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About Me

hey my name is ashley and im 19 years old. i find this "about me" section to be somewhat pointless because it is very unlikely that i would be able to tell you everyting about myself in one paragraph. but im bored so i will let you in on some random facts about myself. im a pretty down to earth person. i dont get along with girls very well, hence the reason the majority of my friends are guys. i have the most amazing friends in the world. i dont know what i would do without them. i absolutely love music. it is my life. my ipod goes with me almost everywhere along with my cell phone. im addicted to starbucks. and when i say addicted im talking 4 trips every day addicted. yeah. true story. i was there. ha. ok. what else? i have 8 piercings and 5 tattoos and i want more. im a chain smoking lady who loves her rum. its all about captain morgan. im afraid of balloons. dont ask, its been that way since i was a little kid. i believe that what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. i still have a lot of life to live and im going to enjoy it and experience new things while i still can. party like a rock star! haha. ok. i think i have just about run out of things to say. if you want to know more message me or hit me up on aim. sn: Justified130... I'm Too Weird To Live But Much Too Rare To Die... cheers bitches ♥... 10,000 Layouts @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments

My Interests

music. coffee. cigarettes. movies. tattoos. piercings. black nail polish. black eyeliner. band shirts. the color black. in case u didnt catch that one. dane cook. skulls. the taste of blood. i dont give a fuck, god sent me to piss the world off.

I'd like to meet:

i already found him. and he is every one of these things ♥ someone who will take care of me. someone who loves music just as much as i do. i have a few bad habits, smoking is one of them, you dont have to smoke, just dont bitch to me about it. i will admit that im a dork so i want someone who will sing with me in the car as loud as we possibly can, even though we have terrible voices. someone who i can spend the whole day with doing absolutely nothing at all and still have fun. someone who will call me at random times just to say he misses me. someone who will cuddle with me. go to shows with me. surprise me with coffee in the morning. trust is important, and im not one to trust people easily. someone who i can have an intelligent conversation with. i may be blonde but im not dumb. im sure i will add more to this later, but i need a cigarette at the moment so im going to end this now. message me if this sounds like you. i love meeting new people. ♥

Music:

there is no possible way i could list all the bands i like. so ill just name a few. Favorite band is Nirvana. Atreyu is a very close second. Sublime. Pennywise. Bullets and Octane. The Misfits. Social Distortion. AFI. Fall Out Boy. Brand New. Rise Against. My Chemical Romance. The Used. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Avenged Sevenfold. Taking Back Sunday. Underoath. Thrice. Scary Kids Scaring Kids. Saosin. there are so many more but im tired of typing.

Movies:

Favorite movie ever is Dazed and Confused. i love movies, there are so many good ones, but i dont feel like typing them all out.

Television:

Friends is my favorite show in the entire world! i have all 10 seasons on dvd. yes. major dork alert. i know. Will & Grace is a close second. That 70's Show, One Tree Hill, Gilmore Girls and Family Guy are good ones too.

Books:

The Bell Jar. if you haven't read it you should.

Heroes:

My brother. i love him to death and i look up to him so much. sometimes i forget he is 2 years younger than me. he is amazing. end of story."I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me" -Hunter S. Thompson

My Blog

my life in a playlist...interesting

1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. Press forward for each question.3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.NO CHEATING...What does next year have in store for me?should i stay or shoul...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 12:24:00 PST

my thoughts...

so i wrote this tonight...i couldnt just keep it inside anymore, i had to write about it. for those of u that know me well, u know im not looking for another lecture, this is just how i deal with thin...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 10:36:00 PST

rejection's cold....

i held on for so longwanting to make it right.but obviously my efforts were not enoughto stop me from losing this fight. you were my light in the darknessmy rock, my support.but i guess i was just hol...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Sat, 17 Sep 2005 03:23:00 PST

i stole this from alicia cuz its wicked awesome!

A pack a day to get me by, an ounce of weed to get me high. Alcohol still numbs the pain, some things in life just never change. I dont know but ive been told, you live this way you wont grow old. Our...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bored...

dang im in a weird mood right now. too many thoughts. but i was bored so i thought id post something. the emotional part of me seems to be doing better lately. dont know if its the knew meds or if its...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

grounded....time to fill some ppl in

ahhh being grounded sucks!!!!! its only been 2 days! damn, im usually so good about that crap, this sucks that i got busted. oh well, it could have been worse. and hey, wednesday is late start day, ha...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

same shit, different day

not feeling to great right now...had therapy today, makes me think about all the shit ive done and and im always down on myself and disappointed afterwards. so i was looking at icons and i found some ...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just thinking...

i have had a lot of time to think this weekend...especially sitting outside tower records forever lol which ended in being in the front row for the concert so it was all good. yeah, but no good decisi...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

its just one of those days...

k so i was bored today and decided to make one of these things...ill switch back and forth between this and my xanga. exciting stuff huh? yeah, no, not really. today was a loooooong day for me. im hav...
Posted by ♠ ashley ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST