To write about oneself is an inaccurate interpretation- however, in mine own eyes I am as follows: My name is Morgan; I'm an observer and a listener. I am, as far as I can be, clean cut: I choose not to drink, or smoke. I am a writer, or an attempted one. I am a musician, and a poet. While I am hypocritcal, I do my best to avoid contradiction. I'm a friend and a lover, but most imporantly, I am a perception. Physically, I stand 6'3," and weigh 165lbs. I have blue eyes, and brown hair. I'm an athelete: I do track, as well as lift weights.
Friendship is something that I throw at people. Vulnerability is a small price to pay for a chance at one more friend at your side. I love and respect my friends, but appreciate that such love is limited and without perminance. I am easy to talk to and to get along with, and I'm not one to judge at first meeting. There are several people that I truely share trust with. James Henkes, Matt Trabert, and Eliot Canak are among my closest friends, though there are several others who's hands I could easily place my life in. I would probably say that I trust Catherine Mathis more than anyone; she has always seen through me, and I often feel that she knows me better than I know myself. I am who I am because of the love given and recieved from these kids, especially the latter:
Ruth 1:16- Ruth said, “Don’t entreat me to leave you, and to return from following after you, for where you go, I will go; and where you lodge, I will lodge; your people shall be my people, and your God my God; 1:17 where you die, will I die, and there will I be buried. Yahweh do so to me, and more also, if anything but death part you and me.â€
Powerful words that replicate hopes and emotion. We wont fall away; you promised...
I no longer have a desire to "get with bitches." Lust is a foolish weapon, and love is my shield. I am not interested in relationships for time's sake, but for companionship. I have loved and been loved, I have sinned and for that I do not regret, but search forgivness; I have nothing to prove, and seek only what love can prove to me.
I have, as of recently, attempted to face godly faith in the eyes. I have no direction other than trust in friendship, making me influenced by dreams and whispers. My family, as well as most of the world, scorns the path whose fork my feet are stayed upon, yet I feel that some things on this earth are more important than external perception. Things will work out as they were meant to, and I will ride the ride. There will be only one outcome, though it has yet to present itself.
