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[a still fluid]

I am here for Friends

About Me



For some tunes: www.myspace.com/johannachaserockshardcore

there is only one teacher. we are all students, learners, skeptics, critical thinkers, feelers, inhabitants of the womb. there is one teacher. i am but a student



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My Interests

playing guitar. trying to understand people. writing songs. producing songs. arranging songs. breathing. wishing for the spirit of Christ. longboarding. biking around my campus with underwear on my handle bars. eating maki sushi. going to bitching Bible study. being completely honest at all costs. hanging out with people that I understand most easily. listening to good things. wearing boardshorts in the sun. being around a certain atwaterian who can line draw like your mom can conceive. twittling with my dreadlocks. beard watching. talking with friends through random assortments of weird glances and strange hand motions. sitting in M207 watching Steph W. be crazy. cleaning the apartment and all 120 of our ikea cups. breaking cultural and soietal norms. painting in the art wedge. trying to puke behind the art wedge when I feel sick. going to the bathroom in a one person bathroom. driving in Berenstein. hanging out with bonita high friends. yelling funny things out the window. sitting on the grass, pretending to be asleep, listening to my heart and the birds in the trees. hoping to someday defy all laws and 1s and 0s. wakeboarding. watching Monte skate. purging life's deepest questions into a bite size cube of jello named "holy sh*t". peering around on myspace. talking with professors.

I'd like to meet:

Ani Difranco. The dudes that wrote the Bible. Hagar. Job. Martin Luther King, Jr. Mary. Michel Foucault. My siblings at 2. My parents at 2!!!

Music:

Dave Matthews Band. The Fire Theft. Copeland. Delirious?. Ani Difranco. Sleeping At Last. Switchfoot. Justin Little. David Crowder. Ginny Owens. Bob Marley. OC Supertones. Relient K. Simon and Garfunkle. The Cranberries. Yo-Yo-Ma. Paul Curreri. Waterdeep. Over the Rhine. Blues Traveler. Bethany Dillon. Bleach. Five Iron Frenzy. Coldplay. Death Cab for Cutie. Elton John. Eva Cassidy. Everclear. The Fugees. The Format. Five'o'clock People. Indigo Girls. G. Love and Special Sauce. Jimmy Eat World. Jars of Clay. Janis Joplin. Johnny Cash. Joni Mitchel. Patti Griffin. Lauryn Hill. Andrea Hamilton. Mat Kearny. Lovedrug. The Outfield. Modest Mouse. PAX 217. Plankeye. Pearl Jam. Plumb. The Postal Service. Sara Groves. Sarah McLachlan. Shawn Groves. Sheryl Crow. This Providence. Teryn Carter. Superchick. Tree63. U2. Rend the Heavens. Weezer. Bright Eyes. Regina Spektor. Rosie Thomas. Ooklah the Moc. Odd Thomas. Coldplay. Rilo Kiley. The Denouement. Tom Petty.

Movies:

Tommy Boy. Shawshank Redemption. Dead Man Walking. Lean on Me. Crash. Corina, Corina. Dumb and Dumber. Anchor Man. 6 Senses. Fight Club.

Television:

I'd rather watch Monte's skate videos or read or write or play guitar. I think the tv makes my brain more sick with sexy adds and corporate media than I ever think would have been possible.

Books:

Traveling Mercies. Blue Like Jazz. T.S. Elliot poems and shorts. C.S. Lewis work. Of Mice and Men. Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire. Godric. Bird by Bird. Me Talk Pretty One Day. Jack Kerouac. Flannery O'Connor. The Irrisistible Revolution. Soul Survivor. Telling the Truth. Michel Foucault. Cobb. Luise Schottroff. Phyllis Trible.

Heroes:

People who exist and really try to get It...I mean really get It...the It that is not themselves. The homeless, the starving, the oppressed.

My Blog

beer in the kitchen.

roomies and the like are in the kitchen brewing beer, while I'm sitting here thinking of all the things I am not.here's a little ditty (spoken word piece):Words piled high on shelves and racks and dis...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 01:31:00 PST

Ruth.

I wish I could show themto youall that they are(n't)everything I know of them'neath the chillingstartling space that evolved out of more space that evolvedfrom words and feelingsthis part of mine, you...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 08:59:00 PST

revelation

Here's the deal...I am connected to so many people and so many ideas that reading a text book on a subject like Biblical Studies usually presents more ideas, mostly affirming of my personal Christian ...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:52:00 PST

my latest mass email.

Last year was a year full of pessimism towards my school that was rooted in my displeasure for its collective.  The collective at my school, as they appeared to me, were the forces behind a large...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST

My venture towards general liberalism, if you will.

It all started when I was in kindergarten and I developed the art of making friends. My first friend, as far as I can remember, was Andy Angle. Andy was a sort of pudgy little boy and I was a sort of...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:25:00 PST

independence day...an evening alone.

since when did my relationship with the Almighty become a chart to grade?a song to pounce a rhythm on and dub?it's the song of YHWH.the song that pauses and goes, from 45 stringed instruments to white...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:07:00 PST

reasoning for blog debatable...all just an idea

the changes since high school are hysterical!everyone's family and friends and ideas.that's all we have, really.Just ideas. Those ideas either work or fail and then we come up with new ones and try a...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 01:20:00 PST

the old 'about me'

I like things that bare witness to friction, to reality, to the constant hum of me against myself. The truth will stand up by itself and to become part of it, I will try my damnest to forget my own c...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:07:00 PST

vaige.

If I had none of it, I would be good. Or at least better. None of it to wonder about. None of it to try and fix. None of it to mend with words and little antics.  ...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 12:28:00 PST

[ramble like i can]

into the finger tips, words like "tired" and "free"the reminder of my college age lifestyle2:28ish and I am going to the showerfinally.I feel that I must expose the whereabouts of my most actualized c...
Posted by [a still fluid] on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 02:46:00 PST