I'm scatterbrained. I tend to curse people who think of better ideas than I do when I should be admiring them. I thought I was really tough but I was wrong. I'm easily overwhelmed. I neglect friendships but it's not my intention at all, just a result of an irreversible trait of mine. I think that morals are second to being free. To be unconventional is the only way to discover what you're capable of. Generally, I feel like - "Fuck what you think." But then I'm caught in a morally righteous trap and backed into a corner. I want to fight but a challenge won't present itself to me. I like instant gratification, I'm not good at waiting. I have patience in a different sense, as in the willingness to forgive things that are irreversible and irrelevant. I'm restless, constantly. There's
is a 'go' button somewhere. As far as real life goes, I want to meet you if you can understand me the first time I say something, and to understand you as well. I guess they call this a 'wavelength' but i don't have a CB radio to find out which one I'm on. You tell me. I want to meet you if you have something you just
really want to say.
May I borrow your sweater jacket? It's sweet. K thanks.
"DESTINY is a feeling you have that you know something about yourself nobody else does. the picture you have in your mind of what you're about
will come true. it's a kind of a thing you kind of have to keep to your own self, because it's a fragile thing, and you put it out there, someone will kill it. it's best to keep that all inside."
-bob dylan, ca 2004
"i like an escalator, 'cause an escalator can never break - it can only become stairs - you would never see an 'escalator temporarily out of order' sign, just 'escalator temporarily stairs,' sorry for the convenience, we apologize for the fact that you can still get up there"
-mitch hedberg
"You should see my scars"
-p.j. harvey
"celebrations should only be for those who really have something to celebrate"
-ayn rand
"for now we are young, let us lay in the sun and count every beautiful thing we can see"
-neutral milk hotel
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