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hazwani???

d best part of breaking up...finding sum1 else u cant get enuff of...

About Me

madness + beautiful famly + amazing frens + emo freak + liverpool + psychopathic tendencies = aisyah hazwani sulaiman...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

my family...whom i miss constantly...my frens...whom i wish i could b wif 24/7...and...syakir...who drives me up the wall...makes me crazy...and sickens me to death. i love you.write me sumthing..:

Movies:

shawshank redemption, the rock, 5th element, cowboys n angels, IT, snatch, lock stock, fight club..etc..

Television:

grey's anatomy, desperate housewives, nip/tuck, the simpsons...

Books:

ne book by terry pratchett..neil gaiman..john grisham..c.s lewis..aisyah hazwani n yusuf al-qaradawy..

Heroes:

my family

My Blog

its been a while...

u noe i did sumthing xtremely stupid ystrday...2 actually...im feeling xtra stupid 2day too...obviously nt a good feeling...to all d faithful n avid readers of my blog..(mainly me,myself n i) dont xpe...
Posted by hazwani??? on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 07:32:00 PST

xde keje....

u think back n wished u did it diffrently.. u picture a better outcome rather than face reality.. u hide behind ur laughter n ur smile.. every word u hear n speak are vile.. u suffocate bhind the mask...
Posted by hazwani??? on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:58:00 PST

mistake

no im not childish no im not dumb i made a mistake and dat was it    
Posted by hazwani??? on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 12:33:00 PST

lost..

i noe a gurl...who lost herself...while she was busy searching n trying to find answers...she got caught up in a web..and was thrown down an unknown path...she couldnt find her way home..so she tried ...
Posted by hazwani??? on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 02:53:00 PST

sigh...not again...

miss him at nights...miss him in the mornings..miss him thruout the day...i hate yearning for sumthing dat i cant have..
Posted by hazwani??? on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 07:48:00 PST

jannatunnaim...

im an auntie!!!! (4 d second time around..)baby girl...2.78 kg..named nurjannah..the light of paradise..she's so cute!!!!!! n so tiny...she has long fingers..a funny shaped head..hehe..n a very cute n...
Posted by hazwani??? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i haf 2 get myself a new hobby....

not everyting dat u look at is wat it seems..not evry smile is filled with truth..n not evry laughter is sincere..hunny look at me n c clearly..c the black void behind my eyes.. where ten th...
Posted by hazwani??? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new num...

new day..new life..new number..hehe. any1 who hasnt got it yet gimme a msg.. i shld juz post it on d blog but im fucking paranoid so....im thinking of keeping my old num active juz in case tho...god k...
Posted by hazwani??? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my girls roxx!!!

a thank u note.  wanna thank my triple c members 4 being there 4 me...i noe u guys havnt nown me dat long..but nowing u girls have made an impact on me evn in such short notice.. thanx 4 undrstan...
Posted by hazwani??? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

calling all shrinks..

i haf zero self control..im so impulsive..n i hate the fact dat i cant control my own feelings...hate it wen im feeling dis way..i wish i could throw away all my emotions so dat i dont feel..its easie...
Posted by hazwani??? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST