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Taylor

goddessofsorrow

About Me

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I strongly suggest you fucking find out for yourself.
Everyone has their own opinion about me.
I love this boy more than anything
He is fucking amazing! He means the world to me. He's not perfect, but I don't expect him to be. I'll always love and accept him just the way he is. He's fucking hilarious. I have yet to meet another person who can relate to me the way that he does. I'm glad I have that with him. I love him! I'm so damn happy he's finally back home!!

Likes:
Learning new things
I am comfortable with being myself
People who are themselves
Family
Friends
Ben :-
Caffeine
Coffee
I LOVE the ocean
Swimming
Sarcasm
Art - That includes art museums
Museums in general - I like learning a little about history
Writing
Poetry
Teal is my favorite color
Music
Headbanger's ball - Saturday nights
Winter
Cold weather
Rain - thunderstorms are awesome!
Snow
Adrenaline rushes - hehe ^_^
Self-expression
Piercings
Tattoos
Drinking with a few good friends
Meeting new & interesting people
Halloween
Driving with no destination in mind
Exploring - I'm curious about my surroundings
Traveling - Same as exploring; there's a lot to learn and experience
Anime
Manga
Video games
Going to shows
Moshpits
Crowd surfing
Football games
Destroying things - haha!
Japanese food
Learning about other cultures
I do not agree with christianity or other religions, but I do like to read about different religions/beliefs. It's interesting - Especially Wicca
Dislikes:
People who smoke - It is absolutely disgusting.
People who use drugs - You're pathetic.
Alcoholics - I do drink, but I don't feel the need to do it every single day.
People who are too cocky and too arrogant - PULL YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS.
Liars
Fake people
People who can not speak english - If you move to America, then fucking learn english; It's our official language.
People that speak valley - "Like" is a similie, that means you use it when you're comparing or describing something, NOT every other fucking word.
Pedophiles - You should die!
Airheaded people - You annoy the hell out of me. Common sense, USE IT SOMETIME!
Religion - I don't need it to direct me in life; Keep it to yourself.
You fucking emo kids kill me - If you cut yourself, I don't fucking care. I DO NOT feel sorry for you.
I don't do guilt trips, so don't try that shit on me - It will NOT work.
Extremely girly things
Giving up, quitting, failing, etc...
When people run away from their problems.
People that give up on life - There is no excuse for it.
Sympathy - I give it when I think it is necessary.
Drama - I deal with my problems, you deal with yours.
Whores - You have no self-respect, so there is no reason why I should respect you.
People who are extremely materialistic - You can't take material items to the grave.
People who use other people.
Two-faced bitches - I've got two words for you.
People who have no self-respect.
People that think they know everything.
Abusive people - You should die!
Control freaks
Politics
I hate listening to the radio.
Country music
Rap and R&B music - Both require no "real" talent.
Random:
I have 3 younger brothers.
I love Ben to death!
I am agnostic - Sometimes it seems like I'm leaning more towards atheism.
I am defiant.
I am strongly opinionated.
I have a short temper.
I am ADHD.
I have a horrible attention span.
I am HONEST.
I am random.
I try to find humor in almost everything.
I try to be an optimist.
My eyes are blue/green hazel.
I envy people that can draw :(
I don't always follow rules.
I am an open book.
I regret nothing.
I am Pro-choice.
I'm not racist.
I'm not homophobic.
I am German, Irish and Cherokee.
I can make you laugh.
I wanna go to a hockey game - haha!!
Do not force your beliefs/religion. I have my beliefs and you have yours, so just leave it at that.
I'll give you my opinion, and you'll probably dislike/hate me for it, but I don't care. Condemn me if you like, but if you read your bible carefully, you do not have that right.
People need to learn to think for themselves and stop relying on that shit to guide them through life.
So just respect my beliefs and I will respect yours.
Yes, I am aware that I can be slightly hypocritical - Everyone is.
Obviously I have a foul mouth. Don't like it? Leave me the fuck alone then.
I have a mind of my own and I am capable of thinking for myself.
I despise sitting still for lengthy periods of time.
I am aware of my flaws - I'll fix them when I'm ready
I can be very judgemental - depends
I can be a little selfish, but I am always there for the people I truly care about.
I try not to take much for granted.
I am grateful for everything that I have and for the people in my life.
I admire people with talent - musicians, artists, writers, etc...
I do not live in the past - don't ask me about mine and don't share yours. I learned from everything and I moved on. No need to keep bringing old shit back up.
There is no such thing as normal - different people have different opinions.
I like a good challenge - Haha!
I try to be the best person I know how.
I live up to my own expectations, no one else's.
I do not care to impress anyone :D
I'm going to go to nursing school in January to become an RN.
I want to visit Ireland and Japan someday.
I don't mind giving advice when asked.
I'll be the best damn friend you'll ever have, but stab me in the back and I'll make sure you regret it.
I stand up for the people I care about, regardless.
NO ONE will control me or tell me how to live my life.
"The Bible is not my book, and Christianity is not my religion. I could never give assent to the long, complicated statements of Christian dogma."
~ Abraham Lincoln
I do understand what love is, and that is one of the reasons I can never again be a Christian. Love is not self denial. Love is not blood and suffering. Love is not murdering your son to appease your own vanity. Love is not hatred or wrath, consigning billions of people to eternal torture because they have offended your ego or disobeyed your rules. Love is not obedience, conformity, or submission. It is a counterfeit love that is contingent upon authority, punishment, or reward. True love is respect and admiration, compassion and kindness, freely given by a healthy, unafraid human being.
~ Dan Barker
"With or without religion, you would have good people doing good things and evil people doing evil things. But for good people to do evil things, that takes religion."
~ Steven Weinberg
"When the churches literally ruled society, the human drama encompassed: (a) slavery; (b) the cruel subjection of women; (c) the most savage forms of legal punishment; (d) the absurd belief that kings ruled by divine right; (e) the daily imposition of physical abuse; (f) cold heartlessness for the sufferings of the poor; as well as (g) assorted pogroms ('ethnic cleansing' wars) between rival religions, capital punishment for literally hundreds of offences, and countless other daily imposed moral outrages. . . . [I]t was the free-thinking, challenging work by people of conscience, who almost invariably had to defy the religious and political status quo of their times, that brought us out of such darkness."
~ Steve Allen
"Hell is an outrage on humanity. When you tell me that your deity made you in his image, I reply that he must have been very ugly."
~ Victor Hugo
"I do not pray. . . . I do not expect God to single me out and grant me advantages over my fellow men. . . . Prayer seems to me a cry of weakness, and an attempt to avoid, by trickery, the rules of the game as laid down. I do not choose to admit weakness. I accept the challenge of responsibility."
~ Zora Neale Hurston
"I know of no book which has been a source of brutality and sadistic conduct, both public and private, that can compare with the Bible."
~ Sir James Paget
"I'm completely in favor of the separation of Church and State. My idea is that these two institutions screw us up enough on their own, so both of them together is certain death."
~ George Carlin
"When people expect God to plan their lives for them, and protect them, they tend to lose their motivation to guide and control their own lives."
~ Charles W. Faulkner
"The Church says the Earth is flat. But I know that it is round. For I have seen the shadow on the Moon. And I have more faith in a shadow than in the Church."
~ Magellan
"[M]ore wars have been waged, more people killed, and more evil perpetrated in the name of religion than by any other institutional force in human history. The sad truth continues in our present day."
~ Charles Kimball
"We must question the story logic of having an all-knowing all-powerful God, who creates faulty Humans, and then blames them for his own mistakes."
~ Gene Roddenberry
Myspace-Fusion

