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CryS

Chad we will miss you

About Me


~I like to write. I like to listen to music. I squeak my ear without knowing...but if you stop me I will have to squeak the other side until they feel even.
~I can tell you how many minutes it takes to get just about anywhere I have driven more than twice. I save weird memorabilia. Drama makes me weary.
I dream in color and remember my dreams often. I believe in astral travel, ghosts and aliens. I like to camp at jam festivals like Hookaville, play in the drum circles and feel the powder soft dirt between my toes.
~I am not religious, but I believe in God. I am very liberal in my politics. I will discuss both with anyone that is open minded, as long as it is called a conversation. When the other person is talking, it is not a time to think of what you are going to say back. It is time to use your ears. If what you are saying to me becomes a boring opinionated hyped out emotional lecture that I do or dont agree with, I will nod a lot and say really...until I can figure out how to get the f*ck away from the situation.
~I am not judgmental and will not tell you how to live. I expect the same respect. So, I will share my thoughts with you if you share yours with me as we may both be enlightened.
I believe in listening twice as much as I speak and often it seems I am asking a lot of questions. People fascinate me.
~I am kind of a dork. I love Yoga class. I nod and wave with a peace sign often and say it because I mean it. My kids told me years ago that that was so uncool. I just said, Thats okay. Kids are not supposed to think their Mom is cool... ~Peace

My Interests

lately I am...
missing my Grandma desperately
and coping with perpetual loneliness
while surrounded by people

I'd like to meet:

My childhood fantasy - Mr. Spock S'chn T'gai. I saw every original Star Trek episode in after school reruns to the point that they became as familiar as songs to me and I knew each episode within seconds of the first scene. He is still the epitome of sexxy. Even surpassing Johnny Deppmeister, Zach Braff and possibly Mark Ruffalo and maybe even Bam Margera in everlasting hottness factor.
I have always been obsessed with ears... I will do anything if you blow in my ear the right way it sends me into outer space for dang sure and please let me play with your ears. I love Spock's ears! Plus he is half Vulcan - now that's hott!View All of Crys's Friends Family Most of my Ex Lovers Acquaintances Local Businesses and A Few good Bands. CLICK HERE

Music:

For your Listening Pleazhaa.....

my frazy music , movies and books !

Movies:

I am a movie freak......

One Toke?
You poor fool!
Wait till you see those goddamn bats.

Waking Life
You Can Count on Me
Donnie Darko
Dirty Filthy Love
Dream With the Fishes

Happy Accidents
Harold and Maude
Singles
Dazed and Confused
Mallrats

Chances Are
Welcome to the Dollhouse
Pecker
Benny and Joon
Better Off Dead

Stargate (Ultimate Edition)
12 Monkeys
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Full Screen Edition) (Harry Potter 4)
The Princess Bride (Special Edition)
Willow (Special Edition)

Garden State
Everything Is Illuminated
The Terminator
Caddyshack
Laurel Canyon

Dopamine
The Jacket
The Butterfly Effect
Thumbsucker
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Arizona Dream powered by frazy.com

Television:


Colbert Report ~ Daily Show ~ Scrubs ~ Mind of Mencia ~ The Family Guy ~ Futurama ~ Reno 911 ~ Northern Exposure
~ I am a constant flipper cant stay on anything very long... reality tv can lick my ball sack i have maintained that opinion since the first stupid reality show..

Books:

Books transport you out of your own mind
Vonnegut's Slaughter House 5 is probably my favorite book
maybe tied with -Where I'm Calling From by Carver
Slaughterhouse-Five
Where I'm Calling From: Selected Stories
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Salvador Dali
The Magic of M. C. Escher
Insomnia
On Writing
Women Who Run With the Wolves: Myths & Stories About the Wild Woman Archetype
Blackberry Winter: My Earlier Years
Dangerous Visions : The 35th Anniversary Edition
Bradbury Stories: 100 of His Most Celebrated Tales
The Doors of Perception and Heaven and Hell (Perennial Classics)
Isaac Asimov: The Complete Stories, Vol. 1
Henry and June: From "A Journal of Love" -The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin (1931-1932)
The Portable Nietzsche (Viking Portable Library)
Boy: Tales of Childhood
A Wrinkle in Time
Missing Persons League
The Chronicles of Narnia CD Box Set
The Call of Cthulhu and Other Weird Stories (Penguin Twentieth-Century Classics)I read a ton of Mags: Discover, Readers Digest, Popular Science, National Geographic and Rolling Stone.
Found this in the back yard...believe it is of alien origination maybe chthulhuithic...

