I'd like to meet:
it dont mean i dont love you when i put a gun to your face:
it just means i want to get rough with you
I'm a booze head.
I'm Alexa
I'm here
I'm there
I'm found
ohlook, im gone.
sometimes i wish i was better at having an eating dissorder.
i am loyal. and i used to be a hippie child until i was like eight. i wore tie dye never showered, kept my hair to my butt, went to dead shows for my birthdays and gave the peace sign in all of my pictures. . now sometimes when i wake up i have dreads in the back of my head. when im lazy and dont shower they are impossible to get out and they = one huge dread. sometimes i think about keeping one for good luck and putting a bead in it. then i come to my senses. i need help getting them out. ive helped get out lots of dreads too. im a pro. :)
i am a non practicing budhist. i believe that they are logical in not worshiping a higher diety (i believe that the idea of a god isnt necesarily wrong, im just not sure i believe it. i do believe that it offers a person faith and strength in life and i dont understand how that could be wrong)....and that happiness lays within the self. once one person can achieve that happiness and help others its like a chain reaction of happy peacfulness. woohoo here comes world peace. haha. i was also told that if i meditate i wont have panic attacks. i havent tried itDont waste your time on existance, just exist and youll do fine.I DO:
drink, sleep, smoke, read, walk in puddles, prefer wine, social drink not trashed drink
all the time, reason, smile, joke, write, paint, draw, snow board, have anxiety. cuddle, hold back
bloom
I Don't:
like anti depresents, have a father, smoke weed, excersize, swear, talke bad about people, like drama, sleep, eat meat, manage my money, have stability.
I like: sleep overs, photos, cucumber sandwiches, being good to my self, feeling good about sex, creating good atmospheres for myself, philosophy, dreams, relaxation, sociology, shows, hororscopes, learning, trampolines, white nail polish, laying on boys bare chests, summer, record stores, street kids, pizza lunchables, sitting shot gun, chapstick, sex hair, pizza places.
& & music mazzy star, hole, planes mistaken for stars, explosions in the sky, Devendra Banhart, Rilo Kiley, Architecture in Helsinki, Apples in Stereo, Arcade Fire, Mates of State, Chin up chin up, yeah yeah yeahs, Joseph Arthur, Neko Case, Xiu xiu, not an adict, adam green, black heart procession, pretty girls, Camera Obscura, death from above,ODB, pavement and bloc party.I love these people! :)
Marlee:
she is the most beautiful girl i know..and most real too.! I'm pretty confident she'll be my favorite confidant//partner in crime//coldbone. for forever..
Robbie!
... is an amazing boy. he makes me smile like no one else can. the kind that make my cheeks hurt and the thought makes it even harder to stop
This is Joe
He is my dancing partner. annnnd is more than good he's grrrrr-eat! how many points did that earn me hehe.Also, i cant wait until i come up there to see you. sooo we can hug and smile and be friends.
Daniel:
we are happy together and like to scream and laugh.and be hott; yeah that too. he is one of the most influentinal people you'll ever meet. amazing.
Emily Bee.
youuuu are beautiful. and im thankful to have you as a friend, and i hope you are for a long time. lets rob the jewlery store and tell em' to make us a grill.yay.
My sister
Ashley, you are soooo amazing, im so happy that you are apart of my life now.
Sara D.
you are a great friend and have been for along time. ! donttt change yo. :> you are perfect just the way you are.
Taylor Carson I love you.:
my mom is the most beautiful woman in the world!
My mimi.:
my grandmother is truly a beautiful person. i love her.
my cousins are very important to me:
kal. meagan.
andrew. jade. julia.
i love you. guys.
im going to be pretentious.//cuz im happy
and im pretty proud of myself.