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(s)aint Kris.[loves him]

..My smile's a chainlink fence, that I have put up...

About Me

I'll be anything you want and more.
I have a habit of changing my personality depending on who you are and what i think you want.
I suppose I'm the ultimate fake.
But what's real to me is Music.
At a show I'm me, if I'm alone, I'm the shy little girl I always have been.
So if you see me at one alone, come talk to me,
Because I'm pretty sure that's the real me.
But I'm not completely sure, so don't hold it against me if I'm wrong.
So talk to me and I'll be who you want me to be.

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My Interests

- Reading,
- Writing,
- Music,
- Shows,
- New People,
- Animals,
- Little Kids,
- Sunsets,
- Swimming,
- Walking,
- Mysteries,
- Phycology,
- Converse,
- Stars,
- The ocean.

I'd like to meet:

I used to think I wanted to meet someone that wasn't real. A boy or girl that was perfect for me in every way. One that would be there for me when I needed them, and didn't find me annoying or werid. Someone who makes me feel warm all over just with their smile. I definietly thought that this person either didn't exsist or that they'd never fall for me. But then I found him, and I couldn't have been happier =)
This boy is also my hero for all thoese reasons and more33

Music:

- The Used,
- Cradle Of Filth,
- A.F.I(older stuff)
- Cute Is What We Aim For,
- Siverstein,
- Bayside,
- Fall Out Boy,
- BrokenGlass Wings
- Sister Amadeus (R.I.P)
- System Of A Down
- Marilyn Manson,
- Evenessance,
- Linkin Park,
- blink-182,
- From First To Last,
- Our Lady Peace,
- Mindless Self Indulgence♥
- The Creepshow(just got shown these guys)
- Green Day(again older stuff) Lots of others I can't think of right now. Music's a huge part of my life.

Movies:

- The Nightmare Before Christmas,
- Tim Burton Movies,
- Horror Movies,
- Disney movies,
- Lots Of Others.

Television:

- CSI,
- Anime - Scooby Doo,
- Cartoons of all kinds haha.

Books:

Books I've read this year(2007):
Go Ask Alice.
Long Hard Road Out Of Hell.
jPod.
The Virgin Suicides.
Rx.
The Candy Darlings.
Impulse.
Burned.
Manga I've read this year:
Socrates In Love.

Heroes:


Joshy is my hero because he gave me the best nickname ever, and beccause we have the most intersting conversations about everything, and for makeing me laugh when I'm so messed up I don't want to smile.

Kitty is my hero because she knows absolutely every. single. thing. there is to know aobut me. And becasue we think so much alike it's insane
Kat is my hero, for being my wifey and putting up with my dumbass moves and trying to make it better.

Mathias is my hero (I guees o.O) for being so 'effin random, jumping out of cars, and being a kick ass musician. we miss you Mathias!

these people are the most importaint people in my life.

My Blog

Drugs & Alocohol

     I'm pretty much sure I'm done with both. They can fuck up an entire life, even take one away in a matter of minutes. I've lost a few friends to drugs & alcohol, not necess...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 09:46:00 PST

There’s a roughness to our romance- A sadness to his step

things are going well.Brendan is finally home, and i finally get to see him again =)Tuesday he came over and we just hung out and watched tv and such, then we went and got soemthing to eat and he left...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:49:00 PST

I wont EVER grow up!

Yet, in a way I want to grow up right now, be at least old enough to get an apartment with Brendan, but in a way I don't. Because right now, I'm young enough to just be a kid still, without careing (a...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:24:00 PST

Amazing few days..

With Brendan =)sleep over at Ted's, my sister's house, the mall, and a movie. I really am happy with him..like beyond happy haha.fuck all my other goals, new one is:- Be happy - Go campingI've got lik...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:03:00 PST

blahhh

I'm so sick >I really wish my mom would also let me go up to Ottawa this weekend with Ted cause I really miss Paul. My neck is sore, I'm sick, I need some sleep, and I can't eat. I feel like crying, I...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:10:00 PST

wow i'm sore..

so i went to the show last nightabsolutely killeri got kicked in the tummy tho =sduring BSOa bunch of kids fell on the stage, includeing me and then someone stepped on my stomache.it was insane!every ...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:40:00 PST

beep

i'm sitting here stareing at the screen wonderign what to type. all i can think of i show lucky i am i got a second chance. i love you so much Paul, if you're reading this♥my parents went away ...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 07:41:00 PST

i can't believe it...

i completely fucked up.again.how can i be so stupid and continue surviveing?or barely so it would seem.i.am.such.a.fuck.up.end of story.simple as that i suppose.one day i'll fix everything(i hope) eve...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 08:53:00 PST

werid...

our sad little world seems to revolve around tragedy lately.it's kind of a depressing thought, even if it doesn't get me too down.still, it's werid how these things have been standing out to me and ho...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 07:22:00 PST

permanate marker hearts.

To me a heart symbolizes affection, not just love, but like.Or even friendship.I tend to draw hearts with sharpies, everytime i have one in my hand(or nearly everytime) I draw a heart somehwere. On my...
Posted by (s)aint Kris.[loves him] on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 08:32:00 PST