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waterlyric

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About Me


"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
-Neil Gaiman
"There's a dark side to each and every human soul. We wish we were Obi-Wan Kenobi, and for the most part we are, but there's a little Darth Vadar in all of us. Thing is, this ain't no either or proposition. We're talking about dialectics, the good and the bad merging into us. You can run but you can't hide. My experience? Face the darkness, stare it down. Own it. As brother Nietzsche said, being human is a complicated gig. Give that old dark night of the soul a hug! Howl the eternal yes!"
-Stuart Stevens, Northern Exposure, Jules et Joel, 1991
one of my faves... Three Worlds 1955 Lithograph, Escher
"Protest, evasion, merry distrust, and a delight in mockery are symptoms of health: everything unconditional belongs in pathology..."
-Friedrich Nietzsche


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My Interests


Image By M.C. Escher - Absolute F'in Genius!

trees, photography, learning to play guitar, road trips, playin' with the kids, home improvement, gardening, tattoos

I'd like to meet:

someone who sets my heart on fire...

Jared Leto, Kevin Smith, Jason Mewes, Jacoby Shaddix, Paul Rudd, Jason Lee, Mike Shinoda, Zach Braff, Vince Vaughn, Ben Stiller, Adam Sandler, Kat Von D, Chris Garver, Drew Barrymore, Eddie Vedder, Timothy Hutton, Pete Wentz, Keifer Sutherland, Ben Affleck, Matt Damon, M.C. Escher, Jack Black, Kevin Spacey, Lukas Rossi - nearly anyone in any of my favorite bands or movies, pretty much.
More Escher Work...
Old Olive Tree, Corsica 1934 wood engraving
The Borger Oak 1919 Linoleum cut

Music:


Three Days Grace, 30 Seconds To Mars, Incubus, The Picture Show, Disturbed, Linkin Park, Pearl Jam, System of a Down, Godsmack, Stone Sour, Breaking Benjamin, Staind, Sublime, The White Stripes, DMB, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, P. Roach, Placebo, Slipknot, Tool, Lukas Rossi, Evanescence, Resolve To Burn, Atreyu

Movies:



Anything Kevin Smith, lots and lots of horror (Hostel is still my current fave), all Saw flicks, Four Rooms, The Usual Suspects, Grosse Pointe Blank, The Wedding Singer, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite, Hackers, Empire Records, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Shining, Wedding Crashers, Cabaret, Dazed and Confused, Donnie Darko, The Ring, Pulp Fiction, The Lost Boys, Cruel Intentions

Television:

CSI, Scrubs, House, Lost, Mythbusters

Books:

Anything Edgar Allen Poe, Bentley Little, Clive Barker, John Grisham, Robin Cook, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, Stuart Woods...

Heroes:


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My Blog

I learned something new and of wonderfully interesting importance...

In women, language and emotion both reside on the same side of the brain. However, in men, these two functions reside in opposite sides of the brains. So if I'm not mistaken, men have to basically get...
Posted by waterlyric on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:44:00 PST

Wasnt ready before, I am now...

Dear S - I have opened myself up and gotten no response. Not even a courtesy shrug or tilt of the hat. Wow, what on earth was I thinking? I wasn't, plain and simple. I've never given so freely of myse...
Posted by waterlyric on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 08:05:00 PST

its slipping... let it go

i never should have opened myself up to possibility of being let down. i've learned so much about myself over the past month... some things i wish i didn't learn surfaced and maybe i'll allow myself t...
Posted by waterlyric on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:13:00 PST

substance

insomnia, but awake is a good thingwhen sleeping no longer relaxes and rest is another word for worry.an alert mind is at peace, let the anxiety wash over metendrils of weariness seep in through the c...
Posted by waterlyric on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:05:00 PST

Did you know...

That if you mix 3/4 bottle of Yellow Tail shiraz/cabernet, 1 jaegerbomb, 1 shot of tequila, and numerous "sips" of orange beer you're most likely going to wind up on the bathroom floor, worshiping the...
Posted by waterlyric on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:05:00 PST

and so...

as i wait up for the one who knows not what he does... my mind wanders. my dreams full of blight and emptinessleave me wiser... but chaos fuels my wisdom.i long for fulfillment, a subconscious search ...
Posted by waterlyric on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:26:00 PST

fuck it

it's been said so many times before, and this certainly won't be the last time... fuck it. i'm done with the insincerity of it all, the desperation, the humiliation... fuck it. if one day i look back ...
Posted by waterlyric on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 06:13:00 PST

betrayal

i know i shouldn’t feel this way, but i do. i’ll spare you the long-winded sermons you’ve grown to expect (if not love) from me, and just say that it really, deeply, hurts. you know...
Posted by waterlyric on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 11:56:00 PST

follow-up to insane previous ramble (read said ramble first, you must)

Okay, I will admit it. I want to be happy. But apparently the dictionary is a fuckwad of meaningless information because really, if you break it down as I have then there is no possible way that happ...
Posted by waterlyric on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 07:11:00 PST

so much to say...

yeah, i happen to be on a dave matthews kick at the moment, thanks to a new friend. ummm, where to begin? let’s just start by saying that sometimes, life has a way of sneaking in through the bac...
Posted by waterlyric on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:46:00 PST