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Mariah

To be nobody- but myself- in a world which is doing it's best, night and day, to make me everybody e

About Me

"NOTHING FOR NOONE"-----I'M SCREAMING THROUGH THE SILENCE BUT NOONE HEARS ME! THE WORLD RACES BY AS I STAND STILL BUT NOONE SEES ME! I'M DAMAGED ON THE INSIDE BUT NOONE FEELS ME! IT WOULD BE BETTER ON THE OUTSIDE IF YOU COULD KNOW ME! AFRAID TO HEAR, TO SEE, TO FEEL. AFRAID TO LET IT BE!--MARIAHI edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

Items related to death, Politics, Punk/Goth/Rockabilly music, True-life stories-usually invlovling pain & suffering of people, Tattoos/piercings- self pain

I'd like to meet:

SIOUXSIE SIOUX-One reason I'm still alive.Henry Rollins Johnny Depp Jim CarrollSkinny Puppy----ProtestSkinny Puppy - Protest

Add to My Profile | More VideosMarilyn Manson----Lunchbox (It was during this time preiod that we met Marilyn & Twiggy in Ybor.)Marilyn Manson - Lunchbox

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Music:

Siouxsie & the Banshees/The Creatures, Concrete Blonde, Dresden Dolls, Bauhaus/Peter Murphy, Ministry, Tool, Tones on Tail, Collins Kids, Smashing Pumpkins, My Chemical Romance, Bing Crosby, Dean Martin, Portishead, Laibach, A Perfect Circle, Joy Division, Bigod 20, Depeche Mode,Fuzzbox, Korn, Big Sandy, Marilyn Manson, Alien Sex Fiend, Sublime, Mozart, Billie Holliday, NIN, Jim Carroll Band, Skinny Puppy, Bollock Brothers, Rollins Band, Otep, Bush, Front 242, Front Line Assembly, The Damned, End of The World -soundtrack, Romeo & Juliet -soundtrack, Tank Girl-soundtrack, Fear & Loathing-soundtrack, Like a Girl I Want to Keep You Coming-compilation,

Movies:

SLC Punk, Fifth Element, Blade Runner-original with the commentary, American History X, Under The Cherry Moon, Queen of The Damned, The Hunger, Lair of The White Worm, Willy Wonka (both), Wizard of Oz, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Donnie Darko, Crow, Lady Jane, Fight Club, 80's brat pack movies, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Eddie Izzard's stand up, Mitch Hedberg, Basketball Diaries, Domino,

Television:

CSI, Law & Order, News, Henry Rollins Show, Inked, Autoposy shows, Comedy Central, IFC, Cartoon Network

Books:

Rollins-See a Grown Man Cry, Sylvia Plath-Bell Jar, HG Wells- Time Machine, Diary of Anais Nin, Ray Bradbury-Martian Chronicles, Siouxsie & The Banshees -The authorized biography, Ursula Le Guin-Left Hand of Darkness, Jim Carrol-Basketball Diaries, Book of Nods, Maya Angelou-I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings, Norton Anthology of African American Lit,

Heroes:

Anyone who has a view of change in the world that will bring people toegther & stands behind it at any cost.

My Blog

Life is good

MMMM. Life is good today.  Got black olives to eat & Wizard of Oz on TV & we get to take our niece "xmas wish list" shopping tomorrow.  It's all about the little things in life....
Posted by Mariah on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 06:37:00 PST

My Pusher

My Pusher Your voice is my drug now let me tap the vein ready for your push.   Your words seep into me like a jagged stinger filled with your venom of knowledge causing my brain to buzz.   S...
Posted by Mariah on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 05:50:00 PST

My teenage life

CONTROL   YOU TOLD ME I SHOULDN'T BE HERE THAT YOU DIDN'T CARE WHY THE PAIN? WAS THIS YOUR TYPE OF GAME? LEAVING SCARS PUTTING MY MIND BEHIND BARS ANOTHER FUCKIN' DAY OF FEAR ANOTHER FUCKIN' DAY ...
Posted by Mariah on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 07:45:00 PST

You will cry, Don't watch if you are feelin sad,

Ok I got this from another myspacer page & couldn't just leave it there.  Must pass it on.  One of the kitties looked like my Carlotta who we rescued from a shelter & has been a joy....
Posted by Mariah on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:39:00 PST

Poetry from the magnetic fridge.

These streams of thought were made possible by using poetry magnets for the fridge.   ELABORATE LANGUAGE IS A SORDID APPARATUS TO MANIPULATE MY BITTERSWEET TONGUE. DEATH MIST DRUNK SMOOTH FELT ES...
Posted by Mariah on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 03:29:00 PST