Heroes:

I have a large family. Last year this time there were 7 of us living here. Spring of 2006 Tabitha and Julie moved out. Effectively breaking my heart although it is a natural part of life.
We had an extra kid living here too, my daughters boyfriend who moved out. Now there is only 4 of us here.
I miss having a dozen people in the house all the time. I mean there still is a lot of people who hang out here and lots of the kids friends but not as much as there used to be.
I grew up in a family of 7 and I dont know any other way. On the rare occassion when my kids are all out with their friends and I am alone - I really feel it. I don't like it. Not one little bit.
So you can find me out with my own friends very very often because I was born to be a Mommy and now I find I have so many interests yet there still isnt enough time in the day to do all the things I want to do!
I love going to college and learning all the new things that are supposed to be new when you are a teenager, but I was busy having kids when I was one and I did things backwards.
So enjoy these couple pictures. I know I do.
This is my sweet little Julie
This is my kids and I in a booth in Brice Mall a long time ago.
Stair steps all 4 years apart
Stephen, Rachel, Charity, Tabitha
Stephen, Rachel, Charity, Tabitha - now
and little Julie
The Kids and me too.
****

My Blog

No it is not what you think

Well I have been having trouble keeping up with MySpace lately, and the rest of my momentarily overwhelming lifestyle.Tonight while catching up on my bed time blog reading - I have just read some funn...
Posted by CryS on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:28:00 PST

Kurt Vonnegut, Jr., Dies at age 84.

I always thought when I became a famous author, that I would get to meet Kurt and sit and have discussions with him from time to time. Guess I waited too long.American Novelist Kurt Vonnegut, Jr., Die...
Posted by CryS on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 07:15:00 PST

I Feel Better Than James Brown!!

I Feel Better than James Brown!!! (I feel good. I knew that I would now.)Syllabus week. Sitting on the sidewalk at school on my laptop at this moment.My hair has already gone up into a clip and I know...
Posted by CryS on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 04:49:00 PST

Foozball

i was not in a very happy frame of mind earlier this evening. not sad-mad or anything. just indifferent and blah.i was supposed to go out with a certain guy last night and it didnt work out that way. ...
Posted by CryS on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:34:00 PST

Trackers Hackers Smackers Sheisters Phishermen

Oh and the tracker thing I studied that awhile back and forgot I had it even on my page cause I hadnt looked at it in months. Someone just asked me again how do you see who is looking at your page - a...
Posted by CryS on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 01:41:00 PST

good things

my little dogis so scared of thunderactually he is scared of precipitationeven one drop he sees on the windowbut especially thunderhe wants you to hold himbut he shakesthen he wants downhe criespantsp...
Posted by CryS on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:57:00 PST

Fortunately

Last night  I hung out with Charity, Matthew, Mike, Kellen, Ian and Kevin. I just saw Kevin two weeks ago for the first time in ages. Then I looked up and there he was again. At a totally different ...
Posted by CryS on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 03:43:00 PST

Coffee Talk

Thursday This weekend went well, after having a rough few weeks lately that included my 2 year old $900 table computer croaking on me during the brown out power surges of the recent ice storm. Oh and...
Posted by CryS on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:02:00 PST

ice?

This morning was such a perfect snowfall.I watched it from 7-11am Then what the hell is all this ice? I could not drive over 30 mph!and they even cancelled our COLLEGE classes. So it is 11pm and the k...
Posted by CryS on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:17:00 PST

News of the Weird

..> ..> Anna Nicole Smith's death sends Wikipedia into overdrive      ..>..> ..> ..> By Angus Kidman    Friday, 09 February 2007 News of the death of former Playboy mod...
Posted by CryS on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 11:23:00 PST