..OhH*BeAuTiFuL*oNe..

Im caitlyn.I go to SHS and im in the 9th grade.im a bitch if you make me mad.but most people love and i get along with almost everybody.but i do have a list of people i fucking hate.i like bright colors.pink is my favorite.i love anything that is pink.all of my socks are colorful and i have no plain white ones.those are so lame.i love to just lay outside and look at the stars,its the most beautiful thing you can do.i love to play in the rain.it makes me feel like a little kid.alot of people might say im immature for my age but who gives a fuck?id rather have fun now then grow up and regret now doing anything crazy.i hate most girls.they are all hypocrits,bitches,self centered,and they think the whole world revolves around them.but im just like that so i cant complain.i love my friends,i only have one true friend,erikka,and i dont give a fuck what you think about her.dont judge people by their actions.you have to know somebody before you can judge them.what they do mean nothing.so get the fuck over it and if you dont like her then fuck you because shes a great person and shes my best friend.and thats for all you people who talk so much shit about her.i hate when people try to act tough to try and prove something.being a bad ass does not make you cool and it does not make people like you.it makes people scared of you.so then they pretend to be your friend and talk shit behind your back.what good is that?thats not a true friend.i love to sit for hours on the phone.you dont even have to talk about anything that makes since.you could talk about laamas humping and id still be facinated.even though that is a very cool thing.im in love with ben seay.he is the world to me.i havent known him for very long but he is one of the most important person in my life.i would do anything for him.i hate my family.they are all a bunch of druggies,bitches,and fuckin assholes that i hate very much.ive ran away to my neighbors house before.but they found me fifteen minutes later.i dont know how to make pancakes.although i can make waffles.i dont like margarine,but i do like butter.i love it when someone can make me laugh.i like it even more if they can make me laugh until i cry.ive had my heart broken many times.but who hasnt?i hate people who you tell your biggest secret to and they say i promise i wont tell and the next day the whole fucking world knows...like gretchin off of mean girls.i fucking hate that.ive been stabbed in the back by friends,talked about.ive been called a bitch a whore a slut..it doesnt bother me.but i hate it when people talk about each other..i mean c'mon what is that?they are so insecure about themselves that they have to bring others down.thats so fucked up.nobody's perfect so get the fuck over yourself.i hate depressed people.even though i can be at times.no one can help it but its fucking annoying.i like to watch sesame street,every morning at seven before i go to school.its fucking great.i like any kind of music i can dance to.i cant dance but its fun.i dont really give a fuck.i love attention.its amazing if you could be doing something and its like evryone is watching you with facination.like you are the only person in the room and what your doind is the most important thing in the world.it's so great.i like foreign exchange students.they are cool.in my second period there is a group of mexicans and they dont speak english except for one of them and i always talk to them.even though im not sure they canunderstand me.but i think they make fun of me cause they always look at me then say something and laugh.it's not cool.but it's okay.i think of sexual things when i hear the words,nut come,hot,but,elephant(dont ask why) and bone.but c'mon cho doesnt?i love country music.i like all music but country is my favorite.im from texas what do you expect?i like to go mudd ridin.it's fucking awesome.what the fuck is a mongoloid?ive heard that word so much lately and i have no clue what it is.i mean its a cool word but what does it mean?but thats about it.if you want to talk to me my aim is xosugarbear122