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Music:


METAL
death metal
black metal
metalcore
hardcore
thrash
grindcore
punk
ska
indie
acoustic
classic rock
industrial
alternative
reggae
trance

Books:

"And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt."
- Sylvia Plath

Heroes:


Support Our Military:
♥Ben Phillips (US Army)♥

Kris Alphin (US Navy)
Ryan Jantzen (US Army)
Matt Koval (US Army)
Steve Wan (US Army)
Don Matthis (US Army)
Mike Ciporkin (US Navy)
Bill Parker (US Army)
Jonathan Averitt (Nat'l Guard)
Brian Schrage (Nat'l Guard)
Joey Hunter (Nat'l Guard)
Travis Cox (US Army)
Jon Cox (US Navy)
Jeremy Eason (US Army)
Jared McKnight (US Army)
Terrance Mathieu (USAF Reserves)
Kisha Stevens (US Army)
Meshia Herring (US Army)
David Ward (USMC)
Brian Moore (USMC)
Nicholas Solari (USMC)
Stephen Solari (USMC)
Tyonek Evans (USMC)
Anyone who has died for this country
Anyone who fights for this country

my mom
Writers
Poets
Feminists
Revolutionaries
People that never give up on what they believe

My Blog

something i found on xanga

he stays up for days on end_ you take a warm shower to help you wake up. _he goes days or weeks without running water_ you complain of a "headache" and call in sick _he gets shot at..as others are hit...
Posted by Taylor on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 01:54:00 PST

It's raining right now..

As a child, what did you want to become?: a nurse, same as now, lolDid you ever dislike things because others loved it?: dont think soDo you know what self-conscious is?: yesEver signed up for those o...
Posted by Taylor on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:35:00 PST

stupid surveys

Which Deadly Sin Is Yours? Wrath Make war and not love is your motto. Better to rise up in anger and strike someone down than be pushed around. Find out your Deadly Sin at Quizopolis.com http://www.qu...
Posted by Taylor on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 01:17:00 PST

Poem

By Edgar Allan Poe:   I heed not that my earthly lot   Hath little of Earth in it, That years of love have been forgot   In the hatred of a minute: I mourn not that the desolate &n...
Posted by Taylor on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 10:36:00 PST

I don't need you....

I don't need you to feel alive I don't need you to have faith I don't need you to help me with the pain I don't need you to help me with the addiction I don't need you to agree with everything that I...
Posted by Taylor on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 10:49:00 PST

I Give Up!!

So you finally found a wayTo lessen all your painWhat you'd give to feel againFor even just the dayAnd as you search to find the wordsFor someone to relateYou realize all your faultsWere never their m...
Posted by Taylor on Sun, 02 Oct 2005 12:15:00 PST

FUCK!

i hate emotions.. nothing more to say.
Posted by Taylor on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 11:39:00 PST

"MorningStar" AFI

MORNINGSTARLyrics: Davey Havoki saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls. who will be the first to begin their fall? or will we become one? am i the star beneath the stairs? am ...
Posted by Taylor on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 09:31:00 PST

Gay Marriage

i see the debate against same sex marriage going on here so i figured i'd post this since i've thought about this issue alot and offer more than someone who might say "well god say so i think.." here ...
Posted by Taylor on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

pics

http://profiles.yahoo.com/bleeding_into_the_darknessuploaded new pics last wk... military ball pics will be up by next wkend!
Posted by Taylor on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST