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AnkhNecklace

As you can tell from the side, my names Christie. If you cant remember heres something to help you, CHRIST....with an ie. I believe in fate, a little in karma and luck. Also I believe if you see something random thats very significant to how your life is, or whats going on in it you were meant to see it. Ive got somewhat of a mystic element to my personality. I also have a big interest in anything abstract. It could be a new form of art or a band thats doing something never done before. Anything fresh and original will put me in awe. But getting on the subject of my personality...I cant really say Im all one way and all another though I do have basic characteristics that I believe will never change. Respect, Loyalty, and Trust are all petals to the same flower to me and I take them VERY seriously. If you got close to me and have done anything to hurt my heart badly, I'll never look at you the same way again. And if its bad enough I'll probably never want to talk to you again. Most of the time its like that but it all depends on the situation and how I handle it. I do believe in second chances but if you disrespect me and screw with my trust I'll more then likely turn a cold shoulder. Sometimes I take things seriously that I shouldnt. That doesnt mean that I cant joke around though, thats something that I love to do....at the appropriate time. If Im in a bad mood or just depressed and someone messes with me even if their playing, I take it seriously and get offended/hurt. Something like that makes me want to be alone more then keep that kind of company because if it persists then Ill just continue to be put down, and thats something I really dont need at anytime. I GIVE NOR DO I TAKE BULLSHIT. This means that Im truthfull to everyone no matter who it is. Im very very against head-games, because their unessecary, they waste time that could be used telling the truth, and feelings get hurt for rediculous reasons. Some people have implied to me that this is a fault of mine, but I think its a start for a change for the general person. I see too much lies being flug...deception, false projection of emotions and it just makes me sick. What I'm saying is, I dont care who you are, you can talk to me about anything and everything. I keep secrets for people and I find GREAT joy in helping someone who is depressed. Healing someone elses heart with any kind of advice I have is a natural source of happiness for me. Like everyone, I have my ups and downs. Usually when Im down Im really down. When Im mad Im fuming but I never express it in anything other then words. That also means I have a lot of piled up emotions, and every so often Ill just collapse...maybe just to dump it off I guess. I hold in a lot, and I say that I want to do a lot of things but never do them because I think about the outcome almost all the time. And sadly thats usually enough for me to not do something. But when I have enough motivation coming purely from myself I can really stand up or put a foot down. Im like that in any situation really. The only time you'll see something out of character from me is when Im pushed to that breaking point. I dont release anything when its building, but when it reaches that edge..that very tip, it REALLY comes out. Most of the time Im very indecisive and I tend to annoy people like that. I dont like to feel left out when among friends, it makes me feel awkward and like people dont want me around. And when I feel like that I wish I could leave the people Im with to themselves. I dont like to be bossed around by anyone, though Ill admit that I let people get away with it way too much. But that goes back to the breaking point thing, Im naturally a peaceful person and wont add any more wood to the fire..Im the person that wants to put it out at the sight of the spark.

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