who am i? ironic since i'm not sure i fully know myself yet. astrologers would say i'm a true pisces- dual natured, always conflicted. extremely interested in human nature and experience. why we are the way we are. why we do the things we do. drawn to science, math, psychology, mythology, and philosophy. would love to travel among the stars and understand the universe. always thinking, always dreaming. great for creativity and writing. am very sensitive. have a weak heart so i compensate by never letting anyone in, never really being myself around others. An exgirlfriend once told me i always get what i want. funny thing is what i want most is always just beyond my reach. i always seem to find it or it finds me. A head hunter once told me that getting a job is like finding a woman just a matter of chemistry and timing. she said chemistry would never be a problem for me. FUCKING TIMING ALWAYS BLOWS ASS! ok, enough of the esoteric bullshit. i'll give u what u really want to know. I live in the pocono mnts of Pa. Originally born and raised in NY. graduated college, SUNY Fredonia and worked in a gene therapy lab for a few years in Manhattan. Then quit job and moved to Pa. Now work as a vaccine development scientist for Sanofi Pasteur (Aventis). work sucks ass! Own my own house. i'm as much indoors as i am outdoors. love to watch movies and hike. not at the same time. recently been working on the house. usually quiet and keep to myself unless i like u. then u couldnt pay me to shut the fuck up. although apparently i'm a much better conversationalist thru email than over the phone. actually as much as i like to talk, i love to listen. people interest me. their stories, lives, ideas. so is this enough? i done told ya already i don't like to open up!
