You ever feel like, that you amount to nothing?
that u tied down by something, forever bound to pain & suffering?
Well, that's how I feel, every night, in my room,
realizing how much time that I have wasted and consumed.You ever feel like, that you're sitting on the edge?
and that at any given minute, you could be living with the dead?
cause you're sick of these vicious bitches that tear apart your heart
cause you're sick of malicious dick heads that stab you in the dark.You ever feel like, that it's your turn to be saved,
done with always being the one that has to serve as the slave.
tired of one sided relationships that hurt more to stay.
through with feeling persecuted due to the way you were raised.You ever feel like, that you really don't belong?
out casted by society, but you try to be strong.
Well I'm tired of trying, it's best if I continue lying
and reciting to myself... I'm doing just fine.Though I'm, losing my mind, yo I'm, through with these lies,
no I, need to believe that I'm, good and just fine
cause I'll do whatever it takes to pass by these bad times,
as long as I make it and last past these sad nightsI'll be alright, I'll just rot in front of the TV,
play my video games, and watch all my dvds.
this temporary bliss, all I really need.
self ignorance is a gift I know can please mecause it's easy, to push back and block the pain
with distractions, the last friends I thought I'd make
just a classic case of repression and angst,
but it's a little bit different when it's more than just a phase.And I'm not trying to say, or imply I have it worse,
cause who am I to complain, and to keep whining how it hurts,
yo it's true we all got issues, so please don't sympathize,
besides, ain't it best suited when everyone thinks u doing just fine?Well in this, moment of weakness, I'm pleading for mercy,
I'm broken to pieces, I need to feel worthy.
So, many emotions that I got to just bury
but is it, better to just let it out and not worry,and give in, cause I feel like I've reached, my greatest limit,
yo I'm 17 and shit man, everyday my waist is thinning,
just too tired to eat, and just too wired to sleep,
I can't find my inner peace, because I'm blinded by thesetears beneath, trying to bleed, seep and escape from my eyes
instead I make em hard as ice, so my heart can never cry
like holding my breath, never releasing one sigh
I've been chasing too many waterfalls the water has run dry.and I wonder why I've always tried to hide it,
stop striving to be a hero, and, swallow your pride in
follow what's inside and, stop fighting, cause how many times can
you continue reciting, that you doing just fine man.
