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Kissing with Faith

I cant keep the flow of tears in my eyes. They always come out and the worst part is it's over you

About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorSo this is me, love me or hate me, your choice. If you can't accept me for who I am, than don't bother because you aren't worth my time or energy. At first I am generally shy but once you get to know me I open up quickly. I can be sweet person but if you succeed in pushing the wrong buttong I will put you in your place. I am on this earth on my own accord, by my own terms...so deal. At times I am very blunt and I will tell you what I'm thinking regardless of whether you want to hear it or not. I don't have time or patience for people who just want to play games. I am too old to still be playing trivial, drama games. Yes, I have been called a bitch many times in my life and now I happily embrace that title. I don't generally care what people think of me unless I care about them. If you base who I am on trivial crap than you are far too inferior to ever be friends with me. Judgemental people can stick it where the sun don't shine!! Yes, I have a wierd sense of humor and an even stranger personality. If you get to know me you will see that I am a down to earth person who just wants to live her life and be happy. I sometimes do things to get a reaction out of people. I am a self proclaimed dork. I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare. In the end the choice is obviously yours. So with that out of the way, lets run the streets naked and see what pops up!! Wanna talk, aim is eternalsunshyne5So, you've taken a look at my site and you want to know more about me?? I have four tattoos, yes they are very addictive and I can't wait to get more. I have a butterfly/tiger on my ankle, a rose with the petals holding a heart on my lower back, a chinese symbol meaning sacrifice on one shoulder blade and a dolphin on the other. They all have special meanings to them and I got them and specific times in my life. I am by no means the cutesy, girly girl that my mom and dad envisioned. I am a jeans, tshirt, and sweatshirt kind of girl. I am a tomboy at heart and there's no changing that so don't bother trying. I will not tolerate anyone who is not willing to accept me for who I am. I love poetry, photography, and anything that has meaning in my life. I can be very dramatic at times but I keep the most important things to myself. I am a very deep and complicated person. I don't open up easily at all. I have been told I have a temper at times but it takes a lot for me to get to that point. I will never let you know how much you have hurt me, I won't let you see me cry, and I won't let you know you've won. The only people that I'm out to please are those that mean something to me. I'm not out to make everyone love me because lets be real, that's impossible. Behind my smiles are things you could never understand, but I will do anything to see you smile. I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake!!The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.

My Interests


I have lots of different interests in my life. I love to write and read poetry, I'm into photography, walking the beach when there aren't many people there. I love watching and playing sports. I love the Red Sox and the Patriots. I love playing Texas Holdem, it's the best. I love playing or singing in the rain, puddle jumping, and spending time with my nephew. I love music whether it be listening, singing or attempting to write it. I'm a concert junkie!! Spinning in circles until you fall, pass our or puke, is always fun. Doing anything dorky and fun with my nephew Dylan because he is my heart. Other things I like are dolphins, rubber duckies(prefer yellow but I don't discriminate), them ping pong balls are hot, and laser beams. Ohhhh and I LOVE pudding!!! Want to know more, just ask me, I won't bite, hard!

I'd like to meet:


Create Your Own!I'd like to meet the MAN who created high heels so I can slap him. What was he thinking? I'd also liket o meet Peter Pan so I can tell him how damn fine he looks in that dress of his. I'd like to meet Tinkerbell so I can steal her fairy dust and fly! In reality I'd like to meet anyone that can peak my interest, that aren't into games and that just want to have fun and kick it.

Music:

I listen to all types of music. Rock, alternative, punk, classic and hard rock. Lots of other stuff...just no rap.
Myspace Music Video Codes

Movies:

I am a die hard horror movie fan. It doesn’t matter what horror movie I’m watching, they are the best get you jumping out of your seats movies ever. It’s great when you are done watching them beacuse you become the most paranoid person I LOVE EVIL SAMARA!!

Television:

When I do get the chance to watch T.V. I like a variety of different shows. I love all forensic shows that they have out now. I love watching C.S.I., Law and Order, Without a Trace...etc. I also love Family Guy. That show absolutely cracks me up. I also love 80’s cartooms. I like the old school ones not the new and remade ones. You have to have the ones with the faded colors and crappy animations. Those were the cult classics. They should have a whole channel dedicated to just 80’s cartoons

Books:

Currently I'm into a lot of books of poetry by different authors. Sarah Blackman is currently one of my favorite writers of all time.

Heroes:

My hero is my father and if you knew him you’d know exactly why that he is

My Blog

sometimes

sometimes you just need to let go of things in the past and look ahead to the future. sometimes you need to forgive people for things they did even though you will never forget what they did.  so...
Posted by beaute tragique on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 08:23:00 PST

Two new poems

Second one's my favorite!!!! Silence Silence, ahh the everlasting beautyNo noise, no sound, just peaceTranquility, so longed for, so neededBut this fuckin' screaming won't ceaseThe noise vibrate loudl...
Posted by beaute tragique on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 07:30:00 PST

Inadequate

Yeah so a new poem I just wrote. It's called INADEQUATE..love it or hate don't give a fuck. I'm blunt and honest   "Honey lets go take a walk under the stars" "Lets stroll along the ocean side, ...
Posted by beaute tragique on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 07:52:00 PST

no title yet but this is my new poem

one day the people that disregarded me as simple trash will realize their mistakes i am more then just a face. more than flesh. more the bones. they will see through all their hatred i am more then t...
Posted by beaute tragique on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 08:52:00 PST

50 Things I hate

Here my friends is the list of things I hate: 1. People who lie straight to your face. 2. People who lie behind your back. 3. Those who pretend they are something they are not. 4. Adding people onto u...
Posted by beaute tragique on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 08:28:00 PST

How many coolatas does it take?

Until you rawk the socks hardcore?!  This is a mini update to the crazy ass day. My brother works at Dunkin' Donuts and I am addicted to the strawberry/vanilla coolatas and the orange/vanilla coo...
Posted by beaute tragique on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 06:53:00 PST

How to cure boredom

Ways to Cure Boredom 1. Run around in circles until you get really dizzy or you puke. Which ever comes first. 2. Run into walls head first. It's interesting to see how much pain one can withstand. 3. ...
Posted by beaute tragique on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 08:32:00 PST

I am so not strong

It's sad really I have to tell you that.  It's sad that a friend says she wishes she was strong like me when I'm really weak.  Now mind you I don't want a pity party because I'm not like tha...
Posted by beaute tragique on Sat, 13 Aug 2005 07:31:00 PST