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i realize it will never be enough. i work to keep my mind off of work. and when i'm not working... i

About Me


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Character:
Though I'm quick to act without explanation, my intentions are most often sound, but "If you're not being criticized, then you're probably not doing much" anyway. Many don't like me because they take my kindness for granted as though I owe them something. I ask for nothing and refuse to be in debt to anyone. From observation and experience... I've come to acknowledge people who are true; ones who extend their arms when I lay in gutter with nothing to offer. I'm still very naive, but more weary of my surroundings. A hero of mine once said "I don't do diplomacy," which is how I've come to evolve. To all the sideline politics... everybody is a critic, but very few are criticized.
Be watchful of those who are crafty, sly, and two faced (seems most are). Be especially mindful of the ones with a nice smile. Most people I've observed proceed solely on a selfish foundation. All too often the heart flaunting on their sleeve falls short to their true colors, surfacing a hideous face as their motivations are not satisfied. Camouflaged with a deceitful smile... hyenas feed their hunger of malicious and vicious laughter, meticulously aiming to inflict pain for consumption. A likeable person only suggests they have a good heart... but doesn't mean they do. I consider very few people as friends, surrounding myself with those who know where they come from and are genuinely humble regardless of their background. I barricade myself with past experience and cynicism. And with that perception of the world, I wake knowing I'm extremely lucky and must give to those who are less fortunate.
Apologies mean nothing to me. Often times contrition insults me. Just because one says sorry does not mean things will be the same. I'm a person who rarely accepts apologies. If I accept yours... then you must be very special to me, or I've been disillusioned by your charm.

My Interests

Drink Off Part II

Interests:
1) Human Rights Violators: Kathy Lee Gifford, Jessica McClintock, Pakistan, Militia rule in Africa, Kim Jong Il, Sudanese Goverment apparent genocide
2) Animal Cruelty Sponsors: The Zoo, Jennifer Lopez, Wet Seal, The Circus, All fur distributors, Japanese & Russian whaling,
3) Sierra Leone: Be grateful for what you have.
4) Helping people who have less than me. You will find it difficult to help anybody if you can't help yourself.
5) People watching, analyzing, responding, helping, giving, sharing, and hopefully making a difference that can be funneled with a crescendo.
6) What I despise: Liars, selfish people, and especially those who speak to me as though I owe them something.

Rambling:
If forced into circumstance where I must defend my measures… the price tag to those inquiring is high. I’m arrogant in knowing my actions are legitimate and in the interest of the populace prior my own. It's difficult for me to understand anyone's mental disposition when malevolent games are played. What gain is worth imposing misery and headache upon another? I see no place for it. My fuse is fleeting when it comes to character assassination and capriciously ill humor… particularly when cast at dusk. The few possessions important to me are the articles that solidify my organization. And when it faces hostility… my solution has no gray area. I covet the condition of impaling the source with my own hands. Diplomatic proficiency is antiquated when I’m defending grounds due to unwarranted offense.

In love with someone's wife

I'd like to meet:

General: if you don't like me... don't try to befriend me. it will annoy me severely.
Business:
Global Import/Export/Sourcing/RE Development Contacts.
Socially:Not as many people these days but a few who are reserved, down to earth, don't think they're better than others because they were born into money or recently came into power, and has something interesting to talk about. Not "everyone is worth knowing;" but "everyone we meet are fighting their own battles & have stories to share but be weary of those who break your heart" Be weary of those who are cheap and/or inconsiderate. For the few I'd like to meet... I want to hear their stories & spend at least a few hours in their company. =) Also be careful of those who are selfishly motivated & deceiving... HOWEVER SWEET THEY MAY SEEM. Words are cheap, those with many words are very cheap, and sweet talkers are shamelessly cheap. Often times they have some kind of sob story where they lay victim to their "generous heart." Followed by your pity they somehow become the hero of their story after paying for your meal. Try listening to those who don't limit themselves to self pity sob stories and/or words you want to hear. And most of all... listen to yourself.

there are few people in my life and thus when fallout knocks, it sharply tolls my spirit. but i've settled on believing that lost affection is by no means a loss at all. friends cannot be lost. only those who are not important are shed from our lives... similar to cutting loose sandbags in order for a hot air balloon to rise. friends support me when i've failed, pass light to my flaws, and believe i will defeat my evils. when my friends fail, i don't offend them with condolences. i gather their failure as my own. i am to blame when my friends fall short. until they succeed, i do not. i rarely welcome acquaintances let alone consider new friends... most people i know are associates. unless there is potential in sharing thoughts over quiet time... i won't belittle you by loosely referring to you as a friend. i often hear people refer to me as their friend, but they don't know my last name and further more will never share my insecurities. not to say they are not worthy of friendship... just no history or dialogue has been established to claim such esteem.

Movies:

My favorite dialogue from The Notebook

"Wanna dance with me?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because I don't want to."

Books:

my favorate passage from The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks

"When did you finally tell him about us?"
"After I got home."
"Was it hard?"
"Not at all. I was in love with you."

Heroes:

__Tran Khanh Van:
for giving us everything and paying with your health
__Eugene Kwong:
for your bottomless generosity
__Bac An:
for giving our people dignity
__Bill Clinton:
for your right-wing resistance and giving balance to our abusive oligopoly
__Bill Gates:
for your philanthropy and taking on world responsibilities
__Melinda Gates:
for being the the pillar in the Gates Foundation
__Paul David Hewson:
for shining light to our oblivious world and achieving what politicians and world leaders could not
__George Clooney:
for using your media attention as a vehicle to pressure leaders into taking resposibility in their 3rd world policies
__Donald Rumsfeld:
for taking jobs nobody wants and bracing under fire
__Ronald Reagan:
for your soft spoken power and ability to ease unrivaled hatred
__Al Gore:
for your political suicide and self sacrifice in fighting for our future
__Ly Yan Yan:
for being genuinely wonderful, selfless, lacking any malicious desires... and for consistently teaching me how to be a better person.

My Blog

my life / pet peeve

My Life 08/04/06 i often wonder why i was chosen to be one of the luckiest persons in the world. i have great health, my family is healthy, and the only thing i worry about is the well being of people...
Posted by nam on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 12:58:00 PST

Momoh/Sierra Leone/Honor Killings

7/27/06 Momoh update Sierra Leone. thank you lyy Update on my little brother in Sierra Leone. ____________________________________________________________ ___________     The above i...
Posted by nam on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 12:54:00 PST