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.... .. ♥♥ I am a single mom of two girls ages 11 and 4, i go to school at CNM and am bout to graduate pretty soon here i hope!!!! shit in my life has always been crazy it seems like the worst always happens to me, or maybe it's my payback for all the shit i've done wrong in my life! On top of trying to deal with the death of my boyfriend, This february i found out that my 10 yr old daughter had relapsed with leukemia!! she had alreaqdy faught this battle when she was only 3 and just thinking about her having to go through all that shit again made me soooooo sick and anxious not to mention scared! so now here we are gettin through it once again!!! i cant wait for all this to be over and to start our lives again! not that we havnt been living but our lives revolve around cancer & the hospital and thats it and it would just be nice to know we dont have to go spend weeks in the hospital any more!! so about me?... well i really dont know what to say bout myself, i am a cool layed back kinda girl most of the time but some of you out there know that i can be a crazy bitch if you fuck with me! I aint into playin lil games or letting lil haterz get to me! i've been through enough shit in my life that i am at the point where i dont give a fuck about anything but me n my girls n my family! bitches talk shit but mostly cuz they are jelous and insecure with themselves so just like the lil quote says♥"things you here about me could be true but then again it could be as fake ass the bitch who told you"♥ i do have to admit i have made mistakes, stold a few boyfriends broke a few hearts but that was back in the day when i was young and dumb! & it is much regreted! the only one i dont regret is my hitas daddy whom i am guilty of stealing but it was worth the drama=) and now GOD has chosen to take him from us and this is where i am in my life.. i dont worry bout the small shit too much i am lonely but happy, i miss him but im moving on i am tryin to do shit for me now and get my life together I've made alot of bad choices in my life and wish that i can go back and change some things but dont we all wish we had that ability!! Most importantly i am REAL! & thats a big thing to be cause you dont run into too many real people these days! thay all are fake, they smile in your face but talk shit behind your back, they try to be something they are not just to impress others! fuck that! i am me and thats all i can be and if you dont like it oh well~ deal with it! oh ya... i have a bit of attitude lol! incase you didnt notice!=) well obviously theres more to me but not enough space to get it all down! lol!!!? if theres something you would like to know just ask!! thank you for taking the time to read this!!!♥♥♥♥
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