~!Rachel!~ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

my name is rachel,I moved here from tennessee when my daddy died i geuss you could say im a pretty average person ppl dont like me because i dress goth and punk but i dont care what they think im just me and thats all i can be. and if u dont like it then thats fine with me.......My Cardboard *heart* was ripped apart&you watched the killer get awayNever Lie,Steal,Cheat,or Drink.If you must lie, lie in the arms of the person you love,if you must steal,steal away from bad company,if you must cheat,cheat death,and if you must drink,remember to drink in the moments that take your breath away guys layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

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My Interests

Matthew "Cheddarbob" Fuller! On June 20,2006 God decided to take a loving soul into his own care. It feels like his still here with us and even though he doesnt want us to cry its kinda hard not to. Matthew was 13 years old and played in the CHS Marching Band. He ALWAYS made people feel better just by saying "I LOVE YOU" he will NEVER be forgotten!There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of Matthew. School just isn't the same anymore. Every month on the 20th I go to his gravesite to pay my respects and love for Matthew and his family. I miss his smile and the way his hair goes SWiSH! hehe! But most importantly I miss the way he treated me and so many others. He always made people feel better about themselves. That's why we all loved him and still do love him. We all know we're gunna see him again ONE day. When that day comes ... it'll be the best day of my life. I LOVE AND MISS YOU MATT! WAIT FOR US AT THE GATES BABE!!

I'd like to meet:

really awsome friends like the ones i got now i love them to death and they know who they are

Music:

alllllllllllllllll kinds.

Movies:

alllllllllllll kinds.

Television:

movies, mtv, cmt, cops,

Books:

NOT MUCH OF A READER

Heroes:

my mom, but most of all my daddy he was my hero (R.I.P Daddy I Love You And Miss You)

My Blog

The story with no name

Why do things have always have to be so freakin complicated? Why cant the be easy for once?!!Why does life take the people we love and care about. Its like poof anf they are gone right before ur eye.....
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:13:00 PST

confused

well ya know i thought my best friend would always be there and talk to me but i geuss not he gets on here and reads my comments and messages and i telll him i need him but all he does is ignore me it...
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:24:00 PST

pissed off

why do guys gotta be such pricks i mean u think they love u but then they rip ur heart out like its nothing!!!!!! I mean its like they think we have no feelings like it doesnt hurt us or something i d...
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 06:27:00 PST

thinking

lifes a bitch then u die then u cry but dont cry to hard cuz everyone dies in this screwed up thing we call life.....yea we lose ppl close to us but that dnt mean they are gone forever they will alway...
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 10:54:00 PST

i got ur back do u got mine??

I got your back, You got mine I'll help you out Anytime! To see you hurt, To see you cry, Makes me weep And wanna die And if you agree To never fight It wouldn't matter, Who's wrong or right If ...
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 05:57:00 PST

DADDY

seems like it was just yesterday that i saw your sweet face nad felt ur warm touch knowing that i was safe and knew u were there to hold me when i wanted to cry and i could set in ur lap if i just wan...
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 06:13:00 PST

tear poem

If you were a tear in the rain pouring Down on me I'd be standing there And let you wash away my fears If you were a tear glimmering in my soul I'd not hold you back I'd let you take control I...
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 12:02:00 PST

sad and confused

?how can someone that u love so much just up and leave i like it's nothing the would rather hurt u and make u cry but then u think they had no chose to leave and u kno that if the could have st...
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 08:09:00 PST

SMILE

never reget something that once made u smile
Posted by ~!Rachel!~ on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 06:15:00 PST