IM REALLY TRYING |
really i am, nothing wants to work out... i must have called like 10 doctors and nothing seems right.. the one i liked isnt in my plan.. i hate this... and lisa is being great but its hard for h...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:46:00 PST |
A new day A new understanding |
like i said things will work out... they had to work out... thanks for everyones concern.. things are fine me and lisa are stronger than ever... and im moving on to the movie and hillside media.. 2007...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:55:00 PST |
SONG FROM BNB SOUND TRACK ' I am " from Crush |
Life is ... Life is ...Life is little messes, remorse and second guessesAnd sitting in another room getting betterLife is untapped chances, rebuilding strong tall fencesAnd sitting in the other room g...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 11:05:00 PST |
how do you say your SORRY? |
when you say your sorry, do you mean it..
when you say your sorry, do you really understand why
actions do speak louder than words... sometimes
when can words no longer help, after the actions have g...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:21:00 PST |
Not that hard!!!! |
simple really.... the movie has to get done, my families story must be told.... these past couple of days have really bin an eye opener.. from the top of the bridge to lisa saying goodbye all help me ...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:52:00 PST |
I JUST SAT THERE |
thats all i did while the most amazing person in my life just dissapeared.. i really didnt know what to say... bound by exaustion and the lingering sorrows of cancer i couldnt say anything( anyt...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 08:32:00 PST |
now what |
lisa left me.. sucks...
life is bullshit...to be given life is such a blessing, but not to be given the right path to take is a fucken curse...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 07:59:00 PST |
now what |
lisa left me.. sucks...
life is bullshit...to be given life is such a blessing, but not to be given the right path to take is a fucken curse...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 07:59:00 PST |
I ALMOST DIED...BUT IM NOW REBORN!!! |
NO TO BE ALARMED everything is fine i just dont have a cell phone, me lisa and one of my grooms men clayton, went out for new years eve and we where having a great time... then it was time to go home....
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 07:58:00 PST |
Wrote this to john mayer.. pray for me.. |
If this is really you,
both of my parents are dieing from cancer.. and during the crazy times your music has kept me sain... i talked to your management over a year ago, about the movie im doing, 100 ...
Posted by FIGHT CANCER TOGETHER!!! on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 01:02:00 PST |
