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Jazz Hands McGilicutty

Intolerance is the only thing that is truly intolerable

About Me


Boo hoo hoo fucking hoo.. things arent easy... people dont tell me how much they love me.. no everyone smiles when i come in the room to let me know that "We're ok"... The person appointed to re-assure me of my talent and signifigance has been severly inneffective for my entire life... My room is a mess and I dont have anone to clean it up... My attempt to share a profound revelation and truth generaly come out with a stutter... I find signifigance in pretty things that isnt really there... I force signifigance into said pretty things and believe it despite its glaring lie... I substitute creative juxtaposition for actual content and "Nuclear vogue" is what your left holding... I amuse myself with "escoterrific" or "escosterrible" and hope ite resonates with you too, but I dont get my hopes up... I want to plague myself with shallow, and why not? ... I silently hope people refer to me as a loose canon genius when I am not around... I hope I exist when i am not around, or else whats the point... I hate it when people say they dont give a fuck - they do - I do - we all do, or else we wouldnt be so scared... you are scared, you just are... you'll never be a fearless person... I pawn my own inadequacies off on you... like this... you havent read half of your book shelf... everyone makes mistakes is a cop out... its also the only thing safe ... is safe so bad? I always thought that at the end of the day I am, if not a good guy, then at least not a bad guy - but anymore I dont know... anymore I just dont know fucking anything... and if you think YOU do - well, then you your in worse shape than I thought you were... hold tight, and for your own well being I would get rid of anything witha sharp edge and toss anything that will hold a point... betttter get rid of the flamable shit while your at it, because when it finaly hits you, you may decide that it just might feel better to burn, and, well, we just dont need that on our conscience... It feels good to go to this place no and again... it makes me realize Im not realy there... in hell with the rest of them

My Interests

writing,painting, music, playing the guitar,wine,reading expanding my ever growing base of knowledge in the lifelong quest for truth and the question, entheogenic shamanism, my quest for my personal "Kurtz" (Daniel Pinchbeck), art and museums, aged single barrel bourbon, cigars, naked and near naked ladies, giving wedding toasts, "shortcut to mushrooms" -Tolkien ... power lies more in the question than in the hot lead raingin down upon the inoccent in torrents and swells of death showers.

I'd like to meet:

People without fear... people that don't buy into normative ways of behavior.. people don't feel the need to play silly games, ... people who realize they are works in progress... people who can say that they are wrong... people who think My Space is a LITTLe bit silly, but use it anyway, cuz hey, old friends and new freinds are ok things... but the strippers need TO STOP ASKING ME TO CHECK OUT THEIR WEB CAM LIVE FEED!!

Music:

System of a Down, Alice in Chains,Rage Against the Machine,TOOL, Mad SEASON,Ston Temple Pilots, Layne, BB King, Buddy Guy, Deftones,Bjork,Busta Rhymes, Audio Slave, Weezer, Sly and the Family Stone, Maceo Parker, Radiohead, Portishead, Pantera, A Perfect Circle, MOS DEF, TRIBE CALLED QUEST, Wu Tang Finacial(the RZA THE GZA THE OLE DIRTY BZA AND THE METHOD MZA U-GOD, GHOSTFACE KILLAH INSPECTAH DECK,MASTAH KILLAH, and RAQUAN the CHEF.... PROTECT YO GODDAMN NECK SON) , The Fugees, Wyclef. Lauryn Hill, Bon JOVI,and........ my talented friend Jon Neufeld.

Movies:

Shawshank Redemption, Kill Bill(s), Crash, Pirates of the Caribean, Matrix Trilogy, Star Wars Sextet, Lord of the Rings Trilogy (thus finishing my super nerd movies) Fear and Loathing in L.V., Garden State, Lost In Translation, DaVinci Code, Swingers, Eddie Murphy Delirious, ANY Eddie Izzard Stand-Up,

Television:

House, Law and Order(s),Judgin Amy, Alias, Family Guy, Simpsons, Robot Chicken, Bones, .

Books:

Breaking Open the head, 1984, Thus Spoke Zarathustra, Beyond Good and Evil, "on Literature" -by Umberto Ecco, all poems by T.S.Elliot, Ginsberg, Longfellow, Ezra Pound, WC Williams, Emily Dickinson (the first dark brooding woman of lit. in my life) Edgar Allen Poe, Emerson, -- April Blood (The Medici and the Pazzi conspiracy), The Art of War, The Celestine Prophecy, The DaVinci Code, Angels and Demons, L.O.T.R., The Holographic Universe, Hamlet, Coriolanus (all Shakespearian works) Noam Chomsky's Understanding Power, Fear and loathing (and all H.S. Thompson treasures) Harry Potter series (yeah I SAID IT BITCHES) The Republic and Phaedo (both Platonian works) Military Methods by Sun Pin (Sun Tzu's descendant) Travels With Charlie, In Our Time, The Heart of Darkness

Heroes:

My Life hero is my friend Jon for his firendship and total lack of fear facing the world, and Justin for his devotion and self-determined commitment to making his OWN way, my guitar hero is my friend Al (who also wins the prize for funniest muth fuckah ever), My hero for changing himself for the better and the ability to fearlessly tell others the good things they need to hear about themselves is Matt, my heroes for being loyal beyond earthly confines are my brothers, my hero for teaching others and mentoring endless young adults is Hill, and my SEX GODDESS hero is Angelina

My Blog

The Medicinal Prison

The problem is simple.  the solution is simple - so why is our "advanced and uber civilized" country so desperately slow on the uptake?  Medical marijuana is one of the oldest and widely use...
Posted by Jazz Hands McGilicutty on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 09:28:00 PST