lately I am...
missing my Grandma desperately
and coping with perpetual loneliness
while surrounded by people
My childhood fantasy - Mr. Spock S'chn T'gai. I saw every original Star Trek episode in after school reruns to the point that they became as familiar as songs to me and I knew each episode within seconds of the first scene. He is still the epitome of sexxy. Even surpassing Johnny Deppmeister, Zach Braff and possibly Mark Ruffalo and maybe even Bam Margera in everlasting hottness factor.
I have always been obsessed with ears... I will do anything if you blow in my ear the right way it sends me into outer space for dang sure and please let me play with your ears. I love Spock's ears! Plus he is half Vulcan - now that's hott!View All of Crys's Friends Family Most of my Ex Lovers Acquaintances Local Businesses and A Few good Bands. CLICK HERE
For your Listening Pleazhaa.....
my frazy music , movies and books !
I am a movie freak......
One Toke?
You poor fool!
Wait till you see those goddamn bats.
Waking Life
You Can Count on Me
Donnie Darko
Dirty Filthy Love
Dream With the Fishes
Happy Accidents
Harold and Maude
Singles
Dazed and Confused
Mallrats
Chances Are
Welcome to the Dollhouse
Pecker
Benny and Joon
Better Off Dead
Stargate (Ultimate Edition)
12 Monkeys
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Full Screen Edition) (Harry Potter 4)
The Princess Bride (Special Edition)
Willow (Special Edition)
Garden State
Everything Is Illuminated
The Terminator
Caddyshack
Laurel Canyon
Dopamine
The Jacket
The Butterfly Effect
Thumbsucker
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Arizona Dream powered by frazy.com
Colbert Report ~ Daily Show ~ Scrubs ~ Mind of Mencia ~ The Family Guy ~ Futurama ~ Reno 911 ~ Northern Exposure
~ I am a constant flipper cant stay on anything very long... reality tv can lick my ball sack i have maintained that opinion since the first stupid reality show..
Books transport you out of your own mind
Vonnegut's Slaughter House 5 is probably my favorite book
maybe tied with -Where I'm Calling From by Carver
Slaughterhouse-Five
Where I'm Calling From: Selected Stories
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Salvador Dali
The Magic of M. C. Escher
Insomnia
On Writing
Women Who Run With the Wolves: Myths & Stories About the Wild Woman Archetype
Blackberry Winter: My Earlier Years
Dangerous Visions : The 35th Anniversary Edition
Bradbury Stories: 100 of His Most Celebrated Tales
The Doors of Perception and Heaven and Hell (Perennial Classics)
Isaac Asimov: The Complete Stories, Vol. 1
Henry and June: From "A Journal of Love" -The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin (1931-1932)
The Portable Nietzsche (Viking Portable Library)
Boy: Tales of Childhood
A Wrinkle in Time
Missing Persons League
The Chronicles of Narnia CD Box Set
The Call of Cthulhu and Other Weird Stories (Penguin Twentieth-Century Classics)I read a ton of Mags: Discover, Readers Digest, Popular Science, National Geographic and Rolling Stone.
Found this in the back yard...believe it is of alien origination maybe chthulhuithic...
I have a large family. Last year this time there were 7 of us living here. Spring of 2006 Tabitha and Julie moved out. Effectively breaking my heart although it is a natural part of life.
We had an extra kid living here too, my daughters boyfriend who moved out. Now there is only 4 of us here.
I miss having a dozen people in the house all the time. I mean there still is a lot of people who hang out here and lots of the kids friends but not as much as there used to be.
I grew up in a family of 7 and I dont know any other way. On the rare occassion when my kids are all out with their friends and I am alone - I really feel it. I don't like it. Not one little bit.
So you can find me out with my own friends very very often because I was born to be a Mommy and now I find I have so many interests yet there still isnt enough time in the day to do all the things I want to do!
I love going to college and learning all the new things that are supposed to be new when you are a teenager, but I was busy having kids when I was one and I did things backwards.
So enjoy these couple pictures. I know I do.
This is my sweet little Julie
This is my kids and I in a booth in Brice Mall a long time ago.
Stair steps all 4 years apart
Stephen, Rachel, Charity, Tabitha
Stephen, Rachel, Charity, Tabitha - now
and little Julie
The Kids and me too.
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