much T.V. but I like the whole Adult Swim line-up. I also ocassionally watch the history channel and Ghost Hunters, stuff like that.

Heroes:

Watch The Boondock Saints. Those guys are my heroes. The McMannis brothers, I believe. They kill men of evil that do not deserve to live a life in this world.

My Blog

Here's a little add on!

If any of you have a problem with what I've wrote, then have the decency to say it to my face. I have a fucking right to type MY opinions on MY site. I'm not pushing any of MY words on any of you. You...
Posted by Suffocating Truth on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:16:00 PST

Yeah, here's some rethinking...

So, I'm a moron. But I know this. I know this because I'm a human, automatically making me a moron. I wrote my previous blog on one particularly happy feeling I had at one time in my life, but things ...
Posted by Suffocating Truth on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 10:02:00 PST

These truths apply to you, my friends.

    Now, let us look down upon those who have so wrongfully taken love. But, in actuality, while this may be wrong in the eyes of others, who is to judge those who have acted upon their...
Posted by Suffocating Truth on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 05:17:00 PST

And with my heart on my sleeve...

I rush recklessly, always seeking the one, true goal.Why is this one aspect of my life so important? I ask myself daily, why I care, and I have no real great reasons. I should not hold it to such high...
Posted by Suffocating Truth on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 12:13:00 PST