ANGEL of DEATH

I am torn away from my primary union with nature, which characterizes my animal existence.Having at the same time reason and imagination, i am aware of my aloneness and separateness; my powerlessness and ignorance; accidentalness of my birth and death.I could not face this state of being for a second if I could not find new ties with my fellow man which replace the old ones regulated by instincts. Even if all my physiological needs were satisfied, I would experience my state of aloneness and individuation as a prison from which I had to break in order to preserve my sanity.(...) the necessity to unite with other living beings, to be related to them, is an imperative need on the fulfilment of which man's sanity depends.This need is behind all phenomena which constitute the whole gamut of intimate human relations, of all passions which is called LOVE in the broadest sense of the word.I love DEATH And If I was to die I want people to finally shut their mouths And understand what I am Understand what I'm about I'm about to find that outIf I was to die It'd make a lot of people happy No funeral possesions No plot at the cemeteryFinally I can be alone in my own world If I die maybe I'll get angel wings then, I'd take my hallo off. Get myself a ladder and hang it on the wall. Maybe people will think it's a gold record.Why does everybody always gotta go and die first?I want to die. So I can haunt my buddies. Stand behind them in the mirror with my eyes all bloody. Stick my long, black, cold tongue all in the ear And be like, "I'm only playing" And disappear .I wanna die. And have everything answered........Im just a simple guy.I just want to love and be loved in return. Why is fate so hard on me?why am i always misjudged and misunderstood?.. classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/ flash/swflash.cab..version=6,0,0,0" WIDTH="780" HEIGHT="510" id="puz213605" ALIGN=""-- -- -- -- -- -- -- end puzzle HTML --