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Dislexic Heart

I am here for Friends

About Me

I'm standing @ the faultline w/ red eyes n tears. The devils awaiting & there aint no easy way outAll my friends have come n gone.Its a complicated situation you tell me "all you do is talk" while you spead yr love like a fever.still w/ red eyes n tears i wonder what ever happend to my rock n roll. jesus i am ready to come homefull of internal conflict...i am broken can some one please fix me ............................................................ .......................................................... I FUCKING hate people WHO LIE ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS IN RELATIONSHIPS. BE FUCKING HONEST & IT WILL SAVE THE DRAMA OF ARGUEMENTS RESENTMENT Q,S JELOUSNESS. guys youll find that not all of us girls are nuts or do nutty things step back look at the bigger picture and youll see that you are just as guilty if not more ..

My Interests

RAYDEN PRUDENCE MARTZA MY LIL ZUNI GIRL THE BEST THING IN LIFE IS WAKING UP TO HER BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND HER BRIGHT DANCING EYES .. going to shows,getting tattooed.drinking beer lotts of beer.oh yeah i am a mom now so changing diapers,WIPING SNOTTY NOSES, STAYING UP ALL NIGHT IF I HEAR HER COUGH,dividing my attention from work to baby to the dog my saint is soo jelious of rayden & trying to figure out how to be a strong mentally ,physically ,finacially single mom whos had her heart smashed to hell....ANY SUGGESTIONS ??

I'd like to meet:

melinda ============================================================ ========================================================== HIS HOLINESS THE 14TH DALILAMA,SYLVIA BROWN HMMMTHATS ALL i have too many "FRIENDS" THAT DONT GIVE A FUCK tired of people that i care about lie to me.so NO ONE I HAVE ENOUGH "FRIENDS" THANX

Music:

BLACK REBEL MOTORCYCLE CLUBwolfmother,murder city devils,half way to gone,and the warlocks. everything but rap, the cure, siouxie and the banshes,T Rex,high on fire,southern stoner rock,nebula,zeke,kyuss,the thompson twins,david bowie,the monkeys,depeche mode,wolfmother,peaches,valintine killers,the cramps,swichblade symphony,rosemary clooney,new order,danzig,the ramones,fireball ministry,nashvillepussy,alabama thunder pussy,hot hot heat,thekillers,jet.orange goblin,marshan,the petshop boys, gutfiddle:}mazzy star,juliana hatfield,L7,John cugar mellencamp,pj harvey, bjork,biker chicks from hell.bikinni kill,tori amos, dirty sanchez, ,black mustache,electro clash,all the rock that came out of the70"s.and all the electro from the 80s..

Movies:

indi films and cult classics like the breakfast club , siteen candles, the rivers edge,bill and teds EXCELLENTadventure,DREAM A LITTLE DREAM, rocky horror,,the secreate of nihm.the labrinth,dazed and confused,ANYTHING w/ molly ringwald, chevy chase,,revenge of the nerds,beetlejuice,little monsters,edward scissors hands.KUNDUN, crouching tiger hidden dragon

Television:

the simpsons, connan o brian, , my fav...GREYS ANATOMY actually i am way to numb to even pay attention as to whats on ,all i can do is think about him and hate her & how to make this transition work & what it must feel like to know you have the power to rip apart relationships.

Books:

THEY STILL EXCIST? most favorite all time book is the outsiders. uhh it has been awhile since i have read a book anything on tibet or anti chinese goverment.anything on the dalilama(my son the dalilama).ofcorse boooks on buddhism.the snow lions turquoise mane,finding shambala, once again a mom childrens books dr.suess all of his work ,ZUNI CHILDREN STORIES

Heroes:

1ST N FOR MOST!!!TIFF AND SHANNON THE ONLY CHILDHOOD PALS WHO HAVE BEEN THERE UNCONDITIONALLY AND HAVE MADE AN EFFORT...*************************************************** ********************************************************** my uncle Ryan who died recently in an avelanche. he was the kindest person helped everyone befor himself. he was the guy that helped old ladies across the road, he was the guy at the skate park to pick up the smallest kid who fel off his board and show him how to do the trick, he was the guy the bring home that homeless fuck that we walk pass and pretend not to see give him a warm place for the night,a meal,a kind ear & words,a warm shower and his own clothes.he never forgot his roots or his family the hardest worker and everything /nothing 1/2ass..friends as far as he eye can see{it showed at his vewing and funneral wich were standing room only}a big smile and a bigger heart! if we could only be 1/4 of what ryan is the world would be awesome.my aunt cindi self explanitory if you know me and my fam. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++O H & MY GRANDPA.I recently found out that he was one of the few surivors of the battle of pork chop hill in ww2. they were ambushed at night when he woke his sleeping bag tent and the helmet on his head was riddled w/ bullet holes. he was one of the guys who errected the flag GEORGE HENRY SMEDLEY & the statue was modled after him and the other soldiers {the few} that survived

My Blog

31st birthday

..> i cant believe i am 31 now.its just weird to say.i remeber being in 6th grade and it was just inconcievable poeple in there 30's were old.i have say i look pretty good hahaha Want...
Posted by Dislexic Heart on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 07:33:00 PST

NO MATTER HOW POPULAR,EVERYONE WAS A DORK@ SOMETIME

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Posted by Dislexic Heart on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 10:21:00 PST

betty page

Girl next door with a wild streakYou're a famous beauty - with unique lookAnd the people like you are cultish about itWhat'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatfamouspinupareyouquiz/">What Famous Pinup Are ...
Posted by Dislexic Heart on Tue, 15 May 2007 03:45:00 PST

fuck

i  fucking  love  my  work but i am  so allerigic and its getting worse i  hoped it would pass  but it hasnt  my whole body feels like  its on  f...
Posted by Dislexic Heart on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 06:25:00 PST

the keys to my heart quizz

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Posted by Dislexic Heart on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:13:00 PST

R.I.P UNCLE RYAN

WELL SAT MY UNCLE RYAN AND HIS BUDDY WENT FOR A BONZI RUN DOWN THE MOUNTAIN.THE BACK DISE OF SNOWBASIN SKI REsORT IN UT.taylors canyon, they triggered an avelanche and my uncle came up missing his bud...
Posted by Dislexic Heart on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 01:00:00 PST

i am sort of an asshole

I AM 55% ASSHOLE/BITCH!I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck em.Take t...
Posted by Dislexic Heart on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

It's a Small World Afterall

well first i meet this guy on here he is from lake havasu but i cant figure out how i know him.then we meet in person at hot pink.so we start to talk and we came to the conclusion that i knew him from...
Posted by Dislexic Heart on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST