Pookie Whytewold

(Me performing at Silverstock 2001, too bad you can't see my face huh?)

I grew up in a house with no doorknobs

I'm a gemini and I live up to it

I was once on a total of twelve anti-depressants at once

I write songs and poems

I have six cats and counting

I play the guitar

I was potty trained by 7 monthes (seriously)

But I didn't walk till I was almost 2

I still listen to Fred Penner records (my favourite song is sandwiches)

I love to dance while tipsy from tequila and martinis

My mum says I'm not sexy enough to be a successful musician (?)

I go on ebay and find the exact toys I used to own as a child and buy them

I watch too many movies

I stuttered as a child and occasionally still do

I laugh insanely loud and I don't give a shit

My dad has been divorced three times and my mom twice

I'm planning on going to school to become an interpreter for the deaf

I sing in the shower

My best friend is my sister

I do not live in reality

I love making out in movie theaters

I still sleep with the same teddy bear given to me at birth

I'm a hopeless romantic

I've had long hair, a shaved head, a mohawk and been every hair color under the sun except green

I love getting my photo taken

I'm a drama queen

Part of my umbilical cord is buried under a tree in the front yard of 408 Sharp ave

Ben McKenize is my god

according to a personality quiz this is me:

paranoid tendencies, irritable, anxious, fidgety, dependent, worrying, emotionally sensitive, prone to regret, depressed, second guesses self, somewhat fragile, dislikes change, prefers organized to unpredictable, suspicious, phobic, craves attention, not a risk taker, low self control, very sensitive to criticism, unadventurous, does not make friends easily, defensive, obsessive, low self esteem

I think that sums me up quite nicely

Check out my music myspace www.myspace.com/tessaball

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"Light of my life

Fire in my loins

My sin, My soul"

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms, but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you, so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

"your dual nature, symbolized by the twins jn the zodiac, finds happiness in using swift wit to solve problems ingeniously. Your skills also being happiness in artful endeavors. You enjoy enjoy using eloquence to charm, perhaps to win fame in your career. A busy life keeps you happy and the more variety the greater is your elation. Idleness or loneliness depresses you. You are happy on a journey, entering a new group, trying some new use for your talents. A new romance exhilarates and pleases. Be wary of too much change, scattered use of talents, for these can lead to futility, lack of joy"

Gemini's skeleton in the closet- theft, forgery, lying, and financial manipulation