s t e v i e

i will always try too hard to be the best friend you have. i am too nice and i care too much, but i am not weak. i will always forgive, but i will never forget. i will never take you for granted. i will never break my promises. i will always show you respect until you give me a reason not to. i do not hate anyone. i am quiet because i am shy, not arrogant, so please come say hi to me. i love amazing hugs. i always smile and appreciate people who do the same. i enjoy talking over a cup of tea. i like to bake, but i like it more when girls bake for me. i make too many sexist comments, but i respect women more than you could ever know. i don't date. i will cuddle with you if we are watching a scary movie. i don't show emotion. you will probably never know if i love you. i am deeper and more intelligent than i will let you know. i am never lost, even when i have no idea where i am. i spend too much time at the gym, but i still worry about my weight. i am strong because i have to be. mirrors are a curse. i don't think i am tough. i swear far too much, but i promise every morning that i will stop completely. i go shooting in the desert a lot, but i am not white trash. i wear the same pair of jeans until they fall off of me. sometimes i drink and end up dancing shirtless in parking lots. i can put both my legs behind my head. i am overly sarcastic. i enjoy physical pain. i believe in death before dishonor. i will always live my life for a worthy cause. i go to bed every night a better person than a woke up that morning. my life will make the world a better place. my god. my country. my family. my friends. sn: aLARKamongcrows