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Misery [Loves Company ♥]

If I cannot be a good example, then I intend to be a terrible warning.

About Me


Hello.
My name is Misery. & I am a Gypsy Queen.
I am a Dead Girl.
I am nothing, and I am everything.
I am a Mystic, a Cynic, a Ghost.
I am a Goddess, a Warrior, an Angel.
I am more than you can swallow,
a tea spoon full of the universe.
I am not what you expected
or what I seem.
I am intelligent, and sarcastic.
I am polite, but ultimately very quiet.
I am not particularly friendly.
If You think I'm flirting, you're wrong.
If you think i'm interested, you may be right...
but not in the way you're probably thinking.
I like interesting people.
People who can hold my attention.
I am quite in love.
I cry a lot. I've a tendency to startle innocent bystanders.
Though Innocence is subjective.
If not for a few people in my life, I would have evaporated by now.
Rainer, and Samael, and Sarah
Adam and Azael, and all my lovely ghosts...
I was told once,
a lifetime and half ago
that my sole purpose in life, as far as he could see, was the serve as a thing of beauty, to make things around me less miserable.
That I was a moving tragedy...
something to be cherished, and watched,
and revered.
I am beautiful, somewhere.
AOL: Kill The Muse
Yahoo!: beauty_in_descent
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My Interests

An array of things, really...
Everything from String to Politics.
Theology. Dark Humor. Body Modification. S&M. Demonology. Kittens. Arts of all kinds, but especially Photography and Sculpting. Robots and Photoshop. Writing. Journalism. Music. Watching People make Music. Making Music. Cartoons. People Watching. Walking around random towns or cities. Books and Poetry. Nature. Storms. Oblivion. Debate. Intelligent Conversation.
As long as it remains intelligent, and does not stray to inanity.

A Wide variety of house-wivery. Certain types of drinks. Diners. Certain People. Français. The Ocean. The Stars.

I'd like to meet:

Muscians are usually the ultimate entertainment.

Writers & Painters. Ranters, Actors, Models & Artists.
Poets, Nerds, Dreamers, & Anarchists.
Human Canvases, Astrologers, & Lovely Sociophobic Masterminds.

Music:

All sorts & then some.

Particularly:

Nine Inch Nails

The Secret Machines

Mindless Self-Indulgence

Sleater-Kinney

&

The Dresden Dolls.

Click on them to get a taste of each.

Movies:

Constantine , Dogma, A Scanner Darkly,Stigmata, Clerks, Se7en, 12 Monkeys, Girl Interupted, Fight Club, Snatch, Phantom of the Opera, Closer, Resevoir Dogs, Labyrinth, Lost Highway, 10 Things I Hate About You, Natural Born Killers, Amelie, Dracula 2000, Sin City, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Kung Fu Hustle, The Life Aquatic, The Royal Tenenbaums, Prozac Nation, The Fifth Element, City of Angels, The Crow, High Fidelity, A Beautiful Mind, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, I Heart Huckabees, and others...

Television:

I hate TV. I offer no explanation as to why. It seems to be an obligation when I can't sleep and am too disoriented to read, write, or draw.
I suppose, when I do turn the flickering box on, I watch Court TV [Because I like watching people get caught when they think they're so clever],
CNN [Because I like watching people fuck up in Real Time],
or Cartoon Network [Because it's mindless.]

The only show I watch with any loyalty would probably be South Park, because it kills my brain in such a delightful way...
Oh...and I really, really love the X-Files. & House.

Books:

On The Road, Naked Lunch, Desolation Angels, East of Eden, Fight Club, Dracula, Slaughterhouse-Five, The Bell Jar, Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, I Feel Sick, The Scarlet Letter, The Vampire Chronicles, Speak, One Hundred Twenty Days of Sodom, The Book of Enoch, the Prophet, The Language of Fear, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking-Glass, Blood and Chocolate, The Lovely Bones, The Divine Comedy, quite a few others, but I don't have the patience to sit here and think of them all.

Heroes:


Mark Doty
&
Lucille Clifton.
Sarah!
Val & Amanda!
Erin!
Reggie!
All those Backward Genius Demi-Gods of my Daily Anxiety.
(For without you, I wouldn't have half of the audacity I do.)
The inventor of midol.
The person who first thought of straining and brewing coffee beans.
Whoever made Ramen Noodles.
Johnny Mac.
Dana Scully
The girls that know when I'm having a man-hating rampage, and know just what to say to make me laugh away my rage.
Jhonen Vasquez.
Masochists
My Mother and Father, and Brothers.
For all their various insanities.
The Guy who miraculously managed to make me feel comfortable outside of my illusionary bubble.
The Angel proud enough to call himself God.
The Angel who was proud enough to tell Him He was wrong.
Azael
My Sweet Angel of Oblivion.

All the Ghosts and Faeries.
Danny
Adam
Matt

My Blog

Black Lace and Tea

Maybe I'm paranoid. But it feels as though the darkness outside the door is paying attention to me. Attentive. After a while, after enough interaction, I can see the color of your sky. But I still ask...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 07:10:00 PST

The Most Precious Mistakes

Dear              , I am so sorry. I know my apologies just don't mean much, now, but I am so sorry. I am so very sorry. I am what is it n...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 08:32:00 PST

I Am Trying To Believe

Dear         , The static roars. I can't get away from the sound, now; it's an all encompassing thing out to steal me. I can't get away anymore. What do you do when...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:16:00 PST

A Sweet sort of Sickness

Rock bottom is a lovely little place, where I can lie for hours and watch above my head the entirety of the universe undulate like grotesque and familiar waves far far far. It's like drowning all ove...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 03:28:00 PST

I like dirty, sexy punk.

If you know what I look like if you've ever actually seen me smile and move about quickly right now imagine me. Seriously, today is something different, and yesterday, and maybe a lot of yesterdays...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 01:24:00 PST

I've been denied all the best ultrasex.

I dance around like fire flickers at my feet. You know, all that old, desire desire desire to be something ethereal. Hahaha, this music is in my blood, now, for some reason. It's in me, for some reas...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:02:00 PST

OK!

Ok, this is the last time I'm doing it, and I'm doing 20 for Reggie and Amanda. No one's getting tagged, at least not by me. K? K. 1. I got off work early tonight. Whoo! 2. My cell phone number is...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 06:59:00 PST

What, again?

The rules are: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 random facts, things, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged and why you choose them. 1. I...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 06:48:00 PST

Tag.

The rules are: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 random facts, things, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged and why you choose them. 1. I d...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 04:32:00 PST

Something for the kids.

Oh, I remember but I'd much rather forget and maybe that's the core of it. A cut off of communication. Completely. Oh, oh just make it stop... And it's a pleasant sort of burn like chemical burn, b...
Posted by Misery [Loves Company ♥] on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:18:00 PST